On Rebuilding the Earth (and Rebuilding Ourselves)

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As this journey continues to progress, more and more I’m given guidance to simply just DO certain things… without having any conscious understanding of why, often until I’m smack dab in the middle of it (and the given here is that I first and foremost ALWAYS ask my Higher Self if whatever it is is for my Highest and Best good!).

Which is EXACTLY what happened on my recent trip to Kauai, in Hawaii!

Before June 2012, I’d never even known the name of the place… and it suddenly started coming up EVERYWHERE… right after my initial trip to Mount Shasta, California (for more information about THAT trip, see my post Journey Reflections from the Mountain, Mt. Shasta Tales, Part Two). Seriously… I would log on to Facebook, and something about Kauai would pop up at the top of my feed. I would be talking to someone, and they would mention Kauai. Once, my husband and I were walking through the gym parking lot after a workout, and my eyes just “randomly” rested on a bumper sticker… that said “Kauai.” And, as adept as I am at discerning such messages, I actually sort of ignored the message until it became obnoxiously apparent (the bumper sticker in the gym parking lot did it! LOL). So, in early November 2012, I went into meditation… and as soon as I closed my eyes, I was transported to… you guessed it… Kauai. I was on the water, looking at this amazing, ancient Lemurian mountainous landscape; I knew immediately where I was, even though I’d never even BEEN to Hawaii before.

This is the Lemurian landscape from within the water at Tunnels Beach, on the north shore of Kauai. It’s the EXACT vision I had in meditation in November 2012 when I finally acknowledged the message to go… and it was on this beach where I actually felt down to my cells, “Welcome home”… what a shocker when I was in the water, turned around, and saw the landscape from this perspective… and realized that this was THAT place!

I asked, “SOOOO… I guess I’m supposed to go here?” Yes.

“When?” Very distinctly: Late February, early March 2013.

I remember balking a little bit – since it was already November – and thought, “Seriously?! A little short notice, dontcha think?” (Yep, I’m a little sassy sometimes… all with Divine love and gratitude…) After a slight pause: Well, you HAVE been getting the message for 5  months now… I thought, “Touché…” I asked if I should do a class there, and understood No. Present? No… just go, and BE.

I’ve also learned that if something is really, really in my Highest and Best interest, it will all simply fall into place for me, once I agree to do it. Once I said, “OK, then… to Kauai I’ll go..”  that’s exactly what happened! Somehow, in December, information on a women’s spiritual retreat in Kauai in the second half of February just fell into my lap… and somehow, it all worked out so I could go. The resources showed themselves… everything scheduled around it.

So, I went to Kauai for ten days. Who was I to ignore guidance to go to Hawaii???  😉

There’s an entire, in-depth story around this retreat; it was amazing and awesome in ways I would have never imagined it would be if I’d tried to put expectations around it! But this post… has a very specific message from it, as part of that trip.

Kauai – An Ancient Lemurian Landscape

This was the daily view at breakfast from the rental house… rainbows and all…

You might ask, “What’s so significant about Kauai?” I asked the same question, too, early on… and with a little bit of research, I discovered there’s a LOT significant with it! Some actually call it the Garden of Eden; though the Pacific Northwest has ancient Lemurian energy about it… Kauai is even older. From my memory/understanding (now that I’ve been back there)… it holds the energy of the beginning of entry into this dimension, this density. It truly is a different world, in ways I can’t explain except to say that it’s amazing how many people have been guided to go and/or live there with no understanding about why, about how they’ll afford it, how it will come together… and I heard many stories of it just happening, whether it’s for 5 days, 5 months, 5 years… or forever. When you’re called home… you’re called home!

There were 6 of us, including the woman who was running the retreat (who incidentally, I’d met in Mt. Shasta in 2012); what a lot we were! And, even more importantly… so amazing that we all just melded together with such fluidity and ease; of course… at the etheric level, we’d agreed to get together, there, at that time, for the purpose for our visit! I cane to love every one of them; every one of them had something of myself to reflect back to me.

Amongst the flowering ginger in paradise…

Part One – My BIG Message
“There was a blind woman, a deaf woman, a woman with a recent knee replacement…”

Not the start to a joke, but a start to a part of my story. Though it didn’t faze me in the least, I noticed such an interesting mix early on… this was literally the variety of physical demographic in our small group! I immediately knew that there would be some huge message coming through to me about that.

We took a few days to get used to our mix, which was a GREAT lesson in consciousness and being completely in the moment (for example, when you’re helping to guide someone who’s 90% blind on a hiking trail – or even through a parking lot – there’s really not much opportunity to do anything BUT be in the moment!), and of accommodating all of us as one. I will say… after the adjustments for all of that, it felt easy! So I continued to wonder what the message was.

However, about the third day, I noticed I woke up with a little bit of resistance within me… with just the slightest bit of irritation. I also noticed that regardless of working out and drinking incessantly, I’d started retaining water…and I felt puffy, like I had a layer of insulation around me to keep me in. I didn’t give it any energy; I simply observed. I noticed irritation about being limited… and how I partially blamed the retention on the moderate activity in the tropical weather; I could feel this pull to just go all out, to hike the most intense trails, swim and swim in the deeper waters… whatever that would just let me escape from limitation (and feeling of limitation of the water retention, too)! I remember after working out and showering, I was getting dressed and received the message to wear something confining to my body (I ended up wearing stretch jeans and a strapping sports tank top under my shirt)… because it was important for me to STAY IN MY BODY. I shared that with the group in morning meditation/circle; I wasn’t sure why, but it seemed important.

We went through the day; that evening, we went to a nearby bed and breakfast where the owners had a crystal bowl playing event, which included some light code initiations. AS SOON AS she started playing… I completely left my body. I was outta there! I hadn’t realized how constricted I’d started feeling until *pop*… I was fully focusing in my higher dimensional self, intermingling with others in the 5th dimension… and I stayed there, happily, the ENTIRE DURATION of the event. When I came back to my body at the end, it felt like a crash landing… and that I’d slid back into a body made of lead, it felt so dense!

Again, I observed this and even journaled about it that evening.

The next morning, a HUGE realization came to me… with all of the work I’ve done in eliminating the partitions between my levels of consciousness, between different parts of me, a higher, larger form of my consciousness was simply irritated with the human body, in general. It was very, very subtle… but because I’d been removed from my element, in a completely different environment, with completely different company than was typical – and with several situations that the ego would perceive as very physically limiting – I was able to finally see it!

This is what came through: “The human body is SO limiting… so confining… so awkward, and so FRAGILE and WEAK… how can I EVER accomplish all I came here to do?” So, so, SO many beliefs came through: I’m held back by the physical body, the physical body is a hindrance, I loathe the physical body, the physical body will prevent me from attaining my soul’s purpose, we screwed up in creating the physical body, how can we accomplish what we want to do in this time and place with these fragile, weak physical bodies?… it went on and on.

