Stepping Through the Doorway at Pilot Mountain (and Beyond) on 12-12-12

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And so, it was time again!

My friend Phran (who I am now calling my “partner in flying”) and I love our periodic visits to Pilot Mountain! To begin with, our energy is amazing together… and we ALWAYS have some AWESOME messages and experiences when we take the 2-hour drive to this nearby spiritual energy vortex. We keep on THINKING (which is the issue) that we might try someplace else – such was the case when we decided to take a road trip together for the 12-12-12 meditation/celebration – but at the last minute, we KNEW Pilot Mountain was where we were supposed to go.

Early in the morning, before we left, I did a quick meditation to connect in (or really, simply just change my focus) to the “big picture,” mainly to see how everything felt; and WOW, the Light Matrix – or, actually, the overlay of the “new Earth” – was SO brilliant! When Phran arrived at my house, she told me she’d done the same thing… so our excursion started off with us already buzzing and giddy!

When we arrived at the mountain, there were maybe two other cars in the parking lot on the mountain. It was chilly… but pretty comfortable, especially once we got to the Big Pinnacle. Earlier this autumn, the mountain had been closed because of a controlled fire that got a bit out of control. As we followed the trail, we could see the soot and ashes from the fire everywhere; the stark black sootiness of the ground and base of many of the trees  contrasted with the brightness of the tan-colored pine straw that had fallen on top, drawing our attention to it. The air still had a smoky smell to it… it was really quiet except for the chirping of the birds.

All that ran through my mind was “rebirth.”

I could feel the serenity of the mountain, the simple acceptance of what is. I stopped and put my hands on a pine whose outer trunk was pretty scorched; I could immediately feel the fire, see the heat… I was just experiencing part of the tree’s experience. We came to a tree that had ashes under it; I was being – welcomed… beckoned…something of the sort – to take a handful of ashes (and of course I happened to have a little bag in my backpack!). Phran bent over, picked up a small piece of scorched wood from the ground and said, “Here… take this piece of burnt wood, too…” When she stood up and turned around to hold it out to me, I realized it was the EXACT same piece of wood I had been “guarding” in a dream several nights before! We stopped for a few moments and perched on a rock so I could tell her about the dream; in doing so, I noticed one lone ladybug crawling on the rock next to mine.

Shortly after, we were simultaneously pressed to move on… so we did. We were called to stop at another spot we’d never noticed/been to previously… I asked Phran if she knew what time it was, and she guessed around noon; I pulled out my phone, and it was 12:01… We stopped and found a place to sit at this spot, and we closed our eyes, connected with the consciousness of the mountain, and we could feel the water of old passing through, the shifts of the ages, and most recently the fire. We could feel the consciousness of the mountain, the consciousness of the integrated organism of the whole area, and how it was simply above the events, without judgment, without pain… with complete acceptance. I waited for the familiar loveliness that is what I consider “the voice” of the mountain… and I heard/understood, “All is a cycle of rebirth…and how rebirth experienced is completely up to the individual consciousness. There is a purpose for everything; an old cycle ends, and a new one begins… there is no sadness in releasing what has past…” So beautiful… and such a strong lesson to show us at this point in our progression!

We waited, and there was nothing more at the moment. We asked if this was the place at which we were to stop to do the 12:12 meditation… and we understood that it wasn’t; again, we were simultaneously pressed to move on. So we did.

We came upon a section of rock outcropping to which we’ve climbed on several previous visits to stop and meditate/eat; we hesitated, thought about going up to the ledge, and I’d just heard loudly, “Take the path to the right here…” when a moment later, Phran said, “Let’s take this path to the right…” So we followed it, around the rocks… and as I came around a rock to the cove that was obviously where we were headed, we came upon two women who were already sitting there meditating. One woman looked up and said, “We’re doing a meditation…” We smiled at them and said, “That’s we’re about to do..” and one asked, “Would you like to join us?” We immediately assented; the woman said, “Well, it’s 12:11… so get in place…”

Until that moment, we hadn’t seen ANYONE ELSE at the Big Pinnacle! And, as I find is happening more and more regularly when I “meet” someone, as soon as I saw them when I rounded the rock, I KNEW them; I REMEMBERED them from some other time, some other place.

We quickly found “our spots”… and the four of us formally connected in together. The connection was already there, just waiting for us to focus – I could feel us connecting in to the flow of energy through the mountain, “up” into the Light Matrix/New Earth Matrix… and with everyone else focusing in at that designated time. One of the women started speaking… but I was instantaneously gone, and the words at the moment became unintelligible to me. It was BRILLIANT and BEAUTIFUL and POWERFUL beyond belief… so I just sat there and stayed completely in the flow.

After several minutes, all of a sudden, something  having to do with the flow of energy through the mountain opened up WIDE and FAST; it was HUGE. I suddenly started seeing the mountain pull this heavy, dense energy out beyond and around us. It started to “close us off” energetically from what was around us… I knew that what I was being shown was the door/portal closing to the “old world.” I was guided to turn my attention to within and around the mountain, where there was this HUGE rush of brilliant, sparkling light running in a column down into the Earth and well up beyond the sky. I felt myself completely encompassed by the energy…and then I lost all consciousness of a physical body, because I was ONE with that flow of energy and simply became a part of it. I had this extraordinary wave of relief at the remembrance that all that I AM is this amazing energy! So I just stayed in that space, in the bliss of remembrance, and I would say the energy coursed through me… but there WAS no me… it was beyond words!

