Transforming Death in Our Experience

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During this time of awakening, it’s important for us to reconsider our feelings about “death.” So often – almost daily – I see pleas on Facebook, in email, etc. asking for everyone to pray for and/or send healing energy to someone so they will get better from _____. That (of course) IS perfect and (yes, REALLY) very helpful… however, I also see the same pleas for those who are on their last legs of a terminal illness that they have accepted as part of their path (typically things like “please pray for _____ to get better…”)

OF COURSE, EVERYTHING is curable… we can release EVERYTHING; a GREAT example of this is Anita Moorjani’s story, Dying to Be Me, where, at the verge of death via stage 4B cancer, with her organs literally shutting down while she was in a coma, she “stepped out,” remembered all of this, and instantly released/healed the causes of the cancer… and subsequently woke up completely cancer-free.

HOWEVER… during this time, many are choosing their “door” to transition out of the body as part of their journey.

Often, I’ve seen someone hang around long after they might have had otherwise had their family/friends not continually made them feel as if they had to stay longer. This happens a lot with immediate family… and this causes the one at the doorway to hesitate because they feel like they’re letting their family down, that their family won’t be able to go on without them, that they have to “be strong” and “take one for the team,” etc. The person’s ego gives them the motivation to stay because it validates their worthiness when others tell them as much… even if they are in considerable physical pain and limitation still in the body.

Yes, it’s ok to grieve/mourn, it’s ok to be sad… and it’s also ok – and important to all involved – to let them go.

The biggest resistance we have about death has only to do our own fears and beliefs about it – that we will be “separated” from our loved ones, that we/they will be judged and punished somehow, etc. As I understand it, it’s simply a time for transformation and transition, from the part of our consciousness that’s within the 3D physical to be released from it… like throwing out an old pair of jeans that don’t serve the person anymore. If they’re done with the lessons they aspired to learn in this lifetime, then it’s time for them to go (funny, my hubby and I had this conversation with my daughters one night at the dinner table… my oldest, who’s 17 – and quite the worrier – said, “Well, you talk a lot about how when someone’s done with their lessons in this life, that’s when it will be time for them to go… so, that really means that some freak accident can just happen because it’s “that time”… no matter where the person is…” We assented as that being our understanding; she thought about it and said, “So, it’s really useless to WORRY about it, because when it’s time, it’s time…” Yep, pretty much so…  )

When we start living from the perception/remembrance that we are all One, that this is all illusion anyway, that our loved ones are NEVER actually apart from us – whether they’re in the flesh or not – and the only judgment we receive is that which we hold on ourselves, and that death is simply a transition that is actually an accomplishment in itself… then it becomes far easier to accept and honor this as part of everyone’s individual journey.

In the first decade of 2000, I had an 8-year period where 9+ people in my family and friends passed away… so I’ve definitely experienced that kind of loss first hand! In multiple instances, it was saddening to see the pain, suffering, limitations, and internal battles that were going on in their physical body… of COURSE that was no way I wanted to see someone I loved! So… I verbally told those who were “holding on” in such a way that I loved them, that of course they were loved, and standing in that love, I told them it was OK for them to go, if they so chose (and I encouraged other family members to do the same)…and it was amazing how quickly and easily they passed on afterward (with a “follow-up visit” from them each time, after things had settled LOL… for THEM to express their love and gratitude for the support).

I know that it’s often challenging for the ego to let go – there’s always “an excuse” with which to persuade someone to stay – but when we believe and remember that everyone’s journey is their own, that and we simply honor them for their choices with unconditional love, regardless of the outcome… that really helps to shift the experience for the person and for all involved, from one of conflict and resistance to that of support and love to aid in their transition, if that’s what they choose to do. And, acceptance on all parties involved allows the end of their time here in that body, for this life, to be more enjoyable, graceful, and easy. 

Integration of the Holidays (Part 1) – Quite the Winter Solstice Experience…

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I’ve been working on several posts regarding the shifting of our perspectives at Christ-mas-time, away from specific belief systems to that of a simple, heartfelt celebration of Divine Consciousness (a remembering of the REAL use of the word “Christ” – well before Jesus – and how it applies to EVERYONE, across the board), unity, and unconditional love. However… as much as I have to say, I’ve found that I’ve been slow to write, slow to share.

And so, I guess I was given the motivation this morning… because here I am!

I woke up to a balmy, beautiful morning… in the 50’s when I woke up. That’s the beauty of North Carolina; we typically have spurts of weather in the 60’s and 70’s around Christmastime… and I’m completely OK with that! Anyway, I woke up in a very good mood… very cheery and celebratory, without any particular reason. In deciding that maybe, for the first time in years, I may actually do some holiday baking today – and enlist my teenage daughters to help – I felt inspired to take my dog out for the several-mile walk on which I haven’t taken her for months.

