Words, the Arts, and Our Advancement of Consciousness

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© Agsandrew | Dreamstime.comOver the past several years, I’ve watched so many, as they step into their spiritual remembrance and realize they’re ALLOWED to follow their passion, favor expression via some form of the arts – whether painting, sculpturing, music of all kinds, dancing, writing, you name it – and REALLY expand once they allow themselves to do so.

For so long, I’ve observed this, and wondered why, as our remembrance of existing in higher consciousness unfolds, this seems to be important. It’s always felt good… and it’s always felt necessary; yet, according to the “3D standards,” the arts are generally a “nice to have” vs. a “necessary” part of our existence.

However, in my heart, I’ve always felt, “Of course,” even though I hadn’t yet remembered why.

My personally favored “art” – though I love many of them – is writing. I have much to write, it comes easily to me, and I know I consciously convey so much more energetically with the energy and remembrance I infuse in my words, than the words do in themselves.

Recently, I came across an article talking about author Stephen King’s tips on “How to Be a Great Writer.” One of the 22 very good points in this article was, “Understand that writing is a form of telepathy.”

‘All the arts depend upon telepathy to some degree…an important element… is transference. Your job isn’t to write words on the page, but rather to transfer the ideas inside your head into the heads of your readers…

Words are just the medium through which the transfer happens…’

Bingo!

It’s sometimes been a little disheartening to see some struggle with their heart being set on some form of arts, yet their mind (ego) telling them that it’s an “unimportant” pursuit in the bigger scheme of things… as the 3D world (friends, family, culture, you name it) will tell them this is so. I’ve watched them get a good start and then see their effort falter and sometimes regress – or go completely defunct –  as their ego causes them to question their worth, and tells them that they would be better suited to “put that on the back burner” to pursue “world-worthy efforts” instead; this assures the ego of the individual’s value in 3-4D society. I recently saw the lamenting of a fantastic artist I know – who REALLY infuses her intuition and Higher Consciousness/Remembrance into her art – mentioning she’d gone through a tough period of feeling down about herself because she was “just an artist.”

So, let’s step away from that for a moment, and observe it. My understanding is that our focus now is to progress BEYOND the “traditional” and REPETITIVE rise and fall of the 3-4D; time to allow the management of existence from a fully integrated consciousness, including from our 5th dimensional Self and above (TO NOTE: Yes, we ALL have that; the 1-4D versions of our Self is just a TINY piece of the whole of our consciousness, and yet, our lessons before now have been generally been to allow the separation-driven energies of the 1-4D rule our experience in those planes, while we’ve just gone about our other lessons in higher consciousness). Now, it’s time to bring it altogether, ALL consciousness apparent at ALL levels.

As I often discuss with others, all “things” that exist in the 1-4D have been Divine tools of expression that we’ve created for these kinds of lessons. We’re the Divine expressed as we are for these lessons. The separation-based existence we’ve pursued here is based from there possibly being something OUTSIDE of us – and we often and mostly forget here that all of that which is OUTSIDE of us is created from the Divine WITHIN us… simply tools that remind us how to consciously and purposely access that within ourselves. Eventually, as we remember that… we let go of the tools.

Words, art, music, and movement are some of the MOST POWERFUL tools we’ve created!

They’re based in the heart; in the intuition; and, when allowed to be fully expressed, allow the consciousness of the Higher Self to shine through… helping ALL who have exposure to it to tap into that part of themselves. It’s with these media that we convey so many feelings and understandings – and Remembrance – that are so, so, SO much bigger than the 3D representations in themselves!

As we progress down the path of our Remembrance of Higher Consciousness here in our 1-4D Self, in the 3D world, my understanding is that we’ve cycled so many times – Remembered and “fell,” to start/cycle over again – that we’ve completed these lessons, and it’s time to do things differently. We’ve gotten lost, over and over, in the pursuit of the mind, the pursuit of separation… and now it’s time to Remember the pursuit of the Spirit, the heart, and connectedness while simultaneously completing these lessons in such separation.

Since the practice of the Arts – of all kinds – brings forward, in its full glory, the reflection of the Spirit and Higher, connected Consciousness… then THAT would make it one of the MOST IMPORTANT practices to honor in the 3D world, foregoing all of the “mind-based” pursuits we’ve come to love so much, in the pursuit of separation!

Why? Because the Arts help us to Remember.

The more we allow ourselves to exist in connectedness and Oneness as we pursue our individual journeys here at the consciousness level of this particularly separation-based Universe, the FASTER we will collectively attain our goal of transcending the barriers on which we’ve previously tripped in forgetfulness. The individual connection to this connectedness that comes through via the Arts, the amazing tools in this category that we’ve created as a REMINDER here, actually help to propel our Remembrance light years beyond any separation- and mind-based activity/pursuit that we’ve created here. So yes, I fully agree that the Arts are a form of telepathy from this standpoint; and in that, I now have the answer to those I know, and to those whose paths I continue to cross, when they doubt the “validity of their existence” because as they pursue their spirituality, and their heart opens to and wants to express itself via this set of tools.

It’s one of the MOST important things for us to pursue… in helping ourselves, and in helping others Remember our connectedness. Are you up to the task of its purity? Just allow…

 

In the Dark, In the Light… Pluto’s Cave and Guidance!

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Looking back down the tunnel via flashlight, from the end. It might be challenging to see at this size and resolution… but the orb that clearly shows itself in the upper right, under the opening, presented itself to me as an elemental. What’s REALLY cool about this picture is in the upper right, OVER the doorway… there’s an outline of pretty much the upper half of a being showing it’s face… and I see several wispy others in here… can you?

I’ve been making a trip at LEAST once yearly to Mount Shasta since 2012; it’s now tied to me teaching the Instructor’s class of Trinity Energy Progression (for more on some of the reasoning for that, see the Trinity Website)

That’s my guidance.

Mount Shasta is… another world, another dimension entirely, if you allow it to be! I’ve written about it before (see the posts from my first trip – in this life – on my original Website, Road to Awakening, from 2012: Getting Lost to Find Our Way… (Mount Shasta Tales, Part One) and Journey Reflections from the Mountain (Mount Shasta Tales, Part Two).

So, here I am, on my yearly excursion, here a few days before the class joins me. Again… guidance. I just knew it was important to be here alone up front, even if I didn’t know why, until a few weeks ago.

There’s been so much about accepting, embracing, and integrating the darkness, remembering it as part of the light; so when I was suddenly getting loud and clear that it was important for me to go to Pluto’s Cave – a mile-long, 190,000-year-old lava tube north of the mountain – I mistakenly believed it was in relation that. Sorta, kinda… not really.

Many believe this is one of the doorways opening into the underworld civilizations of Agartha and Telos. THAT’S what I was missing!

All I know was that my guidance was to GO. I read up on getting there, on recommended preparations (bring/wear a flashlight with extra batteries, good hiking/climbing shoes, a sweatshirt, water, and a partner). However, I was getting to just go… on my own. So… I trusted.