Next, I saw the equivalent of something else opening up. I understood it was a “new” doorway/portal… and I then knew what was happening. We were there at the moment of the door to one world closing and dissipating… and the opening of a new one in creation. The “next level”; the higher vibrations, the higher dimensions all melded into a new world… it was so overwhelmingly beautiful that I believe I cried (though I have no recollection of it, I just noticed afterward that my face was wet with tears). I was watching us step forward; after awhile, I heard that I needed to TELL THEM, to explain what was happening… and that I needed to SAY IT out loud to them, for us all to “formally” accept. So I had to come back to an individual body at least to allow my voice and mouth to function… and told them what I saw; it went something like this:

“I’m being shown a doorway coming out from the mountain, past us… it feels heavy… and it is a portal that is closing. It is closing the door on the paradigm of the old world once and for all; in being here and being witness to this, we complete all we have needed to complete in the past, with absolute certainty, and now turn to step forward and enter the new world. The energy portal at this mountain is a door opening to the new world; we are here today to step into this portal, and in doing so, the requirement is that we step 100% FULLY into our Truth; 100% FULLY into our Divinity. Once we commit, we are committed in this. There is no more deviation; no more regression. We step FULLY into this new world… and help others to do the same. That is why we are here together, right here, right now. If you acknowledge this and are ready for this commitment, say to yourself or out loud, ‘I AM THAT I AM.’”

I heard all whisper it to themselves as I agreed. It was beautiful; HUGE isn’t even close to the description. I BECAME the doorway, the portal… and I don’t know how long I just stayed there, like that… I knew that nothing would ever be the same again… because I’m different in a way I can’t explain; I’m in a different place altogether now. It felt like the residue of any lagging issues simply dissolved away… and in one instant, I could see how everything I’d been working on, every step along the way, had all been absolutely paramount to that moment, for me being able to simply accept that and embrace it without a hesitation.

At some point, I started “coming back into my body”… and I was physically SHAKING. REALLY shaking. I basked there for a little while longer; at some point, I gained the consciousness of Phran leaning on my right leg on the ledge below me, and a part of me smiled inside and almost had me say, “Hold on to my leg… we’re taking off!!!” LOL! It took a little bit longer, but I came back.

After that, we spoke with the two women for awhile; during the conversation, the women told us that they hadn’t even known until I’d mentioned it that Pilot Mountain is an energy portal/vortex! SO FUNNY… that they were guided to go there from out of town for that moment regardless! The conversation flowed as if we’d already known each other (which, you KNOW, of course we did!).

Then, after a bit, again Phran and I looked at each other simultaneously and said, “We’re done here!” Shared our information with the women to stay in touch… and we departed. It was just SO amazing, how when I turned that corner and saw them, there was only a moment’s hesitation… and it clicked in that we were RIGHT ON TIME for us to MEET UP, as ” was allotted.”

We went back to the car… and JUST when we got on the highway leaving the mountain, I looked up… and the car just ahead of us in the left lane had a license plate that said “KARMA10”… we had a good laugh at that!

Later on in the evening, I had a session with a friend, and afterward, I was guided to offer to do a 12/12 meditation with her… and take her back to that point earlier in the day, at the mountain at 12:12 (since you KNOW there really IS no time or space… and we can “step out” of it any time we so choose). And… ANOTHER wow! We were back there instantaneously; I “waited” for her as she committed and walked through… and then we walked forward into the higher dimensions; I was suddenly inside of a tree, traveling up, became the leaves… and then became a wood nymph… then I transformed into an air sylph… splashed into a waterfall and became a water sprite… and jumped into a campfire to become a fire salamander… and then back to my light being. Yes, I’ve had plenty of those visualizations before… but it was DIFFERENT. It felt REAL. REALLY, REALLY, REALLY real. And… we were there for awhile… before I lost track of my physical body again, I felt my heart/chest open so much I thought it would explode!  I lost complete consciousness of a physical body… and EXPLORED! The feeling was, “It’s so nice to be BACK…” BUT in that thought, I was made to understand that there wasn’t any “back”… this was a culmination of a number of other dimensions melding together… it’s NEW… and I knew there was a LOT to explore… SO MUCH BLISS!

I don’t know how long we were there, but there was a point when I heard… “If we don’t return now… we just might not do so…” And even after that… I stayed for awhile! When I brought us back, my friend told me she’d felt the EXACT same way… that she hadn’t wanted to return, there was so much bliss and excitement around her!

When I slept, I had quite a few VERY vivid dreams… early this morning, I had one where I was a part of a HUGE party… what a great, fun time…

And the fun is REALLY just BEGINNING!  🙂

Note: You can join us at that portal, at the doorway, and step forward to make the same commitment… simply go into meditation with the intention of joining us there at the “changing of the worlds” at 12/12/12 at 12:12… as I said… there really IS NO time and space… so it’s just a matter of stepping outside of time and space and going to THAT MOMENT. See you there!