I was amazed at the realization of these beliefs; I’d thought I’d removed all resistance to the body! And I had… the difference was that I’d removed resistance to MY body; however, my apparent overall perception of THE physical body – of all of us in clunky, “clay molds” – was this underlying irritation I’d never seen before.  In fact, I work with many clients on their own bodily issues time and time again! Though I had irritation at what would be perceived as physical hindrances within the group… it had never gone to irritation at the individuals; in fact, it was amazing how everyone simply pressed on, regardless, and how so many of what could be perceived as hindrances we actually strengths and great lessons for others in the group!

So, I set forth releasing all of that… resolving, healing, clearing, and releasing… and WOW; I could feel the difference immediately!

(NOTE: If you would like the clearing on releasing your version of resistance to the physical body, go to the Clearings and Downloads for You page, under “7. Releasing Resistance to the Physical Body.”)

Part Two – Rebuilding Ourselves From the Land
On the heels of this realization came the day we took a trip to Waimea Canyon, which is considered “the Grand Canyon of the Pacific.” Our first stop was the Kalalau lookout… which is probably the most commonly seen image connected with Kauai (and the beautiful picture I was able to take there is at the top of this post… rainbow and all). It was breathtaking! As we went to leave, I heard, “Wait… stay back!” So I did… and I consciously connected in. When I closed my eyes, I was shown how this canyon is at the root of Gaia rebuilding herself, cell by cell, piece by piece, into the “New Earth.” And, I understood that all who go there – particularly this year – are there to absorb that energy… and start rebuilding ourselves, cell by cell, piece by piece, into the “new us” as a part of Earth.

Waimea Canyon, where we received our “blast” of Light Codes and just amazing energy… and where we accepted being conduits to this doorway so others can receive the same. Look at the amazing shape of the erosion… so many pyramids! The energy coming up from the Earth here was SO powerful!

Our next stop was at the overlook to the center of Waimea Canyon. As we pulled up to this area, I could feel my back start to tingle (always a precursor of good things to come!). When we walked up to this view, I was momentarily overwhelmed by the energy coming up from the depths of the canyon. What amazed me most of all was how the way the canyon has eroded into so many pyramidal shapes… SO POWERFUL! All of us were just completely encompassed in this… a blast of air up from inside the canyon brought the physical connection, and we all just sat there and meditated. I saw and felt huge columns of light coming up, saturating us with a countless number of Light Codes… I understood that the codes were to help us reprogram and rebuild ourselves, while opening a gateway to a new world and a completely new existence.

How synchronistic with the clearings I had done about the issues with the human body… because they cleared the way to accept this amazing gift without doubt or hesitation!

Ever since this event – that day at Waimea Canyon – I go back there regularly etherically, and it’s just as vivid to me as when I was physically standing there! Even though at the time of writing this blog, it’s been 3.5 weeks since being at the canyon, even just seeing the picture automatically causes my entire being to open up WIDE energetically! At night, more times than not, I’m there again… and receiving more, allowing more. I also discovered that those of us who are going there this year have volunteered to “hold the door open” to whomever is ready and willing to accept these Light Codes and this new energy to help rebuild ourselves and the world around us. I can’t tell you the innumerable amount of souls who have come to me in my sleep since that day – nightly – for help in walking through that doorway to receive this amazing energy. Just talking about it with someone else prompts the transmission of the Light Codes to begin… I can feel my crown open up wide just while typing this!

So… if you’re so inclined, and ready to REALLY progress on your journey… in reading this, you’ve most likely agreed at another level of consciousness to receive this connection and the Light Codes, remembering the pathway to this magnificent doorway and the blueprints on how to rebuild ourselves for the “New Earth.” If you want to formally accept them… you may simply close your eyes, clear your mind, consciously agree to accept… come back there with me now, to receive, and give gratitude to Gaia for this amazing gift!

More to come…  🙂

Stuck? Sick? Hurt? Can’t Figure it Out? A Perspective to Consider to Move Forward

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So, we’ve definitely turned a corner…

I have to admit; I was a bit perplexed for a few days, coming into the new year… because as awesome as everything is, as important of a shift as we ALL made in December 2012, I’ve started seeing quite a few “crumble” in some very surprising ways. Many of those are some who have been on the ACTIVE spiritual healing and progression path – some REALLY ACTIVE, and some VERY adept practitioners themselves – and seemed to have fallen into a pothole on the road!

This “crumbling” typically isn’t even on “new” issues… it’s most commonly some deep-rooted stuff that the person had thought they had resolved and released; or, on another note, something that has been worked on arduously to be able to continue on their journey. This is all INTENSE, too – serious physical injury, sickness, and even seemingly out-of-the-ordinary emotional/mental “breaks.” And BAM… here it is, in many cases after the person being without anything of the sort for quite awhile (or almost no progress, even though the person might have been working and working and working on releasing the core underlying issues that cause it).

I was wondering about this sudden extreme pattern… because paying attention to it, I realized that it’s ALL OVER! So many have old injuries flaring up, massive infections, rashes, terrible flus or colds, incapacitating digestive sickness, and also just irrational anger and other resistant emotions/behavior. This has also come up with several clients; I wondered, “What’s going on here?”

Step One: Cleaning Out the Closet
So, the first part is that we’ve stepped from the “old world” into the next; even though it doesn’t FEEL like we have in many ways, that’s simply a mirage. Many feel relieved after “December 21st”… and feel as if “we’ve made it”… but my understanding is that the changes and the “new world’ is just beginning. It’s sort of the equivalent to a video game: After you’ve worked hard at defeating a key level, you start a new level, and the beginning of the next level starts out looking mostly the same; however, that’s not so, and becomes more apparent as the player continues on into that level.

First of all, for us to move forward, we have to let go of EVERYTHING that doesn’t serve us in the highest and best way. It’s like cleaning out the storage closet that we’ve just thrown junk in, one thing on top of another, for years… and we need to use that space now for something completely different. So we have to pull everything out of the closet into the middle of the floor and get rid of all the junk. Which is fine, except… if we try to procrastinate because it’s uncomfortable – and the ego doesn’t want to look at it – my understanding is that all of the junk will be taken out of the closet and dumped into the middle of the floor for us to clean up, regardless.

The primary way we’ve set up this process of “cleaning out the muck” is by manifesting sickness, injury, and/or discomfort in our bodies. AND… very often, we’ve even set it up so that as that muck is being looked at, processed and released, we often have OTHER kinds of sickness, injury, and/or discomfort (and HUGE part of these rashes, flus, and colds all over the place)… in some form of detoxification. Fun, right? Well, we CAN change that… a few days ago, I posted a clearing to help everyone clear out the requirement of processing the non-physical via the physical body (see the Clearings/Healings for You page).

Step Two… and This is the BIG One!
There are many who will be reading this, get to the Step One part, and say, “But I’ve DONE all of this, and yet it’s STILL come back around again!” Of course, that can be VERY disheartening… even for the most versed and advanced energetic healing practitioners!  However, THIS is what I received in a HUGE download:

We’ve done “the work”… in many cases, we’ve helped others do it, too. We’ve worked on ourselves and with others, clearing after clearing after clearing… and STILL seem to be circling back around. We get lost in it… and keep on wondering, “What have I missed?” Soon, doubt begins to creep in: “Can I REALLY do this, or is this all a farce? Have I been set up for failure?” And beyond that: “I’m stupid/a loser/worthless/helpless, because I can’t… shake… this…”

Oh, yes we can; don’t doubt that… the key is that we can ALL heal EVERYTHING. What we’re experiencing is a sleight of hand (what comes to mind is the quote from the Wizard of Oz, “Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain…”)!