I tried getting there earlier; there were delays and redirects. I found the parking lot to the trail to the cave, and pulled in… just at the same time another group had just gotten there. I looked over… and there were twelve earthy, vibrant young adults in their late teens and MAYBE early twenties; and one man in my age group, maybe older. I thought, “Wasn’t I supposed to do this alone?” My answer, loud and clear: “This is who you’re to be with.” I hesitated at first, and asked, “Really?” Yes, absolutely… I felt it.

I admit, at first I was a bit standoffish, because in anticipation that I’d be alone, my first planned order of business was biological. I actually booked past the group, onto the trail, and instead of taking the turnoff to the cave… I continued on, until I’d seen they’d gone ahead… and, well… took care of business! (I know, TMI, right? There will be a little tidbit later about why I’m sharing this here.)

When I got up and turned around, I made my way to the caves. It took me a few extra twists and turns (basically it’s in a pretty remote, desert area), but I found it. As I walked up, I heard voices that sounded very obviously like the opening of a spiritual ceremony. As I approached, I recognized the older man was sort of a guide to the group. He looked up at me, and asked if I’d like to join them… to which I replied, “Of COURSE! We’re here together… it was obviously arranged, so I might as well!” Then someone in the group commented about “there’s the 13th person”… and that was that; I was smudged and welcomed! The leader talked about how the spirit of the owl guards this cave, and he pointed out an owl’s nest high in the rocks at the entrance. He told us that sometimes groups get blessed with the actual presence of the owl.

We began our journey in through the beginning, where there are a holes in the ceiling from collapses, providing beautiful beams of light in the contrast to the dark. As we walked toward the first one… a big, beautiful owl soared quietly over us! After we moved past the opening… it flew by again! Such magnificence!

Mostly, we were all in awe of the beauty and energy of the tunnel itself. It was definitely a rocky slope, up and down… and the deeper we got, the blacker it got. Yet, it felt nourishing, embracing… and I could feel the presence of many in the “non-physical” along with us! Also, what I often hear in high vibration places, I just knew, in my consciousness:  “It’s a little bit rough to discourage those who aren’t truly guided or ready…”

We pressed on, and I spoke with many in short spurts as we proceeded in the dark (save the single beams of the flashlights). I spoke quite a bit with the leader, nicknamed Bobbles (not sure of the spelling, but you get the idea). He started by asking me, “So what brings you here?” My answer: “Guidance.” He nodded, and said, “Good enough!” We talked about Mt. Shasta (he’s a recent transplant), about the synchronicity of us arriving together… and my half-joke was, “Yes… but I’ve learned to just allow it to happen here at Shasta… because it’s such an energetic home! I’ve never gone anyplace else where it’s so prevalent that I run in to people, we recognize each other (even though we haven’t previously met in this life), and can just say, “Hey!! Wow, it’s been LIFETIMES since we’ve seen each other… and know that it’s true!” That got a laugh of understanding from most of the group.

Bobbles said he’d intended to invite me to join them right in the parking lot, but I hurried off, and he figured I wanted to be alone… and then, when I veered off, he figured I wasn’t “taking that path.” I laughed… and told him why… and he laughed, too, and thanked me for telling him, because he’d been pretty sure I was to join them.

As we progressed in, something in me… changed. Energetically, whatever was flowing through me increased dramatically, the further we progressed into the cave. Bigger and bigger… the only thing that kept me focused in the 3D was climbing up and down somewhat steep inclines and declines, on mostly BIG rocks, in complete darkness with exception of the beams of the flashlights. I also noticed that I was unusually out of breath, and sweatier than I would typically be for this kind of climb. However, I knew somehow it was completely energetic.

About 2/3 of the way in, we got to quite an opening, and Bobbles told everyone present to find a rock for a meditation. He waited until everyone was seated, and then we all turned off our lights. Complete darkness!!!

I barely had time to “tune in”… when everything amped up energetically EVEN MORE for me… and I suddenly REMEMBERED… the “seed.”

pyramidcrystalLet me back up a moment: A month ago, I took the Trinity instructors on a retreat on an island off the southern coast of NC; a place where I had been shown there is a vortex off the end of the southeast tip… and in that vortex was the energetic presence of what I call a Lemurian crystal chamber, which is a huge crystal pyramid I’ve seen “coming up from the oceans” for several years now. We all connected with the pyramid; its presence became stronger and stronger through our energetic work throughout the weekend. The culmination of the group and the weekend was all of us had agreed to come together to energetically “activate” this particular pyramid, “when the time was right.” And so it was! In the process, I also gained remembrance – and strongly/clearly reminded – that I am energetically the Guardian of that pyramid. When the group of us activated it, I assumed some sort of energetic “seed” into my being; I understood immediately that it was to be “planted” when I came to Mt. Shasta. At the time, I didn’t know (remember) the “where” or “when”… just that I was to do that.

I’d forgotten all about it.

When we were sitting there, I remembered hearing about being the Guardian of that pyramid, and getting “the seed.” And at that moment, I knew undoubtedly that as my part of this whole synchronistic event, I was there to “plant and activate the seed”… and receive something else, which I don’t yet consciously remember. However, it was JUST as BIG! And so I just sat in my Light… and I allowed it to happen.

I could see something spectacular happening, and simultaneously, I saw how everything had come together, so perfect, with this group, this guide, to be there in THAT moment! In the energetic hugeness of seeing that, I can’t tell you when in the timeline that Bobbles talked about how much work he and others had done to energetically clear the tunnel and get it “up to par”… and that somewhere in there, he’d understood that he is now the Guardian of the tunnel/cave! Guardian of that pyramid; Guardian of that tunnel/cave. The agreement we’d had was crystal clear – that he would be there to assist me in getting in to the point that was the most advantageous to do what I’d volunteered to do – because had I truly been alone, I’m not sure I would have ventured that far in on my own.

I was overwhelmed with the hugeness, as I saw a LOT that I didn’t consciously understand, but that my heart absolutely did. Quietly weeping in joy and gratitude, and being overwhelmed in the beauty of it, Bobbles rang a bell in the darkness several times. Moments after that, the entire group spontaneously began to tone; it was definitely otherworldly, and I knew and could see fully in that moment that those young adults in the group – pretty much the same age as my oldest daughter – are incarnate with a heavy piece of consciousness IN those higher dimension locations… because I know them THERE. The toning came from the higher dimensions… and it just got bigger and bigger.

After awhile, we were instructed to turn our lights back on, and we proceeded then to the end of the main tunnel. I could feel something just changing dramatically and it was affecting me physically; I asked if it was highest and best for me to continue to the end, and I basically understand at that point, it didn’t matter either way.

So i went to the end; we stayed there for awhile and then headed back.

I noticed increasing discomfort in my body; somewhere in there it started to feel leaden… and like I said, this was actually quite a moderate kind of hike that I’m typically very comfortable taking. I’d stopped for regular water breaks, and had been well nourished before I’d gotten there. This was different… and it grew and grew. I heard some pieces of my consciousness, pieces of my “higher memory,” saying, “We can let go of the physical body now…” and I said to them, in a commanding way, from an even higher place, “NO… CONTINUE ON. ALLOW, ACCEPT, EXPAND, ASSIMILATE…WE’RE DOING THIS DIFFERENTLY NOW!” And in another moment of great realization, I knew that the young adults in the group – these beautiful, gentle lights – had agreed to be there with me to HELP KEEP ME IN THE BODY, in support. Just when it would start getting unbearable, one of them would catch up (or vice versa), and would chat with me. At some point, my flashlight batteries went dead; as I said something to that affect and started digging in my backpack for my spare batteries, someone right behind me stopped and asked, “Do you need a light to help?” And then we proceeded together for awhile. One of them asked me, “So, you just came down here to do this by yourself?” My answer: “I was just guided to come.” A hesitation, and then, “Cool!”