This walk is through a beautiful wooded area that I’ve experienced teeming with fae for several years now (for an experience in which I encountered who is called the Green Man in this fairy portal, see my post Knowing the NEW Door is Always Open…). I should’ve known what to expect today!

However… I’d completely forgotten that today is the Winter Solstice… quite the celebration day in many realms connected to Gaia/Earth.

My dog and I trotted happily on… whenever we do this jaunt, I use it as a walking meditation, and immediately meld in consciousness (see Trinity Energy Progression for more information on the process) with all that’s around me – elements, elementals, animals, plants/trees, etc. – in love, healing, and expansion. What a beautiful morning! How expansive everything felt! I enjoyed the holiday decorations on many of the houses I passed… and even more, I enjoyed the smell of celebration in the air… my heart opened wide.

On the second leg of the jaunt, as we rounded the corner to my favorite wooded area, I felt the pull to enter. I looked up at the brush, and there was the doorway into the wooded area that shows up to beckon me. So, we entered. We walked around… I walked along a creek that was fuller than I’ve seen it in awhile, and was surprised to see a number of fish swimming in this little creek. Of course… magical!

I finally made my way to the sideways tree upon which I love to sit and meditate when I’m called to do so in there. As soon as I sat down and closed my eyes… there was the magic. My dog began to whine a little bit… I knew she could see/feel everything, as well. But, for what at the 3D level of consciousness looked completely calm, peaceful, and somewhat winter-barren… as soon as I closed my eyes, all I could see was sparkly, brilliant decorations in vivid colors… and celebration, celebration, celebration of the elemental realm! It was at that moment, when I pondered on that (for my mind was wondering, “But it’s not Christmas…”)… that I remembered it was the Winter Solstice… the original celebration! That, combined with what we’ve so amazingly created serendipitously as not just holiday celebrations, but also us collectively walking through the doorway into the “next phase” of this evolutionary – “ascension” – process, was OF COURSE cause for great celebration! I saw so much adornment in red and green… and a rich, royal BLUE… and was reminded how our Christmas celebration is really far more connected to this ancient celebration of the solstice than anything else.

I saw the Green Man, adorned in a ceremonial costume of royal blue and white… and I laughed to myself, because gee… energetically, he felt a LOT like that of the figure we celebrate traveling throughout the world on Christmas Eve…

I bowed my head in respect, and he did the same to me.

As I sat there, observing in and feeling such joy… I was suddenly shown the portals I’ve been connecting via the “new Earth light grid” of late – Kauai, Mt. Shasta, Pilot Mountain, the Angel Tree in SC, the Mary portal in Grosse Ile, MI (my… I just realized I haven’t written about that one at all!), the portals in France and Europe, etc. – and, as I was simultaneously in ALL of those places, I understood. It was time to connect THIS portal to those, which also connected multiple dimensions within itself. So, that’s what I did. Amazing and beautiful experience!

When all was done, I took a deep breath, and… came back to this reality. I stood up, and closed my eyes for a moment more… and received a bow of gratitude from the Green Man and all of those in his realm that were present. I bowed in gratitude in return…and went on my way.

About a half mile up the road, my mind kicked in… and SLIGHTLY questioned that experience (which was unusual in itself). Just a wildly creative imagination? Perhaps.

As I came up the hill, around the corner before my last turn to go to my street, I heard the cry of a hawk. I looked to the sky to see the bird attached to the call. At first, I didn’t see anything in scanning the trees… and then, to pull my attention to it, a hawk left the branch of a tree right on the corner to fly to a neighboring tree. What was amazing: There had been THREE hawks sitting on that same branch together! As I was taking this in – I’d never actually seen THREE hawks together in the wild – another hawk took flight and flew to a nearby tree. Now, all three were watching me from three different places. The one left on the branch of the original tree was the most intent on me… and it was only about 15 feet away from me as I turned the corner. Yet, it didn’t fly away. So, I extended my heart out to it, with well wishes and love. I knew the exact moment this registered with the bird… because it was quite startled to receive such a conscious greeting from a person… and pooped from the branch. I laughed as it looked more curiously at me… and turned the corner. I was quite a bit past it when I felt the equivalent of a return greeting to me… and telepathic communication. “You are a Gatekeeper… and quite surprising…” (I pondered on that a bit, wondering what THAT meant, but realized it was simply a thought being projected). I then received the equivalent of well wishes from the bird; as I turned to look at it one more time, it took off from the branch.