We’re in the “new world”… a developing new dimension… and of course, there are levels of our consciousness that know fully well “where we are”… and that know the real fun is just beginning; that we’re turning a corner. As much as so many are putting in the effort to find our ultimate soul’s purpose, there’s a part of the ego going, “OMG! We’re REALLY doing this?!” Many, MANY of us have set ourselves up for some VERY BIG, magnificent climax as part of the finale/transition. The ego realizes this… and knowing where we are, it’s in a panic; it’s saying, “We can’t DO THIS! Why did we sign up for it? We can’t step into these shoes!” And guess what subsequently is happening? The ego pulls up the heavy duty stuff that has been plaguing the person… and in essence paralyzes them, gets them going “circular” so they don’t progress, they feel stuck, they feel stunted… and then they say, “I can’t get past this… why can’t I get past this?” It throws them for a loop, and then they get STUCK in it, working so hard to resolve it that they forget about moving forward (because often, they think – from the ego – “I can only move forward once I get this…”).

Case in point: The other day, I was working with a client who’s had this going on… round and round and round we’ve gone, and the more clearing work we do, the MORE she seemed to have this incessant chatter that was DETERMINED to stop her in her tracks.

This time, as we started, I heard, “Ignore the facade, because that’s all it is.” I waited, and that’s when this HUGE understanding came in, and I understood that the issue actually had nothing to do with all of this chatter… it was a diversion tactic! The longer this stuff stayed anchored in her reality, the crazier it made her feel, the longer it would delay her moving forward into what it is she ultimately came here to do! As that understanding came together, I understood the same thing was going on at different levels with at least a half dozen others I know. So, worked on things from THAT perspective… and she had some substantial shifts in that session; the first in awhile!

Wow; of course!

The key to getting past this – where it’s important to focus right now – is to release all of the fears about moving forward, about attaining our soul’s ultimate purpose, about our feelings of unworthiness in terms of stepping into the shoes that we’ve put out for ourselves. And trust me… they’re BIG (but THAT’S a story for another day)… beyond anything the imagination of the “old world” could conjure up. THAT’S where to focus our efforts!

Clearing/Healing Ourselves to Move Forward
If you’re a practitioner of any energetic modality, the key is to working on self healing with the intention of releasing the fear of moving forward, the fear of fully stepping into and attaining the soul’s ultimate purpose, and the fear of being all-powerful. Another very, VERY important aspect of this is doing as much group-level healing for the groups of collective consciousness that need these healings, too… so as much effort as we can give it, the better, more graceful, and easy it will be in resolving this!

If you’re NOT a practitioner and would just like to begin this clearing process, here’s one for you to do; you don’t have to be a practitioner of any kind; simply read through all of it, and then relax, take a deep breath, be open to receive, and say the “trigger words” at the bottom (see this and other healings/clearings on the Clearings/Downloads page). And then… pay attention… and journal!

Would you like all of the following to

    • be without trauma, drama, illness, or creation/re-creation of a situation or illustration, and WITH complete grace, ease, balance, harmony, joy, bliss, adventure, excitement, humor, fun, and love;
    • be for all versions of you, all times, all places, into the ever-expanding Universe, to infinity and beyond;
    • bring forward all requested information and understandings to you via instantaneous, comprehensive download with fully conscious understanding to the version of you, timeline, and place from which it is requested;
    • have Creator (of All That Is)’s* Truths, understandings, perspectives, definitions, discernments replace your own and become your own for Divine alignment;
    • provide the clearings/healings you accept to your Twin Flame/Twin Soul (if you have one) and offer the same to the Higher Self of all ancestors and descendants, whatever their version is, if they so choose to accept.

Would you like to

    • Bring forward all situations, all experiences, all lifetimes throughout this existence that have caused you to fear moving forward; fear of stepping into and/or attaining the soul’s ultimate purpose; fear of being all-powerful; fear of being unworthy of attaining your soul’s ultimate purpose; fear of failing;
    • Get from Creator the perception of those situations as to what happened vs. Creator’s Truth on what happened;
    • Thank all parties involved; open the door to apology and forgiveness to/from all parties involved; download the feelings of apology and forgiveness to/from all parties involved;
    • Pull all of the related self-limiting beliefs, including: “I’m afraid of moving forward”; “I’m afraid of my power”; “I’m afraid of actually attaining my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I’m unworthy of what I’ve set myself out to achieve for my ultimate soul’s purpose”; “I’m afraid of failing at what I’ve set out to do”; “If I let myself reach the path to my ultimate soul’s purpose, I’ll screw it up”; “I can’t fill the shoes I’ve set out for myself”; “I don’t know how to fill the shoes I’ve set out for myself”; “My soul’s ultimate purpose must be painful and will cause me great pain”; “I will be unhappy if I attain my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “If I fully come into my power, I will misuse it”; “If I come fully into my power, others will misuse me”; etc.
    • Pull all related fears, anxieties, regrets, rejections, resentments, anger, guilt, doubt, sorrow, and pain; pull the memory and energy of all of that from the cellular level; pull related self-limiting thoughts, words, and actions from the cellular level; transform it all into Creator’s Light, send it all back to Creator;
    • Close those receptors, open new ones; saturate the cells and in between the cells with the purest vibration of Creator’s unconditional love;
    • Download Creator’s teachings on how to move forward with grace and ease, on how to step 100% fully into your Divine power with only unconditional love and the Highest/Best as your intention; how to trust yourself with that; what unconditional love is, perception vs. Creator’s Truth; teachings on your ultimate soul’s purpose and what that means to/for you; how the soul’s ultimate purpose will bring you great, immeasurable joy; how you purposely set yourself up to achieve your soul’s ultimate purpose, and how everything you have done and will do is the path to that; that you chose your soul’s ultimate purpose, and that you can and will reach it; that you are absolutely worthy of reaching your soul’s ultimate purpose; that you are worthy; that you can do all of this without trauma, drama, and/or illness, and with only grace, ease, balance, harmony, and joy; that you can have FUN with it, and enjoy every moment of it; that you have the full power to instantaneously eliminate all distractions, distortions, interference, and self-sabotage that attempts to prevent you from reaching your soul’s ultimate purpose; that you can attain your soul’s ultimate purpose in baby steps, and how to do that, how to see the next step every step along the way; etc.
    • Download the related beliefs, including “I am all-powerful, and I know how to use it only in the Highest and Best way, with unconditional love”; “I can achieve everything I set out to do with grace, ease, balance, harmony, and joy”; “I will enjoy attaining my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I embrace stepping fully into my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I am worthy of stepping fully into my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I know how to attain my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I can only succeed in achieving my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I know how to take baby steps along the route to attaining my soul’s ultimate purpose, and I’m allowed to do that”; “Attaining my soul’s ultimate purpose will bring me immeasurable joy”; “I know how to move forward”; “I am fully ready and able to move forward toward my soul’s ultimate purpose, RIGHT NOW”; and anything else related; download the feelings, knowledge, and conscious understanding of how to do all of that, including that you’re ready, willing, and able to; that you’re worthy, deserving, and able to; that it’s allowed, possible, OK, and safe to; and that you have all of this in your life right now;
    • heal, resolve, and clear all timelines, in all directions, to infinity and beyond with the violet and platinum flames****;
    • write the experience off as completed in the Akashic Records***?