As we got to back to the opening, I realized the tremendous discomfort I felt was such huge resistance at some levels of me, in keeping a physical body, AT THAT MOMENT. There was a tremendous fight going on in my consciousness! I would say I felt like I was going to throw up… but it was really the equivalent of feeling like I was going to throw up and my body was going to just dissolve.

So I just sat on a rock and breathed. I focused on my light, my wholeness, the Oneness… infinite flow, regardless of a physical body or not. And I felt… different.

After I thanked everyone and left, it still took me several hours of continuous conscious processing before I could function “in/with a physical body again” – I forced myself to eat a small amount of fruit, because I had to remind myself what that felt like to eat, I forced myself to drink water, for the same reason. I came back to the house where I’m renting while I’m here… just sat on the couch in the central meditation room… and just allowed.

And here I sit… and I will soon sleep, for tomorrow’s another adventure.

A side note: Something that stood out to me as indicative of whatever the multiple things the group did while we were in there (because it was everyone there with a different yet complementary purpose, even if not in conscious remembrance of it). When we went in to the cave, the sun was, in its typical fashion, out. When we returned to the mouth of the cave, it was raining… it stopped again briefly while we were outside, and as I sit here typing this, it’s raining again, more of a constant rain. Did we have an affect in opening this drought-ridden area? I know we were at least a PIECE of that!  😉

P.S. HUGE THANKS to Baubles… to everyone there… it was great seeing you “in 3D” again! Namaste!

AND… if you want to see more perspective on following guidance, see my Living the Shift GooglePlus Hangout/podcast from 7/7/15 (in the SAME DAY) on Allowing and Flowing With Change, Without Expectations.

What About These Earthquakes and Volcanoes?

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volcanic-ring-of-fireI find this article really interesting… I’ve been watching this for the past 5 years, and so fascinating how things are playing out… 40 Volcanoes Are Erupting Right Now, and 34 of Them Are Along the Ring of Fire

First of all, before any of my comments, I want to preface with THERE IS NOTHING TO BE FEARFUL about. This is just observation… and we ARE in the midst of great change and shifting at ALL levels – yes, even our planet. The shifting itself and what manifests isn’t “wrong”; how we deal with it energetically is key – if we act with fear, then what we fear will manifest. If we continue to focus on raising our vibration and helping that of the planet’s, this will be as graceful and easy as possible… and regardless of what appears to be happening in the 3D, it will all flow.. if we let it.

Shortly after I first began REALLY “seeing” (in 2009), and my lines of connection really opened up to my/the Higher Consciousness, Archangel Ezekiel (Archangel of Transformation and Death) – one of my closest buds along this part of the journey, who’s been there from day one – “reminded me” what was to come. He was showing me in context to helping to “nudge” me (aka “the etheric 12×12 upside the head” LOL) into action, to “get it together” and get to a place of doing what I’m doing today, and FAST… because it was important for a number of us who had signed up to do so to “be in place” as this all started to accelerate. When I asked what “this” meant, he showed me… many visions of stuff like this picture, and told me, “There is a dramatic shift already started… and it will be fast, intense, and only as smooth as every individual decides to allow… on the physical plane, there will be many earthquakes and fires…”

Earthquakes and fires.

I remember asking how long this total transformation would take in this timeline; he told me that a majority of it would be over the next 10 years… and then continue on to be complete within 100 (which, by the way, is a VERY short time in terms of the “old” physical 3D plane).
I remember that was about a week before the Haiti earthquake in 2010; that seemed to really, really get the ball rolling.

All of this came back to me as I read this article… and it’s pretty cool how things have really, REALLY accelerated in the past several years, and how many of the visions/precognitive remembrances I’ve had have come to pass… although there are a number that are still “out there.” Is it bad? Absolutely not! However, it’s more important than EVER BEFORE to get in touch with inner guidance, with connection to your HIgher Self/Higher Consciousness… because my understanding is that the further we go, the more it’s important to depend on what’s WITHIN, vs. what the physical eyes see around us. Important to integrate all levels of consciousness (including the ego) for optimal experience. Shifting our experience this way with absolute grace and ease… and fun!

Yes, the Earth is shifting, too… and thus, she’s only doing what SHE needs to do. We perceive it as “bad” when we live in the path of that… but that’s our individual choice of experience, and simple the intertwined lesson plans that can be shifted for the more graceful, easy, and fun, too! We can simply honor her shifting – as part of the physical organism here – and focus on raising our own individual vibration as high as possible to help support the collective, the oversouls, the organism.

If you tend to use a lot of tools in your intuitive work, I will tell you that what I’ve seen consistently is the Tower card in the tarot deck… which is symbolic of the crumbling of that doesn’t serve us (the tower falling down around us). Many have fear of this, yet it’s truly cleansing and liberating… and it’s AWESOME… as long as we LET GO of that which doesn’t serve us!

So, if nothing has prompted you before… maybe this will… it’s time to LOOK WITHIN. Time to find peace within ourselves, to remember that the Divine Consciousness is just as fully INSIDE of us as outside of us… and to remember that WE are the Light; WE are the ones who volunteered to be here through this very unique, very powerful time… to be a part of the party through this experience!

This is really the core of what I do… I help others clear the way and then remember that all of the Divine Ability is within… and we are ALL psychics, healers… and we are ALL the Divine, expressed as who we are for the very individual, PERFECT purpose we have!

If you’d like assistance with this… contact me!

I also did a half-hour Living the Shift episode based on this on May 19, 2015; watch it now!

Just in the Nick of Time…

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Let me start out at the end: It was an AWESOME day… and because of Nick, it was even better.

I love my work; I love helping others to find the power they have within. It’s beyond words – awesome and awe-inspiring – to watch as those with whom I work grow to remember their own Divinity, that they’re worthy, unconditionally loved, unconditionally powerful; and then, that they have all of the answers, they can do everything, see everything, understand everything… and it’s simply a matter of remembering how to do that and clearing out what’s blocking the way.

And then, it’s all even better when it comes to helping someone like Nick… because I could never even plan for something like that!

Now, let me go back to the beginning…

Last weekend, I was in Michigan to do a one-day presentation consisting of three talks pertaining to self-empowerment through energy work. It was hosted by my student, friend, and soul sister Nicole, who has an art and healing center where we were doing the presentation. Recently, she’d expanded her studio, incorporating space that had formerly been occupied by another professional. This was the space we were using for the presentation: comfy cushions and chairs, check; meditation music: check; incense: check; healthy veggies and other food for snacks: check. A group of people who attended with so much light and great energy to further fill the room with awesomeness: check!