The “Storm’s” Just Beginning… How to Smooth Out the Edges As We Go…

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WOW. This week has been a H-E-A-V-Y week energetically in all ways, shapes, and forms… and this goes WAY beyond those who have lost so much in terms of the storm called Sandy that ran up from the Caribbean, along the East Coast, and into the Northeastern United States… along with some other wild events around the world. There are quite a few I know who have contacted me – who had no real personal distress from anything of the sort – who asked, “What the HECK is going ON?!…” Followed by a number of issues that have come up personally. What’s happened physically has brought up MUCH to heal for us, collectively and individually, about what happens when the “old” falls away to make way for the new… and along with that, much resistance, fear, and even anger about change, and what that means for each of us.

When I had my Grand Awakening in 2009, it wasn’t too long before I was having conversations with Archangel Ezekiel (my bud LOL)… and he told me at that time that we’re coming upon a time of great change, in ALL ways… and he specifically told me that beyond the spiritual changes, there would be many physical ones, including many earthquakes, fires, and floods (I was actually “shown” this about a month before the Haiti earthquake in early 2010). Early last year or late the year before, he came to me and told me to remember to “be the calm in the storm”… and to share that with all of the others who have volunteered to be on the front end of “doing this work” during these times. At the time I understood what he meant, but I didn’t UNDERSTAND it as I do today.

We’re IN “the storm,” full throttle now. The shifting is happening faster and faster – we’re in full gear now – and it’s being reflected in our physical world in many, many ways (one BIG one was evidenced in this week’s big PHYSICAL storm).

For many it’s starting to feel out of control, like there is no ground under our feet… and it is because all that doesn’t serve us in some way, shape, or form is falling away, whether we want it to or not. The reality that is coming through is that there IS no ground under our feet; we’re in the process of creating a new, better one! This is completely without judgment; in releasing duality, there is no right and wrong… it is that the I AM self knows the plan; it knows what it is that doesn’t serve us and can look at it without the judgment and resistance of the ego… and the Higher Self is VERY tied into the various groups of collective consciousness, including that of being part of the organism Gaia… who is rebirthing herself into a new existence.

The key to remember is this: It’s OK to have moments when we’re sad, angry, upset, anxious, resistant… however, remember that part of the purpose of being on this active spiritual path is to LEARN how to DO IT DIFFERENTLY… which means not allowing ourselves to get lost in the mire, no matter HOW bad it looks; keeping the higher perspective, remembering to rise above the muck; and most importantly, keeping our center, to know that this is simply illusion. ALL of it.

I was also told several years ago to “STEP IN FAITH.” Three simple words I’ve learned have layers and layers and layers of meaning, with bigger steps – that become jumps and then huge, mondo leaps… the more I trust, the more I’m asked to trust. And I do. Does the ego have moments? Absolutely! But the more I’m shown that the more I trust the more I’m tended to… the more I trust. The more faith I have that my Higher Self has it all planned out, and that I can lose the resistance and simply be in the moment. Regardless of how much “work” we’ve done on ourselves, regardless of how far we’ve come, there will be days when something comes up and you think, “Where is THIS coming from? I thought I got rid of that a long time ago!” Or, something will come up that you had NO IDEA was resistant within you! The key is… CLEAR YOUR MIND, RELEASE JUDGMENT ON YOURSELF about it, and ask what the core underlying issue is, and ask what the specific lesson is there to learn. Then, if you don’t know how to release it… go to someone who can help you to (and then, learn how to do it yourself… because you CAN).

Also, any of us who know how to do healings to the various groups of collective consciousness, to mass consciousness, to Gaia… please do so, continuously! The more of us who can do that regularly, the more it actually helps us – and our version of it – individually. What I’m being told is that all of this has to do BIG TIME with the collective agreement to “rip off the Band-Aid”…and guess what? It’s time… and the ego is just as afraid of doing so as our Higher Selves anticipates it. So, the focus of the healings… to get the Highest Level of Divine Truth on the shifting and change, what that means for us, on how to release EVERYTHING except what serves us in the Highest and Best way… with the most grace, ease, balance, harmony, and joy. And how to be completely FLUID to change, accept and EMBRACE it…

Individually, the key is this: If we remain the calm in the storm (and, in the physical sense, the calm “after the storm”), we can be more productive in changing our perspective, which will, in turn, allow it all to flow through more quickly to a better place. There is a purpose for everything; even if we don’t see it in the moment. The key, again, is to rise above the resistance of the ego (which most often makes us blind to the bigger picture in the moment)… and know that the more fluid and positive and in love we remain, the quicker the situation and/or emotions will move on out… and we can get on to the much bigger and better things awaiting us!

Looking at What Weighs Us Down… So We Can Continue On WITHOUT the Weight!

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Most recently, I’ve been working on releasing “all that’s still weighing me down… and preventing me from attaining/maintaining the path of my ultimate soul’s purpose.” Funny, consistently, I’ve been getting clearings on my throat chakra (and I was thinking, “Um, yeah… because I don’t COMMUNICATE enough?!” LOL).