If you would like all of this, clear your mind, take a deep breath, be open to receive… and say, “Yes – Moving Forward.”

Thank you! It is done, it is done, it is done… and so it is.  🙂

 

* In this context, “Creator” refers to the Universal Oneness of which we are all a part and which is all as much within as it is without; it is another term as what is considered the Universal Oneness, Divinity, God, Spirit, Source, etc.

**Etheric binding agreements are any agreements between you and another soul that tie you into doing something in a certain way; this includes (but is not limited to) all stated or implied agreements, vows, oaths, blood oaths, promises, pacts, incantations, spells, curses, trades, agreed-upon expectations, vand all other types of binding agreements not specifically listed here.

***The Akashic Records are believed to be the “Universal Library” that keep record of every single experience of every single soul. “Writing an experience off as complete” in the Akashic Records is so you don’t have to have the experience again.

**** The Violet Flame basically is the mystical transmutative fire that consumes and wipes out all negative and old things, turning them into brand new and positive things, rejuvenating in this way all existing kinds of Life. The Platinum Flame is similar to the Violet flame, but additionally utilizes our new energies and focuses on emotional healing and clearing.

Leaping Forward…and (FINALLY) Being Ready to LIVE it ALL…

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The past three weeks have been just SO huge!

I’ve had no big external events to quantify that. However, every moment of every day, every part of me has been… shifting, for lack of a better word.

The experience on 12-12-12 at Pilot Mountain (read my blog post about that day) truly changed me in ways I can’t describe. I see everything – everything – differently, MUCH moreso than before. For the past three weeks, I’ve done the minimum of what I typically do in the public’s eye; I’ve skipped my Webcasts for the past two, I haven’t been as active in answering posts online or in email. I didn’t schedule any sessions between Christmas and New Year’s; I’ve stayed as close to home as much possible (which is very unusual for me), stayed completely in the moment… and simply sat in love and joy as much as possible.

On the front end, I didn’t have a clue as to why I was feeling the need to be so…quiet. Anyone who knows me personally would know how out of character that is for me! However, looking back over the past three weeks, I can see the shift that’s happened… and now, I understand it.

First and foremost, I released all residual resistance of the “old world” that remained within me. Some things came to light that truly surprised me… bits and pieces of deep, unhealed, unresolved parts of the “old” me. I stayed present… I watched it come up, process through, and release, without giving any of it any more energy, any resistance. That was a challenge for some of it… but I persevered, let go, let go, let go… and watched it flow away.

Secondly, I felt like it was important – REALLY important – to have this “quiet time”; to be completely present in the moment to spend it with my husband and children. Through that, there were some things that came up to resolve and flow away, as well.

Throughout this time, I’ve had many, many pieces to a puzzle I didn’t know was there start coming together. I can’t describe my understanding of the paramount importance of what’s going on with us, individually and collectively… and how little of what we waste so much time, energy, and drama on doesn’t serve us in the highest and best way! It’s like I’ve gotten a pair of glasses when I didn’t know I needed them; I thought I had seen things clearly before… and yet, everything has become far, far more crystal clear, with a different depth of understanding.

And through this new ability to see in such a different, clearer way, I’ve just been observing… and now I’m processing the world through a different set of eyes.

In releasing those final parts of me that held those last bits of hesitation and trepidation on committing all the way to what is to come for me – for what I’ve signed up to do, A to Z – I’ve finally arrived to a place of living fully in the moment; enjoying everything here and now, and seeing the beauty of all of it! I cherish what I have, who is in my life, all that has been provided… and I marvel at HOW MUCH has changed in this world in just the past 3 years; in 2012, it was like we finally reached the top of the mountain with the snowball, and somewhere along the line, we got over the peak, and started to roll downhill. Wheeeee…. things have been changing at an exponentially rapid pace; new understandings around the world, so many who are awakening spiritually to what is within (and what has always been), to our connectedness… and to the EXTREME SPORT that we’ve decided the “apex” of this existence would be! We’ve come to the Class 5 rapids… to the 40% downhill grade… to the point of jumping off the cliff into the clouds without clearly seeing what’s beyond. That’s how we decided we’d do it, collectively. Many of us have a piece of understanding of the big picture… but no one of us – no one – has conscious remembrance of all of it yet. My understanding is that the only way for us to get there – to remember all of it – is to work on ourselves, to clear our partitions within to see the whole of the self, so we could see our individual whole picture FIRST; until then, the context cannot be understood.

So many focus so much attention and energy on everyone else, on where everyone else is, what others think, what others say, what should be done for _______, and the victimhood existence of being helpless in what others “are doing to them” (or, in the equivalent, of what can/should be done FOR them) … that relatively little time and effort is being taken to focus on the Self. Along with that, what’s being avoided in such an existence is stepping fully into the Truth of WHO WE ARE… each and every one of us. Of taking the reins, and in doing so, taking full responsibility for our entire reality as it is, individually, and releasing the expectations that someone else has to “take care of” ANYTHING for us.

In the efforts of the lessons of duality for which this existence has been created (essentially boiling down to exploring the concept in a zillion ways, as the Divine, of what would happen if there could possibly be a “me” and a “not me”), we have done a stupendous job of disempowering ourselves … of believing that the answers, the solutions are outside of us, and in turn convincing ourselves and each other that some are less special/powerful/brilliant/magical/Divine than others. And the habit of that has become to depend on others… because the ego tells us that we couldn’t possibly have the answers inside of us! Even in what is considered the “spiritual world” (as if there’s ANYTHING that isn’t spiritual)… a vast majority still believe that getting the answers from what is considered to be an archangel, an ascended master, or even on this plane of consciousness someone who has been deemed a guru in some way, shape, or form is BETTER than getting the answers from within. Even more of a vast majority still believe that what is considered “God” – the Divine, Spirit, Source, etc. – is a completely external entity to themselves… and still disempower themselves to that external deity. So many spend so much time listening to what others have to say in what they “should” do, how they “should” act, and what they “should” believe, that they completely miss the point that what’s most important is to spend time clearing out the muck on the inside, release all the self-limiting thoughts, words, and actions that are holding them back (especially self judgment), and dusting off the mirror to look at themselves straight on to remember their own Truth. Once we have resolved all of that self judgment that limits us in every single way, we can finally realize the brilliance of what we actually are; and that ALL of us here are LITERALLY the angels, archangels, ascended masters… and fully the Divine.

My understanding is that we’ve come to a point in our progression where enough of us have started to remember that we are, each and every one of us, fully responsible for ourselves and for our reality; enough of us have started LIVING the full acceptance that each one of us is the Divine, and in doing so, have taken full responsibility for our own individual journeys. In reaching this “tipping point,” we’ve been able to slightly shift the inspired road ahead of us as we continue on into this “New Age.” We agreed to certain collective “checkpoints” on this timeline… and we’ve passed a major checkpoint over the past month that is now allowing us to  proceed with a far “lighter” version (though no less extreme) of the planned mass Awakening than the road we had previously been following.