As is typical, when I do a presentation, I set up the room energetically in a high vibration of healing, and do what many in the spiritual arena call “hold space.” The intention: To balance and harmonize all of us present throughout the day; also, to provide what is highest and best to help the individual journey of all who attend, with grace and ease, love, and joy (and a lot of humor).

And so, everything was set.

We were about to start, when a young man in his early 20’s walked in with a pile of papers in his hand. He had an unkempt, grungy appearance, and pulled tightly into himself. He came to the doorway where we were convened, and looked confused. I asked him if he was there to join us for the talk; he didn’t know what I was talking about… he said he was looking for the office that had been there before. Several in the group chimed in that they had moved; he half turned to leave. However, he hesitated; in the meantime, I (along with several others in the group) was nudged heavily to have him stay. I called after him, “Come and join us!” Another in the group said to him, “Yes… because if you’re here, you’re supposed to be here!”

He asked what we were doing – what we were talking about – and we told him we were talking about spiritual empowerment and energy work. He said, “Well… actually, it sounds kind of interesting…” He hesitated, then asked, “How much is it?”

I told him it was via love donation, with the recommended donation at $20 per talk. He sighed and shook his head. “I’m dead broke,” he said, and turned away again. Another in the group told him she would cover him; I, too, was feeling that it would really be good for him to stay, so I simply said, “Really… if you feel like you’d like to stay, then simply pay it forward somehow. That’s the ‘love’ part!”

He took a few steps away from the door, then turned back, hesitant. We further coaxed him to join us (obviously, others in the group felt the same pull); he finally said, “OK… why not?” Then he walked across the room, through the circle, and sat down on a cushion next to me.

He stayed the entire day.

Throughout the different talks and during the breaks, we learned that his name was Nick; that he considers himself a recovering drug addict, that he had done a variety of drugs, including heroin. Sitting next to him, I noticed he had scars that looked like cigarette burns up and down his left arm. He talked about wanting to “kick the habit” so he could talk to disadvantaged youths on steering clear of “the nasty stuff.” It was (of course) perfect that one of the participants who attended – close to his age – has been going to AA for several years, and she was able to give him many great suggestions to progress down that road.

He was quiet throughout much of the talks; in fact, in the middle of the first one, he fell asleep and started snoring. I was told to leave him be; that he was getting exactly what he needed. Everyone else understood, as well… and we let him sleep and absorb.

During the breaks, he ate voraciously… and it was wonderful that he was eating raw vegetables, healthy food.

After all the talks were completed and he’d received a Trinity healing session, he thanked everyone and left. He didn’t sign up for any email contact or anything. However, in cleaning up after everyone had gone, I realized Nick had left behind the pile of papers he’d had with him when he arrived. They were discharge papers from the ER that morning, with complaints of acute left shoulder pain from a pre-existing injury. There was also a prescription for Motrin. Nicole and I puzzled over these papers… neither of us had felt anything about shoulder pain; nor had he complained about it or brought it up. We both understood simultaneously that he’d been having a rough morning off the drugs and had gone to the hospital in hopes of getting some pain killers; when they just gave him the Motrin prescription, he went looking elsewhere. Through a whole series of connect the dots that just fell together, we realized he’d shown up at that office on a Saturday morning looking to meet someone there to possibly get some drugs to alleviate the rough patch.

Instead, he found us… to get what he REALLY needed: love, support, acceptance, and healing (and food, too).

The enormity of that synchronicity is simply astounding. The numerous amount of small details that came together just so the group of us could be there – that day, at that exact moment – to not only share and help each other, but to also support him and help him through a really, REALLY rough day… is mind-boggling. However, the heart just knows. It’s all perfect.

I wanted to share this story because often, many of us doing this kind of work question the purpose of certain situations, in certain places, on certain days. We ask, “Why am I here?” And sometimes we never know.


dreamstime_xl_1956932But sometimes we do
… and when an awesome situation like this comes together, it feeds another hundred moments or more of never knowing… so we can just trust that we’re ALWAYS in the perfect place, at the perfect time, even if the ego doesn’t see why.

My heart and love goes out to Nick, wherever he may be. And my intention for him… is that he found another perfect situation for himself the following day, to help him through… and that hopefully, every day it gets easier for him. And even if it doesn’t, I’m certain that whatever we provided will ultimately help him along on his path!

 

 

On Rebuilding the Earth (and Rebuilding Ourselves)

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As this journey continues to progress, more and more I’m given guidance to simply just DO certain things… without having any conscious understanding of why, often until I’m smack dab in the middle of it (and the given here is that I first and foremost ALWAYS ask my Higher Self if whatever it is is for my Highest and Best good!).

Which is EXACTLY what happened on my recent trip to Kauai, in Hawaii!

Before June 2012, I’d never even known the name of the place… and it suddenly started coming up EVERYWHERE… right after my initial trip to Mount Shasta, California (for more information about THAT trip, see my post Journey Reflections from the Mountain, Mt. Shasta Tales, Part Two). Seriously… I would log on to Facebook, and something about Kauai would pop up at the top of my feed. I would be talking to someone, and they would mention Kauai. Once, my husband and I were walking through the gym parking lot after a workout, and my eyes just “randomly” rested on a bumper sticker… that said “Kauai.” And, as adept as I am at discerning such messages, I actually sort of ignored the message until it became obnoxiously apparent (the bumper sticker in the gym parking lot did it! LOL). So, in early November 2012, I went into meditation… and as soon as I closed my eyes, I was transported to… you guessed it… Kauai. I was on the water, looking at this amazing, ancient Lemurian mountainous landscape; I knew immediately where I was, even though I’d never even BEEN to Hawaii before.

This is the Lemurian landscape from within the water at Tunnels Beach, on the north shore of Kauai. It’s the EXACT vision I had in meditation in November 2012 when I finally acknowledged the message to go… and it was on this beach where I actually felt down to my cells, “Welcome home”… what a shocker when I was in the water, turned around, and saw the landscape from this perspective… and realized that this was THAT place!

I asked, “SOOOO… I guess I’m supposed to go here?” Yes.

“When?” Very distinctly: Late February, early March 2013.

I remember balking a little bit – since it was already November – and thought, “Seriously?! A little short notice, dontcha think?” (Yep, I’m a little sassy sometimes… all with Divine love and gratitude…) After a slight pause: Well, you HAVE been getting the message for 5  months now… I thought, “Touché…” I asked if I should do a class there, and understood No. Present? No… just go, and BE.

I’ve also learned that if something is really, really in my Highest and Best interest, it will all simply fall into place for me, once I agree to do it. Once I said, “OK, then… to Kauai I’ll go..”  that’s exactly what happened! Somehow, in December, information on a women’s spiritual retreat in Kauai in the second half of February just fell into my lap… and somehow, it all worked out so I could go. The resources showed themselves… everything scheduled around it.

So, I went to Kauai for ten days. Who was I to ignore guidance to go to Hawaii???  😉

There’s an entire, in-depth story around this retreat; it was amazing and awesome in ways I would have never imagined it would be if I’d tried to put expectations around it! But this post… has a very specific message from it, as part of that trip.