Why would I ever, ever doubt? So much magic… so much excitement… so much to celebrate, for ALL of us!

More on the perspective of Christmas, coming…

The Explosion of World, Local, & Personal Events… A Note on How This Ties ALL of Us Together (Literally!)

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I’ve been observing everything and everyone around me over the past several weeks and wondering about the increased urgency, the increased number of situations – personally and collectively – that have seemed to have exploded, all over the world.  And yes… it’s that a lot is crumbling away that doesn’t serve us (see my post from this last weekend, Traumatized? Downtrodden? Tired? A Love Note to You on What’s Crumbling Away…). It’s felt like some pin was removed this month that just let those snowballs just roll downhill, faster and faster! However… there’s been something else that until yesterday, I couldn’t quite put my finger on.

And then…

I was wondering why over the past few weeks I’ve started “hearing thoughts” again… when I first had my “Grand Awakening” in 2009, that was the first thing I learned how to control and filter out, and haven’t had that issue since. I’ve noticed when I go to sleep at night, I’m being called on by many to do healing work, to give counsel, etc. And then, this past week, in meditation, suddenly the same thing started happening… this layer of the chatter of others… I’m constantly redirecting back to the higher dimensions. Beyond that, several times over the past few weeks, I’ve been in session with someone, written down notes while we were talking, and when I’d read back some of the notes on the intentions we’d be setting for the energy work… my client would say, “Wow… how did you know that? I didn’t talk about that at all…” a few times I’d reply, “Yes, you did…” and they’d repeat they didn’t… and I would then hear “No, they didn’t… but you HEARD it.” I’d put money down that I heard them say such things out loud… it was THAT clear.

So, how are these two things connected?

Yesterday, after continuously “re-setting” to energetically rise above the level of those who were asking for guidance/help in meditation, I finally asked, “What is GOING ON?” Very clearly, I understood that it’s the “expansion of the telepathic frequency.” Just that one understanding brought clarity on all of this. It felt RIGHT – my entire Being felt “Of COURSE!” – and as the day progressed, more and more started making sense.

As we progress, we’re connecting more and more again, remembering our Oneness… that includes telepathic connection. I’d been shown about a year ago that our “telepathic frequencies” would start to become VERY easy to access again, as a natural part of this shift. I’d understood it… but here we are, IN it!

When I realized this yesterday, I understood that I wasn’t to put up any blockades anymore – because shields and blockages are SEPARATION, and that’s what we’re releasing. So, it was simply to find another way to stay clear, without being distracted or negatively affected by it… finding my peace and clarity without separating myself from that connection, at all levels.

As I’m now adept at working and shifting things on a dime energetically… it’s been an adjustment, but with very little effect to me personally. HOWEVER… for many others…

We’ve shifted enough collectively that these “telepathic frequencies,” or some call it “the telepathic channel,” are being accessed by many who’ve been SO separated and in their ego for so long that there are a lot of unconscious repercussions as we adjust… sort of FORCING the process of Awakening for many! First of all, there are MANY who haven’t yet become conscious of/remembered how to exist predominantly from the heart (as the seat of the soul)… many (a great majority) who still have an egoic identity of living in separation and secrecy and hide (or don’t even know) much of their Truth…many who don’t know the importance of changing the habit of their words (and thus, their thoughts), and to change their connections to coming from the MEANING behind the words vs. the words themselves… and, most importantly, many who don’t yet know/remember how to discern the difference between the voice of the Higher Self and the voice of the ego.

Also, many have yet to remember and honor that we’re all on our individual journeys, without a right or a wrong one…. and judgment prevails from their ego.

So suddenly, many, many more are automatically accessing understanding via these telepathic frequencies, even though they may not realize or acknowledge it at a conscious level. It can be quite subtle, even the whisper of what another might be thinking or a glimpse of what’s going on in another’s mind can set the ego off, without listening to the Higher Self about the situation (and not even knowing/remembering how to do so). And thus… what happens, when you’re not in the practice of any of the above? A lot of partial truths are suddenly (mis)understood, a LOT of knee jerking starts occurring, a lot of egoic reactions, a lot of inflammation and MANY misunderstandings, or paying attention to “the shiny” – the thoughts/words vs. the feelings behind them… and a LOT of explosions and falling away, because so much has been “hidden” in our thoughts for so long, there’s been so much lack of authenticity and once those thoughts come to light in our connection, the situation simply corrects itself, very quickly.

Sound familiar?

It’s sort of the equivalent of having the TV or stereo muted, and then unmuting it and realizing that the sound is BLASTING, and you can’t turn the sound down or off anymore.