I am honored to have “been there” consciously to understand this shift in direction; many have had an unidentified feeling of exuberance of “Whew, we passed THAT point…” and mistakenly credit that feeling to the seamless passing of the 12/21/12 date in the 3D reality to which so many gave so much energy! In fact, the acceptance of the shift came into this reality earlier than that.

Upon stepping back over the past month, I have observed the freneticism that still pervades our world. There’s still a LOT of work to do, and my understanding is that it will still be VERY uncomfortable for many who try to further delay that full self-realization and self-empowerment… because what we try to repress and/or ignore because it’s uncomfortable will quickly be PUSHED upon us, whether we like it or not (see my October ’12 blog, The “Storm’s” Just Beginning… How to Smooth Out the Edges As We Go…).

And just think… this is a far, far more easy and graceful way of progression (as I tell so many with whom I work, “easy and graceful” is all a relative thing)…

Upon realizing all of this, I’ve finally been able to embrace the full commitment of what it is I volunteered to do. Essentially, it’s quite a varied and inspired array of powerful ways to help others to look in the mirror, once and for all, so they will see the Divine within.

And when I say it’s inspired… let’s say I’m really taking the bull by the proverbial horns…  LOL!

I know my life is changing, and will transform even more radically as we move forward. I’ve joked over the past several years of remembering my Self that I’ve (re)discovered I’m apparently quite the audacious spiritual adventurer, in being reminded of what I’ve signed up to do. It will actually be that way for many of us in some way, shape, or form… some moreso than others, depending on what we’ve agreed to do during the climax of this magnificent symphony! So, part of my quietude over the past several weeks is the pervading feeling that I’ve needed this period to step back, take a deep breath, and prepare… to stay saturated in love and gratitude for where I am, RIGHT NOW, in every moment…as I prepare to take the leap off of the next cliff, even without having full conscious remembrance of what’s below… except that I’ve CHOSEN to go there!

So, no need for any “new year’s resolutions” – it’s more like a “new age pledge”… and that simply is to BE ME, the whole shebang, fully and completely! I will live every single moment beyond the scope of what we can imagine today, to live in faith and love at a much, much higher level than ever before, and to be ready to dive from a new cliff at every given moment! I accept, commit to, and embrace what my soul’s purpose is, to all of the elements for which I volunteered – regardless of what that might look like from the 3D level – even though I don’t even know the full scope of it yet. I accept and embrace not only pushing my boundaries, but in releasing boundaries (and “boxes”) altogether…

This is truly a new age… and the fun is just beginning. Change is how we CHOOSE to experience it.

How about you?

 

The “Storm’s” Just Beginning… How to Smooth Out the Edges As We Go…

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WOW. This week has been a H-E-A-V-Y week energetically in all ways, shapes, and forms… and this goes WAY beyond those who have lost so much in terms of the storm called Sandy that ran up from the Caribbean, along the East Coast, and into the Northeastern United States… along with some other wild events around the world. There are quite a few I know who have contacted me – who had no real personal distress from anything of the sort – who asked, “What the HECK is going ON?!…” Followed by a number of issues that have come up personally. What’s happened physically has brought up MUCH to heal for us, collectively and individually, about what happens when the “old” falls away to make way for the new… and along with that, much resistance, fear, and even anger about change, and what that means for each of us.

When I had my Grand Awakening in 2009, it wasn’t too long before I was having conversations with Archangel Ezekiel (my bud LOL)… and he told me at that time that we’re coming upon a time of great change, in ALL ways… and he specifically told me that beyond the spiritual changes, there would be many physical ones, including many earthquakes, fires, and floods (I was actually “shown” this about a month before the Haiti earthquake in early 2010). Early last year or late the year before, he came to me and told me to remember to “be the calm in the storm”… and to share that with all of the others who have volunteered to be on the front end of “doing this work” during these times. At the time I understood what he meant, but I didn’t UNDERSTAND it as I do today.

We’re IN “the storm,” full throttle now. The shifting is happening faster and faster – we’re in full gear now – and it’s being reflected in our physical world in many, many ways (one BIG one was evidenced in this week’s big PHYSICAL storm).

For many it’s starting to feel out of control, like there is no ground under our feet… and it is because all that doesn’t serve us in some way, shape, or form is falling away, whether we want it to or not. The reality that is coming through is that there IS no ground under our feet; we’re in the process of creating a new, better one! This is completely without judgment; in releasing duality, there is no right and wrong… it is that the I AM self knows the plan; it knows what it is that doesn’t serve us and can look at it without the judgment and resistance of the ego… and the Higher Self is VERY tied into the various groups of collective consciousness, including that of being part of the organism Gaia… who is rebirthing herself into a new existence.

The key to remember is this: It’s OK to have moments when we’re sad, angry, upset, anxious, resistant… however, remember that part of the purpose of being on this active spiritual path is to LEARN how to DO IT DIFFERENTLY… which means not allowing ourselves to get lost in the mire, no matter HOW bad it looks; keeping the higher perspective, remembering to rise above the muck; and most importantly, keeping our center, to know that this is simply illusion. ALL of it.

I was also told several years ago to “STEP IN FAITH.” Three simple words I’ve learned have layers and layers and layers of meaning, with bigger steps – that become jumps and then huge, mondo leaps… the more I trust, the more I’m asked to trust. And I do. Does the ego have moments? Absolutely! But the more I’m shown that the more I trust the more I’m tended to… the more I trust. The more faith I have that my Higher Self has it all planned out, and that I can lose the resistance and simply be in the moment. Regardless of how much “work” we’ve done on ourselves, regardless of how far we’ve come, there will be days when something comes up and you think, “Where is THIS coming from? I thought I got rid of that a long time ago!” Or, something will come up that you had NO IDEA was resistant within you! The key is… CLEAR YOUR MIND, RELEASE JUDGMENT ON YOURSELF about it, and ask what the core underlying issue is, and ask what the specific lesson is there to learn. Then, if you don’t know how to release it… go to someone who can help you to (and then, learn how to do it yourself… because you CAN).

Also, any of us who know how to do healings to the various groups of collective consciousness, to mass consciousness, to Gaia… please do so, continuously! The more of us who can do that regularly, the more it actually helps us – and our version of it – individually. What I’m being told is that all of this has to do BIG TIME with the collective agreement to “rip off the Band-Aid”…and guess what? It’s time… and the ego is just as afraid of doing so as our Higher Selves anticipates it. So, the focus of the healings… to get the Highest Level of Divine Truth on the shifting and change, what that means for us, on how to release EVERYTHING except what serves us in the Highest and Best way… with the most grace, ease, balance, harmony, and joy. And how to be completely FLUID to change, accept and EMBRACE it…

Individually, the key is this: If we remain the calm in the storm (and, in the physical sense, the calm “after the storm”), we can be more productive in changing our perspective, which will, in turn, allow it all to flow through more quickly to a better place. There is a purpose for everything; even if we don’t see it in the moment. The key, again, is to rise above the resistance of the ego (which most often makes us blind to the bigger picture in the moment)… and know that the more fluid and positive and in love we remain, the quicker the situation and/or emotions will move on out… and we can get on to the much bigger and better things awaiting us!