Kauai – An Ancient Lemurian Landscape

This was the daily view at breakfast from the rental house… rainbows and all…

You might ask, “What’s so significant about Kauai?” I asked the same question, too, early on… and with a little bit of research, I discovered there’s a LOT significant with it! Some actually call it the Garden of Eden; though the Pacific Northwest has ancient Lemurian energy about it… Kauai is even older. From my memory/understanding (now that I’ve been back there)… it holds the energy of the beginning of entry into this dimension, this density. It truly is a different world, in ways I can’t explain except to say that it’s amazing how many people have been guided to go and/or live there with no understanding about why, about how they’ll afford it, how it will come together… and I heard many stories of it just happening, whether it’s for 5 days, 5 months, 5 years… or forever. When you’re called home… you’re called home!

There were 6 of us, including the woman who was running the retreat (who incidentally, I’d met in Mt. Shasta in 2012); what a lot we were! And, even more importantly… so amazing that we all just melded together with such fluidity and ease; of course… at the etheric level, we’d agreed to get together, there, at that time, for the purpose for our visit! I cane to love every one of them; every one of them had something of myself to reflect back to me.

Amongst the flowering ginger in paradise…

Part One – My BIG Message
“There was a blind woman, a deaf woman, a woman with a recent knee replacement…”

Not the start to a joke, but a start to a part of my story. Though it didn’t faze me in the least, I noticed such an interesting mix early on… this was literally the variety of physical demographic in our small group! I immediately knew that there would be some huge message coming through to me about that.

We took a few days to get used to our mix, which was a GREAT lesson in consciousness and being completely in the moment (for example, when you’re helping to guide someone who’s 90% blind on a hiking trail – or even through a parking lot – there’s really not much opportunity to do anything BUT be in the moment!), and of accommodating all of us as one. I will say… after the adjustments for all of that, it felt easy! So I continued to wonder what the message was.

However, about the third day, I noticed I woke up with a little bit of resistance within me… with just the slightest bit of irritation. I also noticed that regardless of working out and drinking incessantly, I’d started retaining water…and I felt puffy, like I had a layer of insulation around me to keep me in. I didn’t give it any energy; I simply observed. I noticed irritation about being limited… and how I partially blamed the retention on the moderate activity in the tropical weather; I could feel this pull to just go all out, to hike the most intense trails, swim and swim in the deeper waters… whatever that would just let me escape from limitation (and feeling of limitation of the water retention, too)! I remember after working out and showering, I was getting dressed and received the message to wear something confining to my body (I ended up wearing stretch jeans and a strapping sports tank top under my shirt)… because it was important for me to STAY IN MY BODY. I shared that with the group in morning meditation/circle; I wasn’t sure why, but it seemed important.

We went through the day; that evening, we went to a nearby bed and breakfast where the owners had a crystal bowl playing event, which included some light code initiations. AS SOON AS she started playing… I completely left my body. I was outta there! I hadn’t realized how constricted I’d started feeling until *pop*… I was fully focusing in my higher dimensional self, intermingling with others in the 5th dimension… and I stayed there, happily, the ENTIRE DURATION of the event. When I came back to my body at the end, it felt like a crash landing… and that I’d slid back into a body made of lead, it felt so dense!

Again, I observed this and even journaled about it that evening.

The next morning, a HUGE realization came to me… with all of the work I’ve done in eliminating the partitions between my levels of consciousness, between different parts of me, a higher, larger form of my consciousness was simply irritated with the human body, in general. It was very, very subtle… but because I’d been removed from my element, in a completely different environment, with completely different company than was typical – and with several situations that the ego would perceive as very physically limiting – I was able to finally see it!

This is what came through: “The human body is SO limiting… so confining… so awkward, and so FRAGILE and WEAK… how can I EVER accomplish all I came here to do?” So, so, SO many beliefs came through: I’m held back by the physical body, the physical body is a hindrance, I loathe the physical body, the physical body will prevent me from attaining my soul’s purpose, we screwed up in creating the physical body, how can we accomplish what we want to do in this time and place with these fragile, weak physical bodies?… it went on and on.

I was amazed at the realization of these beliefs; I’d thought I’d removed all resistance to the body! And I had… the difference was that I’d removed resistance to MY body; however, my apparent overall perception of THE physical body – of all of us in clunky, “clay molds” – was this underlying irritation I’d never seen before.  In fact, I work with many clients on their own bodily issues time and time again! Though I had irritation at what would be perceived as physical hindrances within the group… it had never gone to irritation at the individuals; in fact, it was amazing how everyone simply pressed on, regardless, and how so many of what could be perceived as hindrances we actually strengths and great lessons for others in the group!

So, I set forth releasing all of that… resolving, healing, clearing, and releasing… and WOW; I could feel the difference immediately!

(NOTE: If you would like the clearing on releasing your version of resistance to the physical body, go to the Clearings and Downloads for You page, under “7. Releasing Resistance to the Physical Body.”)

Part Two – Rebuilding Ourselves From the Land
On the heels of this realization came the day we took a trip to Waimea Canyon, which is considered “the Grand Canyon of the Pacific.” Our first stop was the Kalalau lookout… which is probably the most commonly seen image connected with Kauai (and the beautiful picture I was able to take there is at the top of this post… rainbow and all). It was breathtaking! As we went to leave, I heard, “Wait… stay back!” So I did… and I consciously connected in. When I closed my eyes, I was shown how this canyon is at the root of Gaia rebuilding herself, cell by cell, piece by piece, into the “New Earth.” And, I understood that all who go there – particularly this year – are there to absorb that energy… and start rebuilding ourselves, cell by cell, piece by piece, into the “new us” as a part of Earth.

Waimea Canyon, where we received our “blast” of Light Codes and just amazing energy… and where we accepted being conduits to this doorway so others can receive the same. Look at the amazing shape of the erosion… so many pyramids! The energy coming up from the Earth here was SO powerful!

Our next stop was at the overlook to the center of Waimea Canyon. As we pulled up to this area, I could feel my back start to tingle (always a precursor of good things to come!). When we walked up to this view, I was momentarily overwhelmed by the energy coming up from the depths of the canyon. What amazed me most of all was how the way the canyon has eroded into so many pyramidal shapes… SO POWERFUL! All of us were just completely encompassed in this… a blast of air up from inside the canyon brought the physical connection, and we all just sat there and meditated. I saw and felt huge columns of light coming up, saturating us with a countless number of Light Codes… I understood that the codes were to help us reprogram and rebuild ourselves, while opening a gateway to a new world and a completely new existence.

How synchronistic with the clearings I had done about the issues with the human body… because they cleared the way to accept this amazing gift without doubt or hesitation!

Ever since this event – that day at Waimea Canyon – I go back there regularly etherically, and it’s just as vivid to me as when I was physically standing there! Even though at the time of writing this blog, it’s been 3.5 weeks since being at the canyon, even just seeing the picture automatically causes my entire being to open up WIDE energetically! At night, more times than not, I’m there again… and receiving more, allowing more. I also discovered that those of us who are going there this year have volunteered to “hold the door open” to whomever is ready and willing to accept these Light Codes and this new energy to help rebuild ourselves and the world around us. I can’t tell you the innumerable amount of souls who have come to me in my sleep since that day – nightly – for help in walking through that doorway to receive this amazing energy. Just talking about it with someone else prompts the transmission of the Light Codes to begin… I can feel my crown open up wide just while typing this!