Yesterday, during meditation, while in the Trinity Energy, I had set the same intention, and was taken to an older looking ship, wearing this beautiful velvet cloak (and funny I’ve been seeing myself wearing such a cloak in meditation for the past few weeks… literal translation, “cloaking” myself with this beautiful adornment…as a distraction); I was walking along on the ship and saying to the crew, “Where is she… it’s time to let her out!” and I noticed that it changed to, “It’s time to let ME out!” I found this hatch, opened it, and there was a young woman, in her late teens/early 20s looking out at me, scared. I told her it was time, and she jumped into me… and then eleven others – other “parts of me” – came out and jumped into me, also ( (I’m pretty sure it was a total of a dozen, that 12 magical number). My light body EXPLODED…and I just sat and expanded, expanded, expanded.

Then, part two of my meditation, I went to a remote healing/energy work circle that I’ve joined where we go to an etheric place that’s been created for us to “meet” to do work together every Wednesday. One of the women there looked at me, and I knew her as a sister… in the beginning of the session while I was there, she sighed, reached out, and said, “Here, let me remove that for you…” I was like, “Hunh?” And realized she was removing thread that had my mouth stitched shut.

Yesterday afternoon, I had an energy share with someone (when two practitioners get together and do a session on each other), and when I received, I set the same intention. THAT was where we got to the core of the matter! Both of us saw pretty close to the same thing: a part of me that I’ve yet to step into fully, because of fear, resistance, discomfort… and I basically had an argument with my Higher Self about it (“Isn’t this ENOUGH? What does it matter?” etc. etc. etc. – it sounded a lot like some of the arguments I’ve had with my teenagers! LOL). I was reminded of my soul’s purpose… of which this part is – I GUESS – pretty important. There was enough resistance that tears began to flow.

So, after that, a client came in for a session; I always talk about how AWESOME it is to do energetic healing facilitation work for a living, because EVERYTHING we do and have presented to us in our lives is a reflection in some way, shape, or form of something inside of us… and thus, I always set the intention that for whatever I work with clients to clear, to simultaneously give me the same, for whatever my version of that would be! Anyway, we went from some fairly topical clearings to diving off of a completely unexpected cliff into a HUGE core issue that hadn’t been uncovered for her before: All of her trust issues were based on a deeply covered belief that she had at some point been “abandoned by God,” as if God were separate from her, and as if there was a possibly of that… And this person had never consciously recognized that, but everything literally stopped short in the session until we uncovered, worked on, and cleared that.

It was huge for her – cleared a lot in her energetic field instantaneously, and subsequently, I was hit with a etheric 2×4 as I suddenly realized, OF COURSE. There’s been SO MUCH I’ve cleared over the past several years in relation to an understanding of part of my soul’s purpose that I haven’t shared (and it was much of what I was arguing with my Higher Self about)… I thought (always key: “thinking” vs. “feeling”) I had cleared everything around it. Nope; I skirted it! After the session, when I reflected on the resolution I had received myself, I could see the fingers of hesitation I’d had weaving through much of the history, the knowledge, what I’ve been told and what I’ve remembered about the story I’ve agreed to tell (which includes the book I’ve been getting pressed to write, since of COURSE it all ties together!)… and why and how that residual hesitation was based on a deeply embedded level of unhealed distrust. In that moment, I understood the need to be at the level of complete surrender – to my Divine self, to the Divine beyond that, and how I needed to be COMPLETELY resolved of this resistance to move on. I can now see all of the spots of distrust that existed, how cleverly I’ve masked it from myself until now, how I’ve gone about 90% of the way, but have held back on that other 10% – the MOST IMPORTANT 10% – and why. It was SUCH an incredibly powerful clearing for my client… and it turned out, for me, too! BEST part of the job! LOL!

Last night, I held an online Trinity Energy Progression share with some remote practitioners. Shared updates, questions, etc… and then broke off and did individual remote sessions together, one-on-one. When I received, I didn’t even set the intention I’d been using; I simply set it to receive what is highest/best for me at the moment. I didn’t share any of what had been going on with me with the person giving to me prior to the session. And yet… the practitioner saw me in this beautiful landscape, at the top of these humongously tall trees, at the edge of a bird’s nest… getting ready to “leave the nest”… and to fly. On my end, as I received, I saw a whole bunch of people in Halloween costumes, with masks and cloaks on (funny, about the cloak thing)… I was in the middle… and took my mask off, shed the cloak, and stepped away from the rest, forward, into myself fully… and expanded, expanded, expanded into this incredibly huge Light Being.

When I went to bed last night, I couldn’t remember the last time I had felt so completely nurtured and comforted as I fell asleep. I had some wonderful experiences in my dream state, and feel AMAZING today… and ready to take it ALL on, as I’m allowing it to all come together now… I’m pretty sure… I thought so before, but again, had masked it from myself.