Looking at What Weighs Us Down… So We Can Continue On WITHOUT the Weight!

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Most recently, I’ve been working on releasing “all that’s still weighing me down… and preventing me from attaining/maintaining the path of my ultimate soul’s purpose.” Funny, consistently, I’ve been getting clearings on my throat chakra (and I was thinking, “Um, yeah… because I don’t COMMUNICATE enough?!” LOL).

Yesterday, during meditation, while in the Trinity Energy, I had set the same intention, and was taken to an older looking ship, wearing this beautiful velvet cloak (and funny I’ve been seeing myself wearing such a cloak in meditation for the past few weeks… literal translation, “cloaking” myself with this beautiful adornment…as a distraction); I was walking along on the ship and saying to the crew, “Where is she… it’s time to let her out!” and I noticed that it changed to, “It’s time to let ME out!” I found this hatch, opened it, and there was a young woman, in her late teens/early 20s looking out at me, scared. I told her it was time, and she jumped into me… and then eleven others – other “parts of me” – came out and jumped into me, also ( (I’m pretty sure it was a total of a dozen, that 12 magical number). My light body EXPLODED…and I just sat and expanded, expanded, expanded.

Then, part two of my meditation, I went to a remote healing/energy work circle that I’ve joined where we go to an etheric place that’s been created for us to “meet” to do work together every Wednesday. One of the women there looked at me, and I knew her as a sister… in the beginning of the session while I was there, she sighed, reached out, and said, “Here, let me remove that for you…” I was like, “Hunh?” And realized she was removing thread that had my mouth stitched shut.

Yesterday afternoon, I had an energy share with someone (when two practitioners get together and do a session on each other), and when I received, I set the same intention. THAT was where we got to the core of the matter! Both of us saw pretty close to the same thing: a part of me that I’ve yet to step into fully, because of fear, resistance, discomfort… and I basically had an argument with my Higher Self about it (“Isn’t this ENOUGH? What does it matter?” etc. etc. etc. – it sounded a lot like some of the arguments I’ve had with my teenagers! LOL). I was reminded of my soul’s purpose… of which this part is – I GUESS – pretty important. There was enough resistance that tears began to flow.

So, after that, a client came in for a session; I always talk about how AWESOME it is to do energetic healing facilitation work for a living, because EVERYTHING we do and have presented to us in our lives is a reflection in some way, shape, or form of something inside of us… and thus, I always set the intention that for whatever I work with clients to clear, to simultaneously give me the same, for whatever my version of that would be! Anyway, we went from some fairly topical clearings to diving off of a completely unexpected cliff into a HUGE core issue that hadn’t been uncovered for her before: All of her trust issues were based on a deeply covered belief that she had at some point been “abandoned by God,” as if God were separate from her, and as if there was a possibly of that… And this person had never consciously recognized that, but everything literally stopped short in the session until we uncovered, worked on, and cleared that.

It was huge for her – cleared a lot in her energetic field instantaneously, and subsequently, I was hit with a etheric 2×4 as I suddenly realized, OF COURSE. There’s been SO MUCH I’ve cleared over the past several years in relation to an understanding of part of my soul’s purpose that I haven’t shared (and it was much of what I was arguing with my Higher Self about)… I thought (always key: “thinking” vs. “feeling”) I had cleared everything around it. Nope; I skirted it! After the session, when I reflected on the resolution I had received myself, I could see the fingers of hesitation I’d had weaving through much of the history, the knowledge, what I’ve been told and what I’ve remembered about the story I’ve agreed to tell (which includes the book I’ve been getting pressed to write, since of COURSE it all ties together!)… and why and how that residual hesitation was based on a deeply embedded level of unhealed distrust. In that moment, I understood the need to be at the level of complete surrender – to my Divine self, to the Divine beyond that, and how I needed to be COMPLETELY resolved of this resistance to move on. I can now see all of the spots of distrust that existed, how cleverly I’ve masked it from myself until now, how I’ve gone about 90% of the way, but have held back on that other 10% – the MOST IMPORTANT 10% – and why. It was SUCH an incredibly powerful clearing for my client… and it turned out, for me, too! BEST part of the job! LOL!

Last night, I held an online Trinity Energy Progression share with some remote practitioners. Shared updates, questions, etc… and then broke off and did individual remote sessions together, one-on-one. When I received, I didn’t even set the intention I’d been using; I simply set it to receive what is highest/best for me at the moment. I didn’t share any of what had been going on with me with the person giving to me prior to the session. And yet… the practitioner saw me in this beautiful landscape, at the top of these humongously tall trees, at the edge of a bird’s nest… getting ready to “leave the nest”… and to fly. On my end, as I received, I saw a whole bunch of people in Halloween costumes, with masks and cloaks on (funny, about the cloak thing)… I was in the middle… and took my mask off, shed the cloak, and stepped away from the rest, forward, into myself fully… and expanded, expanded, expanded into this incredibly huge Light Being.

When I went to bed last night, I couldn’t remember the last time I had felt so completely nurtured and comforted as I fell asleep. I had some wonderful experiences in my dream state, and feel AMAZING today… and ready to take it ALL on, as I’m allowing it to all come together now… I’m pretty sure… I thought so before, but again, had masked it from myself.

The reason I’m writing this here is because it’s a perfect example of sometimes when we THINK (always the key, thinking instead of feeling) that we’ve reached an endpoint, a goal, etc… how there’s always more. If we’re still here in the physical, there’s ALWAYS more!  The further we go in releasing and clearing ourselves, the more skillful we can actually get at repressing and not looking at something that makes us uncomfortable, because it really, truly gets to the core stuff. However, regardless of how skilled you’ve gotten at NOT looking at something… you ALWAYS give yourself messages about that which you’re repressing/not looking at! With me, one of the keys has been additional physical weight on me that didn’t make sense as to why I’ve retained it, since I’ve been working out regularly, eating healthy, being healthy, etc. I kept on hearing the term, “weighed down” (yes, we do that, too… lots of “funny” puns in our physical stuff that comes up), and I’ve been utterly perplexed at to why… because I love what I’m doing, I love every day of the week, I LOVE my “work” (which is more like play to me)… but that weight has been my physical reminder that I was hiding something from myself, that there WAS something that was still “weighing me down” and preventing me from getting to the “next level”… thus, why I finally said, “ENOUGH of this… time to LOOK AT IT STRAIGHT ON, ALREADY!”

And I guess I’m ready now… forward movement again, out of the bird’s nest… deep breaths… one, two… soar!!!!

We’ve Got the Beat… So Time to Use It!

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There are multiple mythologies that state the Universe was created with sound; in metaphysics, there is also the mathematical concept of the Music of the Spheres… a representation that all of energy – which includes all of our Universe – has a tone related to it: matter itself, creation, expansion, existence, interaction, etc. There’s been plenty of research also showing how sound affects our energy in an infinite number of ways, including healing!