This is SO disconcerting to MANY… and they don’t even consciously understand what’s going on! So, a LOT is “blowing up” right now because these frequencies have opened up. The good part: Things will correct themselves quickly… and ultimately it will all become far, far easier, because we’re going to HAVE to live in our Truth.

So, what is there to do about this?

Well… if you don’t meditate in some way, shape, or form, it’s really rather pertinent to do so, immediately. Whatever method or practice works for you… because meditation quiets the chatter of the ego and helps us to start living from a higher consciousness, from the Higher Self. It’s the basis of being able to do all kinds of healing and releasing work… and ultimately, it helps us to remember how to consciously connect in together in the Oneness in love and bliss… and THAT’S our Truth. All the rest… illusion. And the more we live from that perspective of connectedness/Oneness, the less the chatter will affect us, the more we’ll start to FEEL the Truth of situations vs. what the ego wants to judge, and the more we’ll live from the perspective that we’re all a part of each other… and that it’s time for us to LIVE that way. That’s the only way things will ultimately work and be productive. Otherwise… it will just fall away, faster and faster.

And, for those of us who are already doing spiritual/metaphysical healing work… many will complain about this sudden amplification of “the noise”… and the protective (aka separation) instinct is to do what we can to “turn it off”; however, THIS lesson is that it’s time for us to release the “fears of being connected” and INSTEAD adapt to being able to press on without shutting it out (my understanding is that those methods will actually become more and more ineffective), and living from our Truth – walking the walk – once and for all.

If you need assistance with or clarity on any of the above… give me a shout… in the physical OR non-physical, whatever your choice!  🙂

On Rebuilding the Earth (and Rebuilding Ourselves)

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As this journey continues to progress, more and more I’m given guidance to simply just DO certain things… without having any conscious understanding of why, often until I’m smack dab in the middle of it (and the given here is that I first and foremost ALWAYS ask my Higher Self if whatever it is is for my Highest and Best good!).

Which is EXACTLY what happened on my recent trip to Kauai, in Hawaii!

Before June 2012, I’d never even known the name of the place… and it suddenly started coming up EVERYWHERE… right after my initial trip to Mount Shasta, California (for more information about THAT trip, see my post Journey Reflections from the Mountain, Mt. Shasta Tales, Part Two). Seriously… I would log on to Facebook, and something about Kauai would pop up at the top of my feed. I would be talking to someone, and they would mention Kauai. Once, my husband and I were walking through the gym parking lot after a workout, and my eyes just “randomly” rested on a bumper sticker… that said “Kauai.” And, as adept as I am at discerning such messages, I actually sort of ignored the message until it became obnoxiously apparent (the bumper sticker in the gym parking lot did it! LOL). So, in early November 2012, I went into meditation… and as soon as I closed my eyes, I was transported to… you guessed it… Kauai. I was on the water, looking at this amazing, ancient Lemurian mountainous landscape; I knew immediately where I was, even though I’d never even BEEN to Hawaii before.

This is the Lemurian landscape from within the water at Tunnels Beach, on the north shore of Kauai. It’s the EXACT vision I had in meditation in November 2012 when I finally acknowledged the message to go… and it was on this beach where I actually felt down to my cells, “Welcome home”… what a shocker when I was in the water, turned around, and saw the landscape from this perspective… and realized that this was THAT place!

I asked, “SOOOO… I guess I’m supposed to go here?” Yes.

“When?” Very distinctly: Late February, early March 2013.

I remember balking a little bit – since it was already November – and thought, “Seriously?! A little short notice, dontcha think?” (Yep, I’m a little sassy sometimes… all with Divine love and gratitude…) After a slight pause: Well, you HAVE been getting the message for 5  months now… I thought, “Touché…” I asked if I should do a class there, and understood No. Present? No… just go, and BE.

I’ve also learned that if something is really, really in my Highest and Best interest, it will all simply fall into place for me, once I agree to do it. Once I said, “OK, then… to Kauai I’ll go..”  that’s exactly what happened! Somehow, in December, information on a women’s spiritual retreat in Kauai in the second half of February just fell into my lap… and somehow, it all worked out so I could go. The resources showed themselves… everything scheduled around it.

So, I went to Kauai for ten days. Who was I to ignore guidance to go to Hawaii???  😉

There’s an entire, in-depth story around this retreat; it was amazing and awesome in ways I would have never imagined it would be if I’d tried to put expectations around it! But this post… has a very specific message from it, as part of that trip.