The reason I’m writing this here is because it’s a perfect example of sometimes when we THINK (always the key, thinking instead of feeling) that we’ve reached an endpoint, a goal, etc… how there’s always more. If we’re still here in the physical, there’s ALWAYS more!  The further we go in releasing and clearing ourselves, the more skillful we can actually get at repressing and not looking at something that makes us uncomfortable, because it really, truly gets to the core stuff. However, regardless of how skilled you’ve gotten at NOT looking at something… you ALWAYS give yourself messages about that which you’re repressing/not looking at! With me, one of the keys has been additional physical weight on me that didn’t make sense as to why I’ve retained it, since I’ve been working out regularly, eating healthy, being healthy, etc. I kept on hearing the term, “weighed down” (yes, we do that, too… lots of “funny” puns in our physical stuff that comes up), and I’ve been utterly perplexed at to why… because I love what I’m doing, I love every day of the week, I LOVE my “work” (which is more like play to me)… but that weight has been my physical reminder that I was hiding something from myself, that there WAS something that was still “weighing me down” and preventing me from getting to the “next level”… thus, why I finally said, “ENOUGH of this… time to LOOK AT IT STRAIGHT ON, ALREADY!”

And I guess I’m ready now… forward movement again, out of the bird’s nest… deep breaths… one, two… soar!!!!

We’ve Got the Beat… So Time to Use It!

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There are multiple mythologies that state the Universe was created with sound; in metaphysics, there is also the mathematical concept of the Music of the Spheres… a representation that all of energy – which includes all of our Universe – has a tone related to it: matter itself, creation, expansion, existence, interaction, etc. There’s been plenty of research also showing how sound affects our energy in an infinite number of ways, including healing!

Throughout my life, music has been instrumental (literally LOL) to me… from an early age, I danced, played multiple musical instruments… and when I was a teenager, the music I played was how I expressed myself. Angry? Heavy metal. Content? Upbeat music. Contemplative? Something entirely different. The list went on, including all different kind of music, all different eras, all different beats, tones, and lyrics.

That hasn’t changed in my adulthood. In fact, in my house, from the time when my kids were just past toddlerhood, we got into the practice of never even having the TV on during the day. The only time it gets turned on is later in the evening, typically about an hour or two before bed. But music? I have it playing ALL THE TIME… when I work out at home, I have music playing. My office is at home, and as I’m working, I’m almost always playing music. When I’m in a session with a client… yep. In the car… etc., etc., etc.

Have you ever had a day when something – some sadness, anger, whatever – welled up and wanted to come to the surface, but you just couldn’t find a way to do that? And, in a moment of reflection, you found the song to play (or the song gets played on the radio, funny how the Universe will do that for you) that brought it RIGHT UP THERE… and allowed you in some way or another to release it?

Do you think that’s coincidental?

This weekend, I watched the movie, “Rock of Ages,” which was a Glee-ish type of rock musical about the 80’s… exactly when I was first coming into myself, through teenage years and early adulthood. Needless to say, I have a lot of memories tied up in the music of that decade! The entire movie was a montage of memories for me… through so many variants of the music that I listened to during that period. I sang along through the entire movie, loved its campy-ness, its accuracy of the campy-ness of the time… and I noticed how easily memories popped up throughout – yes, some of it was related to the characters, but MOST of it was related to the music!

Yesterday, I hosted a class at my house on sacred tantric dance for women; I had seen this on the instructor’s Website  awhile back, and knew immediately it was something I wanted to try! To me, it felt like the perfect combination and a different way to “connect in” using music and the body. However, I really had no idea in what to expect (“Is it bellydancing? something else? ???”)…. and WOW. How amazing!

The best part: No need to be a dancer; no need to even have the FIRST IDEA of how to dance to do this!

We spent the day learning how to apply techniques to open ourselves up energetically… via music and the movement of our bodies. We all adorned beautiful coin scarves (dancing is SO much more fun when you can HEAR all of the movements!)… and we MOVED. Without any better words to describe it, by the end of the class, we learned how to allow the Divine express itself through our Self in the dance. It was truly fun AND profound… later in the day, we did “individual dances,” which translates to about 7-9 minutes of allowing the Divine to dance each of us, one at a time,  in the center of the room, eyes closed, while the others in the class held space for the dancer and watched. I know what you’re saying: “Dancing alone – freestyle – in the middle of a group of people as they watched?” – but you know what? We had bonded with each other through the day, we had left any judgment – for others and ESPECIALLY for the Self – at the door, and we all saw the absolute beauty and power – and Divine – in each other, and in our Oneness. In holding space and watching when it wasn’t our turn, we all BECAME the dancer, we all experienced the dance through each other as well as through ourselves… and we released and healed just as much by being the observer as in being the participant.

When it was my turn, as soon as I closed my eyes and allowed the music to take me… I was truly outside of space and time, and the illusion of the room and others there just melted away; I was in my completion, pulling through bits and pieces of other lifetimes, of certain energetic patterns, of what it was that was ready to be brought to the surface, melded, and/or released through that dance. It was freeing, expansive, and beautiful in ways that are challenging to explain in words… except that I knew ALL of me, in completion, in those minutes. And when it was done… I had no concept of how long it had been, because time wasn’t even a part of it!

I didn’t truly realize just how the class had shifted me until I woke up this morning, in the aftereffects of a day of such amazing grace, beauty, power… our eternal presence. Not only did we find parts of ourselves in the dance; we truly experienced our wholeness and our Divinity in ways that words could never describe.