Throughout my life, music has been instrumental (literally LOL) to me… from an early age, I danced, played multiple musical instruments… and when I was a teenager, the music I played was how I expressed myself. Angry? Heavy metal. Content? Upbeat music. Contemplative? Something entirely different. The list went on, including all different kind of music, all different eras, all different beats, tones, and lyrics.

That hasn’t changed in my adulthood. In fact, in my house, from the time when my kids were just past toddlerhood, we got into the practice of never even having the TV on during the day. The only time it gets turned on is later in the evening, typically about an hour or two before bed. But music? I have it playing ALL THE TIME… when I work out at home, I have music playing. My office is at home, and as I’m working, I’m almost always playing music. When I’m in a session with a client… yep. In the car… etc., etc., etc.

Have you ever had a day when something – some sadness, anger, whatever – welled up and wanted to come to the surface, but you just couldn’t find a way to do that? And, in a moment of reflection, you found the song to play (or the song gets played on the radio, funny how the Universe will do that for you) that brought it RIGHT UP THERE… and allowed you in some way or another to release it?

Do you think that’s coincidental?

This weekend, I watched the movie, “Rock of Ages,” which was a Glee-ish type of rock musical about the 80’s… exactly when I was first coming into myself, through teenage years and early adulthood. Needless to say, I have a lot of memories tied up in the music of that decade! The entire movie was a montage of memories for me… through so many variants of the music that I listened to during that period. I sang along through the entire movie, loved its campy-ness, its accuracy of the campy-ness of the time… and I noticed how easily memories popped up throughout – yes, some of it was related to the characters, but MOST of it was related to the music!

Yesterday, I hosted a class at my house on sacred tantric dance for women; I had seen this on the instructor’s Website  awhile back, and knew immediately it was something I wanted to try! To me, it felt like the perfect combination and a different way to “connect in” using music and the body. However, I really had no idea in what to expect (“Is it bellydancing? something else? ???”)…. and WOW. How amazing!

The best part: No need to be a dancer; no need to even have the FIRST IDEA of how to dance to do this!

We spent the day learning how to apply techniques to open ourselves up energetically… via music and the movement of our bodies. We all adorned beautiful coin scarves (dancing is SO much more fun when you can HEAR all of the movements!)… and we MOVED. Without any better words to describe it, by the end of the class, we learned how to allow the Divine express itself through our Self in the dance. It was truly fun AND profound… later in the day, we did “individual dances,” which translates to about 7-9 minutes of allowing the Divine to dance each of us, one at a time,  in the center of the room, eyes closed, while the others in the class held space for the dancer and watched. I know what you’re saying: “Dancing alone – freestyle – in the middle of a group of people as they watched?” – but you know what? We had bonded with each other through the day, we had left any judgment – for others and ESPECIALLY for the Self – at the door, and we all saw the absolute beauty and power – and Divine – in each other, and in our Oneness. In holding space and watching when it wasn’t our turn, we all BECAME the dancer, we all experienced the dance through each other as well as through ourselves… and we released and healed just as much by being the observer as in being the participant.

When it was my turn, as soon as I closed my eyes and allowed the music to take me… I was truly outside of space and time, and the illusion of the room and others there just melted away; I was in my completion, pulling through bits and pieces of other lifetimes, of certain energetic patterns, of what it was that was ready to be brought to the surface, melded, and/or released through that dance. It was freeing, expansive, and beautiful in ways that are challenging to explain in words… except that I knew ALL of me, in completion, in those minutes. And when it was done… I had no concept of how long it had been, because time wasn’t even a part of it!

I didn’t truly realize just how the class had shifted me until I woke up this morning, in the aftereffects of a day of such amazing grace, beauty, power… our eternal presence. Not only did we find parts of ourselves in the dance; we truly experienced our wholeness and our Divinity in ways that words could never describe.

As I’ve written this I’ve been playing one of the soundtracks that was played in class, now added to my already extensive collection of music… and my entire body is lit up, my chakras wide open in joyful anticipation, having recognized another open pathway to tap in… and thus, it wants to MOVE… and allow it through.

And so, my new coin scarf beckons to me from my meditation room…  😉

 

“Ascension”? Really? With All of This Mess Around Us (and Within)? Some Thoughts to Consider…

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Have you looked around lately – within your own life and/or in those around you and the world in general and asked, “What IS this mess, anyway? How is THIS evolution and progression?!” Have you had hours, days, and/or weeks where you’ve started feeling extremely angry, fearful,  listless, like you want to crawl out of your skin… and yet have no specific cause for it? And what about being weighted down… have you had moments when you’ve felt as if you’re completely filled with lead, like you’re wearing a suit that makes you feel like you’re carrying an extra hundred pounds or so, and all you want to do is sleep, alternating with spurts of energy that you can’t seem to alleviate?

Yep… I gotcha. Been there, done that… and I do this EVERY DAY; I meditate, I clear, I heal… and I help others do the same, so I’m in the “heightened awareness” place most of the time. I do know how to observe the collective consciousness without becoming lost in it – I’ve become quite adept at it – and yet, a few weeks ago, POW! I didn’t know what hit me!

First a Moment About the Earth
The mind says, OK… we’re “supposed to be” evolving… progressing… getting ready for “Earth 2.0,” ascending… whatever you want to call it. Yet, on the surface, it seems we’re more of a mess than ever: extreme polarities in belief systems, politics, and many other areas; shootings in movie theaters, temples, and consulates; and drugs that produce zombie-like behavior, at the top of the list. Individually, many have the lives they worked so hard to create  just crumbling away no matter how hard they fight to preserve it… losing jobs, severing long-standing ties and relationships, succumbing to debt, and releasing much of the “picture” of the life many had thought was their dream. Earth herself has been tumultuous: global extremes in weather, earthquakes rumbling around the world, volcanoes that haven’t been active for decades or more coming back to life, tsunamis, polar ice caps melting away.

So, you might ask, “What’s THAT about?”

Several months back, I was shown the bigger picture related to the evolution of Earth – of Gaia herself – and what that entails, as we stand on the ground, here, right now. As within our bodies, our skin, liver, heart, lungs, and all other organs and cells are a part of us (with their own consciousness as well), we are a part of the whole organism of the Earth. I was shown how throughout this existence, part of the exploration and experience of the lessons of duality and the ego have caused us to bleed, at one time or another, into every land of this world. We’ve had wars, we’ve hurt ourselves, we’ve hurt each other, we’ve hurt the other beings here, as well as played with creating imbalance in the organism as a whole. The result: This “blood” – both literal and metaphorical – has seeped into Earth, as so much seeps into our bodies through the skin and then incorporates into our systems.

Through all of this, she has adjusted as well as she could, realigned herself, so she could continue on. So WE could continue on, in some way, shape, or form…. to do the same thing again and again, over and over. To REALLY learn those lessons!

When our bodies do this – forget the unity, forget that all the cells, all the organs have to work together to function optimally – what happens? Disease; malfunctions and sometimes failure of entire organic systems within us. Cancer. Auto-immune disease. Allergies (“irritations”). Many other chronic conditions. And, as a collective part of the Earth organism, “as above, so below”… why do you think we have an overabundance of these types of diseases within our own bodies today?