So… if you’re so inclined, and ready to REALLY progress on your journey… in reading this, you’ve most likely agreed at another level of consciousness to receive this connection and the Light Codes, remembering the pathway to this magnificent doorway and the blueprints on how to rebuild ourselves for the “New Earth.” If you want to formally accept them… you may simply close your eyes, clear your mind, consciously agree to accept… come back there with me now, to receive, and give gratitude to Gaia for this amazing gift!

More to come…  🙂

Stuck? Sick? Hurt? Can’t Figure it Out? A Perspective to Consider to Move Forward

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So, we’ve definitely turned a corner…

I have to admit; I was a bit perplexed for a few days, coming into the new year… because as awesome as everything is, as important of a shift as we ALL made in December 2012, I’ve started seeing quite a few “crumble” in some very surprising ways. Many of those are some who have been on the ACTIVE spiritual healing and progression path – some REALLY ACTIVE, and some VERY adept practitioners themselves – and seemed to have fallen into a pothole on the road!

This “crumbling” typically isn’t even on “new” issues… it’s most commonly some deep-rooted stuff that the person had thought they had resolved and released; or, on another note, something that has been worked on arduously to be able to continue on their journey. This is all INTENSE, too – serious physical injury, sickness, and even seemingly out-of-the-ordinary emotional/mental “breaks.” And BAM… here it is, in many cases after the person being without anything of the sort for quite awhile (or almost no progress, even though the person might have been working and working and working on releasing the core underlying issues that cause it).

I was wondering about this sudden extreme pattern… because paying attention to it, I realized that it’s ALL OVER! So many have old injuries flaring up, massive infections, rashes, terrible flus or colds, incapacitating digestive sickness, and also just irrational anger and other resistant emotions/behavior. This has also come up with several clients; I wondered, “What’s going on here?”

Step One: Cleaning Out the Closet
So, the first part is that we’ve stepped from the “old world” into the next; even though it doesn’t FEEL like we have in many ways, that’s simply a mirage. Many feel relieved after “December 21st”… and feel as if “we’ve made it”… but my understanding is that the changes and the “new world’ is just beginning. It’s sort of the equivalent to a video game: After you’ve worked hard at defeating a key level, you start a new level, and the beginning of the next level starts out looking mostly the same; however, that’s not so, and becomes more apparent as the player continues on into that level.

First of all, for us to move forward, we have to let go of EVERYTHING that doesn’t serve us in the highest and best way. It’s like cleaning out the storage closet that we’ve just thrown junk in, one thing on top of another, for years… and we need to use that space now for something completely different. So we have to pull everything out of the closet into the middle of the floor and get rid of all the junk. Which is fine, except… if we try to procrastinate because it’s uncomfortable – and the ego doesn’t want to look at it – my understanding is that all of the junk will be taken out of the closet and dumped into the middle of the floor for us to clean up, regardless.

The primary way we’ve set up this process of “cleaning out the muck” is by manifesting sickness, injury, and/or discomfort in our bodies. AND… very often, we’ve even set it up so that as that muck is being looked at, processed and released, we often have OTHER kinds of sickness, injury, and/or discomfort (and HUGE part of these rashes, flus, and colds all over the place)… in some form of detoxification. Fun, right? Well, we CAN change that… a few days ago, I posted a clearing to help everyone clear out the requirement of processing the non-physical via the physical body (see the Clearings/Healings for You page).

Step Two… and This is the BIG One!
There are many who will be reading this, get to the Step One part, and say, “But I’ve DONE all of this, and yet it’s STILL come back around again!” Of course, that can be VERY disheartening… even for the most versed and advanced energetic healing practitioners!  However, THIS is what I received in a HUGE download:

We’ve done “the work”… in many cases, we’ve helped others do it, too. We’ve worked on ourselves and with others, clearing after clearing after clearing… and STILL seem to be circling back around. We get lost in it… and keep on wondering, “What have I missed?” Soon, doubt begins to creep in: “Can I REALLY do this, or is this all a farce? Have I been set up for failure?” And beyond that: “I’m stupid/a loser/worthless/helpless, because I can’t… shake… this…”

Oh, yes we can; don’t doubt that… the key is that we can ALL heal EVERYTHING. What we’re experiencing is a sleight of hand (what comes to mind is the quote from the Wizard of Oz, “Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain…”)!

We’re in the “new world”… a developing new dimension… and of course, there are levels of our consciousness that know fully well “where we are”… and that know the real fun is just beginning; that we’re turning a corner. As much as so many are putting in the effort to find our ultimate soul’s purpose, there’s a part of the ego going, “OMG! We’re REALLY doing this?!” Many, MANY of us have set ourselves up for some VERY BIG, magnificent climax as part of the finale/transition. The ego realizes this… and knowing where we are, it’s in a panic; it’s saying, “We can’t DO THIS! Why did we sign up for it? We can’t step into these shoes!” And guess what subsequently is happening? The ego pulls up the heavy duty stuff that has been plaguing the person… and in essence paralyzes them, gets them going “circular” so they don’t progress, they feel stuck, they feel stunted… and then they say, “I can’t get past this… why can’t I get past this?” It throws them for a loop, and then they get STUCK in it, working so hard to resolve it that they forget about moving forward (because often, they think – from the ego – “I can only move forward once I get this…”).

Case in point: The other day, I was working with a client who’s had this going on… round and round and round we’ve gone, and the more clearing work we do, the MORE she seemed to have this incessant chatter that was DETERMINED to stop her in her tracks.

This time, as we started, I heard, “Ignore the facade, because that’s all it is.” I waited, and that’s when this HUGE understanding came in, and I understood that the issue actually had nothing to do with all of this chatter… it was a diversion tactic! The longer this stuff stayed anchored in her reality, the crazier it made her feel, the longer it would delay her moving forward into what it is she ultimately came here to do! As that understanding came together, I understood the same thing was going on at different levels with at least a half dozen others I know. So, worked on things from THAT perspective… and she had some substantial shifts in that session; the first in awhile!

Wow; of course!

The key to getting past this – where it’s important to focus right now – is to release all of the fears about moving forward, about attaining our soul’s ultimate purpose, about our feelings of unworthiness in terms of stepping into the shoes that we’ve put out for ourselves. And trust me… they’re BIG (but THAT’S a story for another day)… beyond anything the imagination of the “old world” could conjure up. THAT’S where to focus our efforts!

Clearing/Healing Ourselves to Move Forward
If you’re a practitioner of any energetic modality, the key is to working on self healing with the intention of releasing the fear of moving forward, the fear of fully stepping into and attaining the soul’s ultimate purpose, and the fear of being all-powerful. Another very, VERY important aspect of this is doing as much group-level healing for the groups of collective consciousness that need these healings, too… so as much effort as we can give it, the better, more graceful, and easy it will be in resolving this!