Kauai – An Ancient Lemurian Landscape

This was the daily view at breakfast from the rental house… rainbows and all…

You might ask, “What’s so significant about Kauai?” I asked the same question, too, early on… and with a little bit of research, I discovered there’s a LOT significant with it! Some actually call it the Garden of Eden; though the Pacific Northwest has ancient Lemurian energy about it… Kauai is even older. From my memory/understanding (now that I’ve been back there)… it holds the energy of the beginning of entry into this dimension, this density. It truly is a different world, in ways I can’t explain except to say that it’s amazing how many people have been guided to go and/or live there with no understanding about why, about how they’ll afford it, how it will come together… and I heard many stories of it just happening, whether it’s for 5 days, 5 months, 5 years… or forever. When you’re called home… you’re called home!

There were 6 of us, including the woman who was running the retreat (who incidentally, I’d met in Mt. Shasta in 2012); what a lot we were! And, even more importantly… so amazing that we all just melded together with such fluidity and ease; of course… at the etheric level, we’d agreed to get together, there, at that time, for the purpose for our visit! I cane to love every one of them; every one of them had something of myself to reflect back to me.

Amongst the flowering ginger in paradise…

Part One – My BIG Message
“There was a blind woman, a deaf woman, a woman with a recent knee replacement…”

Not the start to a joke, but a start to a part of my story. Though it didn’t faze me in the least, I noticed such an interesting mix early on… this was literally the variety of physical demographic in our small group! I immediately knew that there would be some huge message coming through to me about that.

We took a few days to get used to our mix, which was a GREAT lesson in consciousness and being completely in the moment (for example, when you’re helping to guide someone who’s 90% blind on a hiking trail – or even through a parking lot – there’s really not much opportunity to do anything BUT be in the moment!), and of accommodating all of us as one. I will say… after the adjustments for all of that, it felt easy! So I continued to wonder what the message was.

However, about the third day, I noticed I woke up with a little bit of resistance within me… with just the slightest bit of irritation. I also noticed that regardless of working out and drinking incessantly, I’d started retaining water…and I felt puffy, like I had a layer of insulation around me to keep me in. I didn’t give it any energy; I simply observed. I noticed irritation about being limited… and how I partially blamed the retention on the moderate activity in the tropical weather; I could feel this pull to just go all out, to hike the most intense trails, swim and swim in the deeper waters… whatever that would just let me escape from limitation (and feeling of limitation of the water retention, too)! I remember after working out and showering, I was getting dressed and received the message to wear something confining to my body (I ended up wearing stretch jeans and a strapping sports tank top under my shirt)… because it was important for me to STAY IN MY BODY. I shared that with the group in morning meditation/circle; I wasn’t sure why, but it seemed important.

We went through the day; that evening, we went to a nearby bed and breakfast where the owners had a crystal bowl playing event, which included some light code initiations. AS SOON AS she started playing… I completely left my body. I was outta there! I hadn’t realized how constricted I’d started feeling until *pop*… I was fully focusing in my higher dimensional self, intermingling with others in the 5th dimension… and I stayed there, happily, the ENTIRE DURATION of the event. When I came back to my body at the end, it felt like a crash landing… and that I’d slid back into a body made of lead, it felt so dense!

Again, I observed this and even journaled about it that evening.

The next morning, a HUGE realization came to me… with all of the work I’ve done in eliminating the partitions between my levels of consciousness, between different parts of me, a higher, larger form of my consciousness was simply irritated with the human body, in general. It was very, very subtle… but because I’d been removed from my element, in a completely different environment, with completely different company than was typical – and with several situations that the ego would perceive as very physically limiting – I was able to finally see it!

This is what came through: “The human body is SO limiting… so confining… so awkward, and so FRAGILE and WEAK… how can I EVER accomplish all I came here to do?” So, so, SO many beliefs came through: I’m held back by the physical body, the physical body is a hindrance, I loathe the physical body, the physical body will prevent me from attaining my soul’s purpose, we screwed up in creating the physical body, how can we accomplish what we want to do in this time and place with these fragile, weak physical bodies?… it went on and on.

I was amazed at the realization of these beliefs; I’d thought I’d removed all resistance to the body! And I had… the difference was that I’d removed resistance to MY body; however, my apparent overall perception of THE physical body – of all of us in clunky, “clay molds” – was this underlying irritation I’d never seen before.  In fact, I work with many clients on their own bodily issues time and time again! Though I had irritation at what would be perceived as physical hindrances within the group… it had never gone to irritation at the individuals; in fact, it was amazing how everyone simply pressed on, regardless, and how so many of what could be perceived as hindrances we actually strengths and great lessons for others in the group!

So, I set forth releasing all of that… resolving, healing, clearing, and releasing… and WOW; I could feel the difference immediately!

(NOTE: If you would like the clearing on releasing your version of resistance to the physical body, go to the Clearings and Downloads for You page, under “7. Releasing Resistance to the Physical Body.”)