As I’ve written this I’ve been playing one of the soundtracks that was played in class, now added to my already extensive collection of music… and my entire body is lit up, my chakras wide open in joyful anticipation, having recognized another open pathway to tap in… and thus, it wants to MOVE… and allow it through.

And so, my new coin scarf beckons to me from my meditation room…  😉

 

“Ascension”? Really? With All of This Mess Around Us (and Within)? Some Thoughts to Consider…

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Have you looked around lately – within your own life and/or in those around you and the world in general and asked, “What IS this mess, anyway? How is THIS evolution and progression?!” Have you had hours, days, and/or weeks where you’ve started feeling extremely angry, fearful,  listless, like you want to crawl out of your skin… and yet have no specific cause for it? And what about being weighted down… have you had moments when you’ve felt as if you’re completely filled with lead, like you’re wearing a suit that makes you feel like you’re carrying an extra hundred pounds or so, and all you want to do is sleep, alternating with spurts of energy that you can’t seem to alleviate?

Yep… I gotcha. Been there, done that… and I do this EVERY DAY; I meditate, I clear, I heal… and I help others do the same, so I’m in the “heightened awareness” place most of the time. I do know how to observe the collective consciousness without becoming lost in it – I’ve become quite adept at it – and yet, a few weeks ago, POW! I didn’t know what hit me!

First a Moment About the Earth
The mind says, OK… we’re “supposed to be” evolving… progressing… getting ready for “Earth 2.0,” ascending… whatever you want to call it. Yet, on the surface, it seems we’re more of a mess than ever: extreme polarities in belief systems, politics, and many other areas; shootings in movie theaters, temples, and consulates; and drugs that produce zombie-like behavior, at the top of the list. Individually, many have the lives they worked so hard to create  just crumbling away no matter how hard they fight to preserve it… losing jobs, severing long-standing ties and relationships, succumbing to debt, and releasing much of the “picture” of the life many had thought was their dream. Earth herself has been tumultuous: global extremes in weather, earthquakes rumbling around the world, volcanoes that haven’t been active for decades or more coming back to life, tsunamis, polar ice caps melting away.

So, you might ask, “What’s THAT about?”

Several months back, I was shown the bigger picture related to the evolution of Earth – of Gaia herself – and what that entails, as we stand on the ground, here, right now. As within our bodies, our skin, liver, heart, lungs, and all other organs and cells are a part of us (with their own consciousness as well), we are a part of the whole organism of the Earth. I was shown how throughout this existence, part of the exploration and experience of the lessons of duality and the ego have caused us to bleed, at one time or another, into every land of this world. We’ve had wars, we’ve hurt ourselves, we’ve hurt each other, we’ve hurt the other beings here, as well as played with creating imbalance in the organism as a whole. The result: This “blood” – both literal and metaphorical – has seeped into Earth, as so much seeps into our bodies through the skin and then incorporates into our systems.

Through all of this, she has adjusted as well as she could, realigned herself, so she could continue on. So WE could continue on, in some way, shape, or form…. to do the same thing again and again, over and over. To REALLY learn those lessons!

When our bodies do this – forget the unity, forget that all the cells, all the organs have to work together to function optimally – what happens? Disease; malfunctions and sometimes failure of entire organic systems within us. Cancer. Auto-immune disease. Allergies (“irritations”). Many other chronic conditions. And, as a collective part of the Earth organism, “as above, so below”… why do you think we have an overabundance of these types of diseases within our own bodies today?

When we get an overabundance of toxins within the body, what does our body naturally do to rebalance itself? Detoxify; it tries to push all of the dangerous toxins that have become embedded in the system to the surface… to release them and regain balance.

Guess what Earth’s doing? Except this is the BIGGIE… she’s detoxifying because it’s time to get to the next level of evolution, to complete this existence at this level of density, with these lessons of duality. And as a part of this organism, we’re along for the ride!

So what does that entail? Well… all of that blood, all of that disservice and ego-based separation that has seeped into her “system” is coming to the surface… while all of what we’ve done to disservice our own bodies is doing the same, which can exacerbate the situation. So, yes… a lot of rage, resentment, fear, anxiety, regret, guilt, doubt, sorrow, and pain coming to the surface now… to be healed, dissolved, and released, once and for all.

Needless to say, how that affects us is up to the individual. Can we release all of this productively, or will we allow ourselves to get lost in it?

From another, non-judgmental vantage point, there are many, many souls who have chosen NOT to be here during the peak of this and/or to see it through to completion from “ground zero”; they’ve come, finished the lessons they want to have here, and choose to do the rest elsewhere, outside of this 3D world. So, they are transitioning out; it is a choice they have made, and it doesn’t matter whether they’re home in the shower and fall and hit their head or in public where they get run over by a car or shot. And what this “gunk” coming to the surface does is also provide ample opportunity for groups of souls to go ahead and transition out en masse. Recently, a pretty awakened friend of mine was in a place where she was considering the choice of “walking out”… and she created herself a door where a truck came barreling down the road as she was crossing a busy street and could have easily provided the doorway for her to transition. She told me that she knew in that moment that no matter how it looked… she knew it would be quick and painless; in fact, she knew that her soul would leave her body before the truck ever hit. At that moment… she realized how easy it really can be, and she decided to stay.