If you’re NOT a practitioner and would just like to begin this clearing process, here’s one for you to do; you don’t have to be a practitioner of any kind; simply read through all of it, and then relax, take a deep breath, be open to receive, and say the “trigger words” at the bottom (see this and other healings/clearings on the Clearings/Downloads page). And then… pay attention… and journal!

Would you like all of the following to

    • be without trauma, drama, illness, or creation/re-creation of a situation or illustration, and WITH complete grace, ease, balance, harmony, joy, bliss, adventure, excitement, humor, fun, and love;
    • be for all versions of you, all times, all places, into the ever-expanding Universe, to infinity and beyond;
    • bring forward all requested information and understandings to you via instantaneous, comprehensive download with fully conscious understanding to the version of you, timeline, and place from which it is requested;
    • have Creator (of All That Is)’s* Truths, understandings, perspectives, definitions, discernments replace your own and become your own for Divine alignment;
    • provide the clearings/healings you accept to your Twin Flame/Twin Soul (if you have one) and offer the same to the Higher Self of all ancestors and descendants, whatever their version is, if they so choose to accept.

Would you like to

    • Bring forward all situations, all experiences, all lifetimes throughout this existence that have caused you to fear moving forward; fear of stepping into and/or attaining the soul’s ultimate purpose; fear of being all-powerful; fear of being unworthy of attaining your soul’s ultimate purpose; fear of failing;
    • Get from Creator the perception of those situations as to what happened vs. Creator’s Truth on what happened;
    • Thank all parties involved; open the door to apology and forgiveness to/from all parties involved; download the feelings of apology and forgiveness to/from all parties involved;
    • Pull all of the related self-limiting beliefs, including: “I’m afraid of moving forward”; “I’m afraid of my power”; “I’m afraid of actually attaining my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I’m unworthy of what I’ve set myself out to achieve for my ultimate soul’s purpose”; “I’m afraid of failing at what I’ve set out to do”; “If I let myself reach the path to my ultimate soul’s purpose, I’ll screw it up”; “I can’t fill the shoes I’ve set out for myself”; “I don’t know how to fill the shoes I’ve set out for myself”; “My soul’s ultimate purpose must be painful and will cause me great pain”; “I will be unhappy if I attain my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “If I fully come into my power, I will misuse it”; “If I come fully into my power, others will misuse me”; etc.
    • Pull all related fears, anxieties, regrets, rejections, resentments, anger, guilt, doubt, sorrow, and pain; pull the memory and energy of all of that from the cellular level; pull related self-limiting thoughts, words, and actions from the cellular level; transform it all into Creator’s Light, send it all back to Creator;
    • Close those receptors, open new ones; saturate the cells and in between the cells with the purest vibration of Creator’s unconditional love;
    • Download Creator’s teachings on how to move forward with grace and ease, on how to step 100% fully into your Divine power with only unconditional love and the Highest/Best as your intention; how to trust yourself with that; what unconditional love is, perception vs. Creator’s Truth; teachings on your ultimate soul’s purpose and what that means to/for you; how the soul’s ultimate purpose will bring you great, immeasurable joy; how you purposely set yourself up to achieve your soul’s ultimate purpose, and how everything you have done and will do is the path to that; that you chose your soul’s ultimate purpose, and that you can and will reach it; that you are absolutely worthy of reaching your soul’s ultimate purpose; that you are worthy; that you can do all of this without trauma, drama, and/or illness, and with only grace, ease, balance, harmony, and joy; that you can have FUN with it, and enjoy every moment of it; that you have the full power to instantaneously eliminate all distractions, distortions, interference, and self-sabotage that attempts to prevent you from reaching your soul’s ultimate purpose; that you can attain your soul’s ultimate purpose in baby steps, and how to do that, how to see the next step every step along the way; etc.
    • Download the related beliefs, including “I am all-powerful, and I know how to use it only in the Highest and Best way, with unconditional love”; “I can achieve everything I set out to do with grace, ease, balance, harmony, and joy”; “I will enjoy attaining my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I embrace stepping fully into my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I am worthy of stepping fully into my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I know how to attain my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I can only succeed in achieving my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I know how to take baby steps along the route to attaining my soul’s ultimate purpose, and I’m allowed to do that”; “Attaining my soul’s ultimate purpose will bring me immeasurable joy”; “I know how to move forward”; “I am fully ready and able to move forward toward my soul’s ultimate purpose, RIGHT NOW”; and anything else related; download the feelings, knowledge, and conscious understanding of how to do all of that, including that you’re ready, willing, and able to; that you’re worthy, deserving, and able to; that it’s allowed, possible, OK, and safe to; and that you have all of this in your life right now;
    • heal, resolve, and clear all timelines, in all directions, to infinity and beyond with the violet and platinum flames****;
    • write the experience off as completed in the Akashic Records***?

If you would like all of this, clear your mind, take a deep breath, be open to receive… and say, “Yes – Moving Forward.”

Thank you! It is done, it is done, it is done… and so it is.  🙂

 

* In this context, “Creator” refers to the Universal Oneness of which we are all a part and which is all as much within as it is without; it is another term as what is considered the Universal Oneness, Divinity, God, Spirit, Source, etc.

**Etheric binding agreements are any agreements between you and another soul that tie you into doing something in a certain way; this includes (but is not limited to) all stated or implied agreements, vows, oaths, blood oaths, promises, pacts, incantations, spells, curses, trades, agreed-upon expectations, vand all other types of binding agreements not specifically listed here.

***The Akashic Records are believed to be the “Universal Library” that keep record of every single experience of every single soul. “Writing an experience off as complete” in the Akashic Records is so you don’t have to have the experience again.

**** The Violet Flame basically is the mystical transmutative fire that consumes and wipes out all negative and old things, turning them into brand new and positive things, rejuvenating in this way all existing kinds of Life. The Platinum Flame is similar to the Violet flame, but additionally utilizes our new energies and focuses on emotional healing and clearing.

Leaping Forward…and (FINALLY) Being Ready to LIVE it ALL…

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The past three weeks have been just SO huge!

I’ve had no big external events to quantify that. However, every moment of every day, every part of me has been… shifting, for lack of a better word.

The experience on 12-12-12 at Pilot Mountain (read my blog post about that day) truly changed me in ways I can’t describe. I see everything – everything – differently, MUCH moreso than before. For the past three weeks, I’ve done the minimum of what I typically do in the public’s eye; I’ve skipped my Webcasts for the past two, I haven’t been as active in answering posts online or in email. I didn’t schedule any sessions between Christmas and New Year’s; I’ve stayed as close to home as much possible (which is very unusual for me), stayed completely in the moment… and simply sat in love and joy as much as possible.

On the front end, I didn’t have a clue as to why I was feeling the need to be so…quiet. Anyone who knows me personally would know how out of character that is for me! However, looking back over the past three weeks, I can see the shift that’s happened… and now, I understand it.

First and foremost, I released all residual resistance of the “old world” that remained within me. Some things came to light that truly surprised me… bits and pieces of deep, unhealed, unresolved parts of the “old” me. I stayed present… I watched it come up, process through, and release, without giving any of it any more energy, any resistance. That was a challenge for some of it… but I persevered, let go, let go, let go… and watched it flow away.