When we get an overabundance of toxins within the body, what does our body naturally do to rebalance itself? Detoxify; it tries to push all of the dangerous toxins that have become embedded in the system to the surface… to release them and regain balance.

Guess what Earth’s doing? Except this is the BIGGIE… she’s detoxifying because it’s time to get to the next level of evolution, to complete this existence at this level of density, with these lessons of duality. And as a part of this organism, we’re along for the ride!

So what does that entail? Well… all of that blood, all of that disservice and ego-based separation that has seeped into her “system” is coming to the surface… while all of what we’ve done to disservice our own bodies is doing the same, which can exacerbate the situation. So, yes… a lot of rage, resentment, fear, anxiety, regret, guilt, doubt, sorrow, and pain coming to the surface now… to be healed, dissolved, and released, once and for all.

Needless to say, how that affects us is up to the individual. Can we release all of this productively, or will we allow ourselves to get lost in it?

From another, non-judgmental vantage point, there are many, many souls who have chosen NOT to be here during the peak of this and/or to see it through to completion from “ground zero”; they’ve come, finished the lessons they want to have here, and choose to do the rest elsewhere, outside of this 3D world. So, they are transitioning out; it is a choice they have made, and it doesn’t matter whether they’re home in the shower and fall and hit their head or in public where they get run over by a car or shot. And what this “gunk” coming to the surface does is also provide ample opportunity for groups of souls to go ahead and transition out en masse. Recently, a pretty awakened friend of mine was in a place where she was considering the choice of “walking out”… and she created herself a door where a truck came barreling down the road as she was crossing a busy street and could have easily provided the doorway for her to transition. She told me that she knew in that moment that no matter how it looked… she knew it would be quick and painless; in fact, she knew that her soul would leave her body before the truck ever hit. At that moment… she realized how easy it really can be, and she decided to stay.

I have been guided over the past several months to focus on healing at the collective and mass level… and I am shown, time and time again, how individual challenges and limitations are personal experiences that are directly related to the collective experience. The more we can sit in love and just douse Earth and the collectives and mass consciousness, the easier the transition and adjustments will be.

Now, On to That Leaden, Listless Feeling You Might Be Experiencing…
Since I’ve been guided to do collective clearing/healing after collective clearing/healing, there was a point, about a week-and-a-half ago, when I started thinking, “Were we CRAZY to plan all of this, to do all of this all at once… with so many here right now who haven’t even opened their eyes even a slit toward Awakening? This is nuts… how can we do this?” I could FEEL how many have no idea right now; I could FEEL the work yet to do. All I could think was, “I’m SO DONE with all of this!” (Note: I also actually, for the first time ever, asked for a “door to transition,” and was provided one by my ever-present guide, Archangel Ezekiel, THAT NIGHT… why I chose not to take it is a story for another day… 😉 )

I’ve been staying ever-present, calm, clear, and watching the growing freneticism of many… who are fighting harder and harder to hold on to that which doesn’t serve them, because they believe that’s what they’re supposed to do. I’ve been watching and helping others with their pain, anger, resentment, fear… and as much as I LOVE what I do, there were some days I was starting to get tired.

And then, last weekend… wow, the heaviness set in. I became distracted… I didn’t want to meditate, didn’t want to connect… and as much as I love to work out, I felt like I had lead running through my body! There were a few days when all I wanted to do was sleep (luckily over an uneventful weekend); and yet, I simultaneously felt like I was about to crawl out of my skin, uncomfortable, edgy… I started thinking, “What the heck is all of this about? I KNOW this feeling… but I can’t quite place it, either…”

I’ve had the blessing of having a steady stream of client sessions, so I set that up for myself well (from the Higher Self, along with my guide family, obviously)… because regardless of how I feel, I make sure I do everything I can to ensure that I’m open and clear for the work I do with others. So, I at least continued doing SOME self-work, which was helpful. One day, I didn’t have sessions until later in the afternoon; I had planned to go to the gym in the morning, didn’t make it. Then I thought I would hop on the elliptical at home; never made it. And I was feeling edgier and more impatient than ever. Finally, about midday, I heard, loudly, “GET OUTSIDE.” So I went out into my yard and sat in the grass. I actually started feeling EVEN EDGIER… and felt like I needed to get to a waterfront. So I took my dog, and we went to a nearby lake, to trot the 3 miles around the trail along the perimeter. As we progressed, I just practiced an exercise I suggest to quite a few clients – simply BREATHING into my heart, and expanding my light. Losing all thought… simply focusing on the heart. Expanding the light, connecting with the nature around me. Through this, there was an extraordinary number of dragonflies that were swarming around us the entire time – green, blue, white, brown, you name it, zipping right up to my face and then away, zipping around us, hovering nearby (for those who don’t know the “message of the dragonfly”… dragonflies help to bring in LIGHT).

And all of that time, I thought, “This feels SO FAMILIAR…”

Shortly after that, the discomfort ebbed away, and I felt a LOT better… and able to attend to my sessions throughout the evening.

That night, I went to sleep with the intention of connecting to understand WHAT THE HECK was going on. In the dream, I was at my acupuncturist’s office, and she was talking to me about someone else who was being “pinned” on the table. She was telling me about how the person’s symptoms would flow and ebb… just like she was in labor to deliver a child.

In the middle of the dream, a HUGE light bulb went off for me… THAT’S IT! I remember thinking in the dream. It’s the Earth… she’s in LABOR!

When I woke up, fresh from that dream, I realized immediately that the stages of what I had been going through myself were JUST LIKE being in labor to deliver a child, without the pain (of course, I had forgotten… it HAS been more than 14 years since my last go of it! LOL)!

So… when you look back to the section I wrote before this, about Earth and her detoxification… let’s also add that she’s now at the equivalent stage of being in labor to “birth” a whole new version of herself. The part to be aware of is that since we are a part of this organism of Earth, guess what? We will all have our individual ways of playing that out. We’re all detoxing that which doesn’t serve us, and now we’re TOTALLY “ripping off the Band-Aid” to get to this next level of existence… but HERE’S THE AWESOME NEWS: That means we’re ALMOST THERE!

After considering all of this, you might ask, “Yikes! What does this mean for me? Does that mean that my life is going to implode? Is it all going to fall apart?” That’s a good question… are you willing to let go of that which doesn’t serve you and SEE it as what is Highest and Best… or are you going to try to cling to the familiar (regardless of how miserable it is) and make it a painful transition? Can you take some time out for yourself every day – yes, every single day – to simply get in 15 minutes of clearing the mind and breathing into you heart? Can you take some time every day to send love and healing to the Earth of which we’re a part? Can you go through one day – just ONE DAY to start – without judgment of any kind toward yourself and others? Can you stay completely fluid to what’s going on around you, without giving any energy to resistance? The more we do for ourselves, the more we practice acceptance and fluidity, the more we release that which doesn’t serve us with grace, ease, balance, harmony, and joy… and the more space we create for ourselves to let in what DOES serve us in the Highest and Best way, from the individual to the collective.

And the easier and quicker our “delivery” in to a new, fresh, higher vibration Earth will be.  🙂

 

 

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