I have been guided over the past several months to focus on healing at the collective and mass level… and I am shown, time and time again, how individual challenges and limitations are personal experiences that are directly related to the collective experience. The more we can sit in love and just douse Earth and the collectives and mass consciousness, the easier the transition and adjustments will be.

Now, On to That Leaden, Listless Feeling You Might Be Experiencing…
Since I’ve been guided to do collective clearing/healing after collective clearing/healing, there was a point, about a week-and-a-half ago, when I started thinking, “Were we CRAZY to plan all of this, to do all of this all at once… with so many here right now who haven’t even opened their eyes even a slit toward Awakening? This is nuts… how can we do this?” I could FEEL how many have no idea right now; I could FEEL the work yet to do. All I could think was, “I’m SO DONE with all of this!” (Note: I also actually, for the first time ever, asked for a “door to transition,” and was provided one by my ever-present guide, Archangel Ezekiel, THAT NIGHT… why I chose not to take it is a story for another day… 😉 )

I’ve been staying ever-present, calm, clear, and watching the growing freneticism of many… who are fighting harder and harder to hold on to that which doesn’t serve them, because they believe that’s what they’re supposed to do. I’ve been watching and helping others with their pain, anger, resentment, fear… and as much as I LOVE what I do, there were some days I was starting to get tired.

And then, last weekend… wow, the heaviness set in. I became distracted… I didn’t want to meditate, didn’t want to connect… and as much as I love to work out, I felt like I had lead running through my body! There were a few days when all I wanted to do was sleep (luckily over an uneventful weekend); and yet, I simultaneously felt like I was about to crawl out of my skin, uncomfortable, edgy… I started thinking, “What the heck is all of this about? I KNOW this feeling… but I can’t quite place it, either…”

I’ve had the blessing of having a steady stream of client sessions, so I set that up for myself well (from the Higher Self, along with my guide family, obviously)… because regardless of how I feel, I make sure I do everything I can to ensure that I’m open and clear for the work I do with others. So, I at least continued doing SOME self-work, which was helpful. One day, I didn’t have sessions until later in the afternoon; I had planned to go to the gym in the morning, didn’t make it. Then I thought I would hop on the elliptical at home; never made it. And I was feeling edgier and more impatient than ever. Finally, about midday, I heard, loudly, “GET OUTSIDE.” So I went out into my yard and sat in the grass. I actually started feeling EVEN EDGIER… and felt like I needed to get to a waterfront. So I took my dog, and we went to a nearby lake, to trot the 3 miles around the trail along the perimeter. As we progressed, I just practiced an exercise I suggest to quite a few clients – simply BREATHING into my heart, and expanding my light. Losing all thought… simply focusing on the heart. Expanding the light, connecting with the nature around me. Through this, there was an extraordinary number of dragonflies that were swarming around us the entire time – green, blue, white, brown, you name it, zipping right up to my face and then away, zipping around us, hovering nearby (for those who don’t know the “message of the dragonfly”… dragonflies help to bring in LIGHT).

And all of that time, I thought, “This feels SO FAMILIAR…”

Shortly after that, the discomfort ebbed away, and I felt a LOT better… and able to attend to my sessions throughout the evening.

That night, I went to sleep with the intention of connecting to understand WHAT THE HECK was going on. In the dream, I was at my acupuncturist’s office, and she was talking to me about someone else who was being “pinned” on the table. She was telling me about how the person’s symptoms would flow and ebb… just like she was in labor to deliver a child.

In the middle of the dream, a HUGE light bulb went off for me… THAT’S IT! I remember thinking in the dream. It’s the Earth… she’s in LABOR!

When I woke up, fresh from that dream, I realized immediately that the stages of what I had been going through myself were JUST LIKE being in labor to deliver a child, without the pain (of course, I had forgotten… it HAS been more than 14 years since my last go of it! LOL)!

So… when you look back to the section I wrote before this, about Earth and her detoxification… let’s also add that she’s now at the equivalent stage of being in labor to “birth” a whole new version of herself. The part to be aware of is that since we are a part of this organism of Earth, guess what? We will all have our individual ways of playing that out. We’re all detoxing that which doesn’t serve us, and now we’re TOTALLY “ripping off the Band-Aid” to get to this next level of existence… but HERE’S THE AWESOME NEWS: That means we’re ALMOST THERE!

After considering all of this, you might ask, “Yikes! What does this mean for me? Does that mean that my life is going to implode? Is it all going to fall apart?” That’s a good question… are you willing to let go of that which doesn’t serve you and SEE it as what is Highest and Best… or are you going to try to cling to the familiar (regardless of how miserable it is) and make it a painful transition? Can you take some time out for yourself every day – yes, every single day – to simply get in 15 minutes of clearing the mind and breathing into you heart? Can you take some time every day to send love and healing to the Earth of which we’re a part? Can you go through one day – just ONE DAY to start – without judgment of any kind toward yourself and others? Can you stay completely fluid to what’s going on around you, without giving any energy to resistance? The more we do for ourselves, the more we practice acceptance and fluidity, the more we release that which doesn’t serve us with grace, ease, balance, harmony, and joy… and the more space we create for ourselves to let in what DOES serve us in the Highest and Best way, from the individual to the collective.