Secondly, I felt like it was important – REALLY important – to have this “quiet time”; to be completely present in the moment to spend it with my husband and children. Through that, there were some things that came up to resolve and flow away, as well.

Throughout this time, I’ve had many, many pieces to a puzzle I didn’t know was there start coming together. I can’t describe my understanding of the paramount importance of what’s going on with us, individually and collectively… and how little of what we waste so much time, energy, and drama on doesn’t serve us in the highest and best way! It’s like I’ve gotten a pair of glasses when I didn’t know I needed them; I thought I had seen things clearly before… and yet, everything has become far, far more crystal clear, with a different depth of understanding.

And through this new ability to see in such a different, clearer way, I’ve just been observing… and now I’m processing the world through a different set of eyes.

In releasing those final parts of me that held those last bits of hesitation and trepidation on committing all the way to what is to come for me – for what I’ve signed up to do, A to Z – I’ve finally arrived to a place of living fully in the moment; enjoying everything here and now, and seeing the beauty of all of it! I cherish what I have, who is in my life, all that has been provided… and I marvel at HOW MUCH has changed in this world in just the past 3 years; in 2012, it was like we finally reached the top of the mountain with the snowball, and somewhere along the line, we got over the peak, and started to roll downhill. Wheeeee…. things have been changing at an exponentially rapid pace; new understandings around the world, so many who are awakening spiritually to what is within (and what has always been), to our connectedness… and to the EXTREME SPORT that we’ve decided the “apex” of this existence would be! We’ve come to the Class 5 rapids… to the 40% downhill grade… to the point of jumping off the cliff into the clouds without clearly seeing what’s beyond. That’s how we decided we’d do it, collectively. Many of us have a piece of understanding of the big picture… but no one of us – no one – has conscious remembrance of all of it yet. My understanding is that the only way for us to get there – to remember all of it – is to work on ourselves, to clear our partitions within to see the whole of the self, so we could see our individual whole picture FIRST; until then, the context cannot be understood.

So many focus so much attention and energy on everyone else, on where everyone else is, what others think, what others say, what should be done for _______, and the victimhood existence of being helpless in what others “are doing to them” (or, in the equivalent, of what can/should be done FOR them) … that relatively little time and effort is being taken to focus on the Self. Along with that, what’s being avoided in such an existence is stepping fully into the Truth of WHO WE ARE… each and every one of us. Of taking the reins, and in doing so, taking full responsibility for our entire reality as it is, individually, and releasing the expectations that someone else has to “take care of” ANYTHING for us.

In the efforts of the lessons of duality for which this existence has been created (essentially boiling down to exploring the concept in a zillion ways, as the Divine, of what would happen if there could possibly be a “me” and a “not me”), we have done a stupendous job of disempowering ourselves … of believing that the answers, the solutions are outside of us, and in turn convincing ourselves and each other that some are less special/powerful/brilliant/magical/Divine than others. And the habit of that has become to depend on others… because the ego tells us that we couldn’t possibly have the answers inside of us! Even in what is considered the “spiritual world” (as if there’s ANYTHING that isn’t spiritual)… a vast majority still believe that getting the answers from what is considered to be an archangel, an ascended master, or even on this plane of consciousness someone who has been deemed a guru in some way, shape, or form is BETTER than getting the answers from within. Even more of a vast majority still believe that what is considered “God” – the Divine, Spirit, Source, etc. – is a completely external entity to themselves… and still disempower themselves to that external deity. So many spend so much time listening to what others have to say in what they “should” do, how they “should” act, and what they “should” believe, that they completely miss the point that what’s most important is to spend time clearing out the muck on the inside, release all the self-limiting thoughts, words, and actions that are holding them back (especially self judgment), and dusting off the mirror to look at themselves straight on to remember their own Truth. Once we have resolved all of that self judgment that limits us in every single way, we can finally realize the brilliance of what we actually are; and that ALL of us here are LITERALLY the angels, archangels, ascended masters… and fully the Divine.

My understanding is that we’ve come to a point in our progression where enough of us have started to remember that we are, each and every one of us, fully responsible for ourselves and for our reality; enough of us have started LIVING the full acceptance that each one of us is the Divine, and in doing so, have taken full responsibility for our own individual journeys. In reaching this “tipping point,” we’ve been able to slightly shift the inspired road ahead of us as we continue on into this “New Age.” We agreed to certain collective “checkpoints” on this timeline… and we’ve passed a major checkpoint over the past month that is now allowing us to  proceed with a far “lighter” version (though no less extreme) of the planned mass Awakening than the road we had previously been following.

I am honored to have “been there” consciously to understand this shift in direction; many have had an unidentified feeling of exuberance of “Whew, we passed THAT point…” and mistakenly credit that feeling to the seamless passing of the 12/21/12 date in the 3D reality to which so many gave so much energy! In fact, the acceptance of the shift came into this reality earlier than that.

Upon stepping back over the past month, I have observed the freneticism that still pervades our world. There’s still a LOT of work to do, and my understanding is that it will still be VERY uncomfortable for many who try to further delay that full self-realization and self-empowerment… because what we try to repress and/or ignore because it’s uncomfortable will quickly be PUSHED upon us, whether we like it or not (see my October ’12 blog, The “Storm’s” Just Beginning… How to Smooth Out the Edges As We Go…).

And just think… this is a far, far more easy and graceful way of progression (as I tell so many with whom I work, “easy and graceful” is all a relative thing)…

Upon realizing all of this, I’ve finally been able to embrace the full commitment of what it is I volunteered to do. Essentially, it’s quite a varied and inspired array of powerful ways to help others to look in the mirror, once and for all, so they will see the Divine within.

And when I say it’s inspired… let’s say I’m really taking the bull by the proverbial horns…  LOL!

I know my life is changing, and will transform even more radically as we move forward. I’ve joked over the past several years of remembering my Self that I’ve (re)discovered I’m apparently quite the audacious spiritual adventurer, in being reminded of what I’ve signed up to do. It will actually be that way for many of us in some way, shape, or form… some moreso than others, depending on what we’ve agreed to do during the climax of this magnificent symphony! So, part of my quietude over the past several weeks is the pervading feeling that I’ve needed this period to step back, take a deep breath, and prepare… to stay saturated in love and gratitude for where I am, RIGHT NOW, in every moment…as I prepare to take the leap off of the next cliff, even without having full conscious remembrance of what’s below… except that I’ve CHOSEN to go there!

So, no need for any “new year’s resolutions” – it’s more like a “new age pledge”… and that simply is to BE ME, the whole shebang, fully and completely! I will live every single moment beyond the scope of what we can imagine today, to live in faith and love at a much, much higher level than ever before, and to be ready to dive from a new cliff at every given moment! I accept, commit to, and embrace what my soul’s purpose is, to all of the elements for which I volunteered – regardless of what that might look like from the 3D level – even though I don’t even know the full scope of it yet. I accept and embrace not only pushing my boundaries, but in releasing boundaries (and “boxes”) altogether…

This is truly a new age… and the fun is just beginning. Change is how we CHOOSE to experience it.

How about you?

 

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