Part Two – Rebuilding Ourselves From the Land
On the heels of this realization came the day we took a trip to Waimea Canyon, which is considered “the Grand Canyon of the Pacific.” Our first stop was the Kalalau lookout… which is probably the most commonly seen image connected with Kauai (and the beautiful picture I was able to take there is at the top of this post… rainbow and all). It was breathtaking! As we went to leave, I heard, “Wait… stay back!” So I did… and I consciously connected in. When I closed my eyes, I was shown how this canyon is at the root of Gaia rebuilding herself, cell by cell, piece by piece, into the “New Earth.” And, I understood that all who go there – particularly this year – are there to absorb that energy… and start rebuilding ourselves, cell by cell, piece by piece, into the “new us” as a part of Earth.

Waimea Canyon, where we received our “blast” of Light Codes and just amazing energy… and where we accepted being conduits to this doorway so others can receive the same. Look at the amazing shape of the erosion… so many pyramids! The energy coming up from the Earth here was SO powerful!

Our next stop was at the overlook to the center of Waimea Canyon. As we pulled up to this area, I could feel my back start to tingle (always a precursor of good things to come!). When we walked up to this view, I was momentarily overwhelmed by the energy coming up from the depths of the canyon. What amazed me most of all was how the way the canyon has eroded into so many pyramidal shapes… SO POWERFUL! All of us were just completely encompassed in this… a blast of air up from inside the canyon brought the physical connection, and we all just sat there and meditated. I saw and felt huge columns of light coming up, saturating us with a countless number of Light Codes… I understood that the codes were to help us reprogram and rebuild ourselves, while opening a gateway to a new world and a completely new existence.

How synchronistic with the clearings I had done about the issues with the human body… because they cleared the way to accept this amazing gift without doubt or hesitation!

Ever since this event – that day at Waimea Canyon – I go back there regularly etherically, and it’s just as vivid to me as when I was physically standing there! Even though at the time of writing this blog, it’s been 3.5 weeks since being at the canyon, even just seeing the picture automatically causes my entire being to open up WIDE energetically! At night, more times than not, I’m there again… and receiving more, allowing more. I also discovered that those of us who are going there this year have volunteered to “hold the door open” to whomever is ready and willing to accept these Light Codes and this new energy to help rebuild ourselves and the world around us. I can’t tell you the innumerable amount of souls who have come to me in my sleep since that day – nightly – for help in walking through that doorway to receive this amazing energy. Just talking about it with someone else prompts the transmission of the Light Codes to begin… I can feel my crown open up wide just while typing this!

So… if you’re so inclined, and ready to REALLY progress on your journey… in reading this, you’ve most likely agreed at another level of consciousness to receive this connection and the Light Codes, remembering the pathway to this magnificent doorway and the blueprints on how to rebuild ourselves for the “New Earth.” If you want to formally accept them… you may simply close your eyes, clear your mind, consciously agree to accept… come back there with me now, to receive, and give gratitude to Gaia for this amazing gift!

More to come…  🙂

Stuck? Sick? Hurt? Can’t Figure it Out? A Perspective to Consider to Move Forward

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So, we’ve definitely turned a corner…

I have to admit; I was a bit perplexed for a few days, coming into the new year… because as awesome as everything is, as important of a shift as we ALL made in December 2012, I’ve started seeing quite a few “crumble” in some very surprising ways. Many of those are some who have been on the ACTIVE spiritual healing and progression path – some REALLY ACTIVE, and some VERY adept practitioners themselves – and seemed to have fallen into a pothole on the road!

This “crumbling” typically isn’t even on “new” issues… it’s most commonly some deep-rooted stuff that the person had thought they had resolved and released; or, on another note, something that has been worked on arduously to be able to continue on their journey. This is all INTENSE, too – serious physical injury, sickness, and even seemingly out-of-the-ordinary emotional/mental “breaks.” And BAM… here it is, in many cases after the person being without anything of the sort for quite awhile (or almost no progress, even though the person might have been working and working and working on releasing the core underlying issues that cause it).

I was wondering about this sudden extreme pattern… because paying attention to it, I realized that it’s ALL OVER! So many have old injuries flaring up, massive infections, rashes, terrible flus or colds, incapacitating digestive sickness, and also just irrational anger and other resistant emotions/behavior. This has also come up with several clients; I wondered, “What’s going on here?”