And the easier and quicker our “delivery” in to a new, fresh, higher vibration Earth will be.  🙂

 

 

Are YOU Ready to Cut the Cords?

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Do you feel “stuck” or limited in your life… from either in any kind of relationship, a situation, a project, a job, a place… or any combination of these? Do you feel like you’re ready to “move forward” in your life, but you just… can’t… seem… to… get… away…from… it???

In working with others, this comes up, again and again – particularly during a first session. I can often literally FEEL the tethers holding them down/back.

One of the first things I’m typically guided to do in these situations is an energetic cord-cutting. This is REALLY important; it frees the person of such tethers and/or changes the energy between the person and the others with whom they do still want/need to stay connected to!

What are “Energetic Cords,” and What is an “Energetic Cord Cutting”?
When we have relationships with anyone or anything where we share some kind of regular energy – people (such as friends, relatives, lovers/spouses, enemies, or even groups), animals (such as pets), places, even projects, situations, jobs, etc. – we become connected to them via energetic cords. There’s nothing wrong with that – since we’re all One, anyway, plus it’s just part of us energetically connecting to each other! However, sometimes one “end” takes more energy from the other “end” than is comfortable; sometimes it’s so extreme that this completely drains one of the parties in a painful or uncomfortable way… this is what the term “energy vampire” means. Sometimes the cord will even seep negative energy from one “end” to another.

Often, when a relationship is over or severed, the energetic cord between the involved parties still remain; this will cause a number of stressful and limiting situations for one or both who are involved. Also, sometimes the nature of one party changes while the other stays the same in a relationship, which will cause a drain, as well. And, if we don’t know how to handle energetic cords to release this strain, then it will drain us and hold us down/back, because we can’t get past them.
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Intentionally cutting these cords – ALL of them – is like cleaning house – in doing so, we remove those which are no longer needed, and we also clean up those which still serve us in the Highest/Best way. Sometimes, we might think we need to completely sever/cut an energetic cord… BUT (and of course, the Higher Self already knows this), MANY times, the cord just needs “a cleaning”… a change in energy. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve done this for clients… and they see/feel IMMEDIATE results, removing some people in their life that were holding them back… and simultaneously renewing and refreshing relationships that they might’ve THOUGHT they were done with! It’s SUCH amazing stuff… I’ve even had clients who were convinced a certain relationship was over; we would do a cord cutting in a session, and when they came back for their next session – literally sometimes in a week or two – the relationship had shifted dramatically for the better!
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So, how do you do this, you might ask? There are many, many ways/practices!
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What has been VERY powerful and effective for me and my clients: I typically bring in Archangel Michael (you don’t have to… but he just does such a good job of it! 😉 ) to cut ALL energetic cords. Yes, I said ALL of them; any connections that are to continue will automatically reattach! I have Archangel Michael hold the cords back while we put in place a filter of the violet and platinum flames/rays*** through their etheric bodies, absolutely and permanently, and set it so that ALL cords that attach-reattach moving forward have to do so through this filter of the violet/platinum flames/rays, transmuting all imbalanced or negative energy before attaching to the person. This only allows the energetic cord to be attached in the highest, best, most positive way for the person, with the cleanest energy! Plus, we also “set” it so that this positive energy is sent back out through the cord and also to the person/Being/consciousness sending the cord.
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If you’d like to receive a download and set yourself up this way, just follow this link to my Clearings and Downloads page.
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It’s been AMAZING how this has drastically changed relationships (and helped unwanted ones go away) almost immediately! So, whatever your preference of practice, try it out… or, if you have any questions, just post them here, or send me an email!
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***The Violet Flame basically is the mystical transmutative fire that consumes and wipes out all negative and old things, turning them into brand new and positive things, rejuvenating in this way all existing kinds of Life. The Platinum Flame is similar to the Violet flame, but additionally utilizes our new energies and focuses on emotional healing and clearing.

Talking About Trinity Energy Progression on Reawaken Your Brilliance Internet Show, 7/11/12

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On Wednesday, July 11, 2012, I had the opportunity to be a guest on the Reawaken Your Brilliance Internet show to talk about the new Trinity Energy Progression modality, to which I was gifted remembrance in the Fall of 2010 (you can see the Trinity Energy Progression page on this site, or peruse my new Website that focuses completely on the Trinity Energy, at TrinityEnergyProgression.com). How exciting! It was the first “formal” interview/promotion I have done of this awesome and amazing energy, which will help any/all of us TREMENDOUSLY on our spiritual progression to “Earth 2.0″… plus, we talked about some different topics such as Lemuria and Twin Flames/Twin Souls.

There was some technical difficulty (connection) in the beginning… about 10-15 minutes in the audio got a little bit choppy, but we turned off my video for awhile and that cleared everything up. So, if you missed it, and want all of the info on using Trinity, from both the recipient and practitioner’s point of view… you can watch it here:

And by all means… though it’s a work in progress, check out the new Website on Trinity Energy Progression

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