Step One: Cleaning Out the Closet
So, the first part is that we’ve stepped from the “old world” into the next; even though it doesn’t FEEL like we have in many ways, that’s simply a mirage. Many feel relieved after “December 21st”… and feel as if “we’ve made it”… but my understanding is that the changes and the “new world’ is just beginning. It’s sort of the equivalent to a video game: After you’ve worked hard at defeating a key level, you start a new level, and the beginning of the next level starts out looking mostly the same; however, that’s not so, and becomes more apparent as the player continues on into that level.

First of all, for us to move forward, we have to let go of EVERYTHING that doesn’t serve us in the highest and best way. It’s like cleaning out the storage closet that we’ve just thrown junk in, one thing on top of another, for years… and we need to use that space now for something completely different. So we have to pull everything out of the closet into the middle of the floor and get rid of all the junk. Which is fine, except… if we try to procrastinate because it’s uncomfortable – and the ego doesn’t want to look at it – my understanding is that all of the junk will be taken out of the closet and dumped into the middle of the floor for us to clean up, regardless.

The primary way we’ve set up this process of “cleaning out the muck” is by manifesting sickness, injury, and/or discomfort in our bodies. AND… very often, we’ve even set it up so that as that muck is being looked at, processed and released, we often have OTHER kinds of sickness, injury, and/or discomfort (and HUGE part of these rashes, flus, and colds all over the place)… in some form of detoxification. Fun, right? Well, we CAN change that… a few days ago, I posted a clearing to help everyone clear out the requirement of processing the non-physical via the physical body (see the Clearings/Healings for You page).

Step Two… and This is the BIG One!
There are many who will be reading this, get to the Step One part, and say, “But I’ve DONE all of this, and yet it’s STILL come back around again!” Of course, that can be VERY disheartening… even for the most versed and advanced energetic healing practitioners!  However, THIS is what I received in a HUGE download:

We’ve done “the work”… in many cases, we’ve helped others do it, too. We’ve worked on ourselves and with others, clearing after clearing after clearing… and STILL seem to be circling back around. We get lost in it… and keep on wondering, “What have I missed?” Soon, doubt begins to creep in: “Can I REALLY do this, or is this all a farce? Have I been set up for failure?” And beyond that: “I’m stupid/a loser/worthless/helpless, because I can’t… shake… this…”

Oh, yes we can; don’t doubt that… the key is that we can ALL heal EVERYTHING. What we’re experiencing is a sleight of hand (what comes to mind is the quote from the Wizard of Oz, “Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain…”)!

We’re in the “new world”… a developing new dimension… and of course, there are levels of our consciousness that know fully well “where we are”… and that know the real fun is just beginning; that we’re turning a corner. As much as so many are putting in the effort to find our ultimate soul’s purpose, there’s a part of the ego going, “OMG! We’re REALLY doing this?!” Many, MANY of us have set ourselves up for some VERY BIG, magnificent climax as part of the finale/transition. The ego realizes this… and knowing where we are, it’s in a panic; it’s saying, “We can’t DO THIS! Why did we sign up for it? We can’t step into these shoes!” And guess what subsequently is happening? The ego pulls up the heavy duty stuff that has been plaguing the person… and in essence paralyzes them, gets them going “circular” so they don’t progress, they feel stuck, they feel stunted… and then they say, “I can’t get past this… why can’t I get past this?” It throws them for a loop, and then they get STUCK in it, working so hard to resolve it that they forget about moving forward (because often, they think – from the ego – “I can only move forward once I get this…”).

Case in point: The other day, I was working with a client who’s had this going on… round and round and round we’ve gone, and the more clearing work we do, the MORE she seemed to have this incessant chatter that was DETERMINED to stop her in her tracks.

This time, as we started, I heard, “Ignore the facade, because that’s all it is.” I waited, and that’s when this HUGE understanding came in, and I understood that the issue actually had nothing to do with all of this chatter… it was a diversion tactic! The longer this stuff stayed anchored in her reality, the crazier it made her feel, the longer it would delay her moving forward into what it is she ultimately came here to do! As that understanding came together, I understood the same thing was going on at different levels with at least a half dozen others I know. So, worked on things from THAT perspective… and she had some substantial shifts in that session; the first in awhile!

Wow; of course!

The key to getting past this – where it’s important to focus right now – is to release all of the fears about moving forward, about attaining our soul’s ultimate purpose, about our feelings of unworthiness in terms of stepping into the shoes that we’ve put out for ourselves. And trust me… they’re BIG (but THAT’S a story for another day)… beyond anything the imagination of the “old world” could conjure up. THAT’S where to focus our efforts!

Clearing/Healing Ourselves to Move Forward
If you’re a practitioner of any energetic modality, the key is to working on self healing with the intention of releasing the fear of moving forward, the fear of fully stepping into and attaining the soul’s ultimate purpose, and the fear of being all-powerful. Another very, VERY important aspect of this is doing as much group-level healing for the groups of collective consciousness that need these healings, too… so as much effort as we can give it, the better, more graceful, and easy it will be in resolving this!

If you’re NOT a practitioner and would just like to begin this clearing process, here’s one for you to do; you don’t have to be a practitioner of any kind; simply read through all of it, and then relax, take a deep breath, be open to receive, and say the “trigger words” at the bottom (see this and other healings/clearings on the Clearings/Downloads page). And then… pay attention… and journal!

Would you like all of the following to

    • be without trauma, drama, illness, or creation/re-creation of a situation or illustration, and WITH complete grace, ease, balance, harmony, joy, bliss, adventure, excitement, humor, fun, and love;
    • be for all versions of you, all times, all places, into the ever-expanding Universe, to infinity and beyond;
    • bring forward all requested information and understandings to you via instantaneous, comprehensive download with fully conscious understanding to the version of you, timeline, and place from which it is requested;
    • have Creator (of All That Is)’s* Truths, understandings, perspectives, definitions, discernments replace your own and become your own for Divine alignment;
    • provide the clearings/healings you accept to your Twin Flame/Twin Soul (if you have one) and offer the same to the Higher Self of all ancestors and descendants, whatever their version is, if they so choose to accept.

Would you like to

    • Bring forward all situations, all experiences, all lifetimes throughout this existence that have caused you to fear moving forward; fear of stepping into and/or attaining the soul’s ultimate purpose; fear of being all-powerful; fear of being unworthy of attaining your soul’s ultimate purpose; fear of failing;
    • Get from Creator the perception of those situations as to what happened vs. Creator’s Truth on what happened;
    • Thank all parties involved; open the door to apology and forgiveness to/from all parties involved; download the feelings of apology and forgiveness to/from all parties involved;
    • Pull all of the related self-limiting beliefs, including: “I’m afraid of moving forward”; “I’m afraid of my power”; “I’m afraid of actually attaining my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I’m unworthy of what I’ve set myself out to achieve for my ultimate soul’s purpose”; “I’m afraid of failing at what I’ve set out to do”; “If I let myself reach the path to my ultimate soul’s purpose, I’ll screw it up”; “I can’t fill the shoes I’ve set out for myself”; “I don’t know how to fill the shoes I’ve set out for myself”; “My soul’s ultimate purpose must be painful and will cause me great pain”; “I will be unhappy if I attain my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “If I fully come into my power, I will misuse it”; “If I come fully into my power, others will misuse me”; etc.
    • Pull all related fears, anxieties, regrets, rejections, resentments, anger, guilt, doubt, sorrow, and pain; pull the memory and energy of all of that from the cellular level; pull related self-limiting thoughts, words, and actions from the cellular level; transform it all into Creator’s Light, send it all back to Creator;
    • Close those receptors, open new ones; saturate the cells and in between the cells with the purest vibration of Creator’s unconditional love;
    • Download Creator’s teachings on how to move forward with grace and ease, on how to step 100% fully into your Divine power with only unconditional love and the Highest/Best as your intention; how to trust yourself with that; what unconditional love is, perception vs. Creator’s Truth; teachings on your ultimate soul’s purpose and what that means to/for you; how the soul’s ultimate purpose will bring you great, immeasurable joy; how you purposely set yourself up to achieve your soul’s ultimate purpose, and how everything you have done and will do is the path to that; that you chose your soul’s ultimate purpose, and that you can and will reach it; that you are absolutely worthy of reaching your soul’s ultimate purpose; that you are worthy; that you can do all of this without trauma, drama, and/or illness, and with only grace, ease, balance, harmony, and joy; that you can have FUN with it, and enjoy every moment of it; that you have the full power to instantaneously eliminate all distractions, distortions, interference, and self-sabotage that attempts to prevent you from reaching your soul’s ultimate purpose; that you can attain your soul’s ultimate purpose in baby steps, and how to do that, how to see the next step every step along the way; etc.
    • Download the related beliefs, including “I am all-powerful, and I know how to use it only in the Highest and Best way, with unconditional love”; “I can achieve everything I set out to do with grace, ease, balance, harmony, and joy”; “I will enjoy attaining my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I embrace stepping fully into my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I am worthy of stepping fully into my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I know how to attain my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I can only succeed in achieving my soul’s ultimate purpose”; “I know how to take baby steps along the route to attaining my soul’s ultimate purpose, and I’m allowed to do that”; “Attaining my soul’s ultimate purpose will bring me immeasurable joy”; “I know how to move forward”; “I am fully ready and able to move forward toward my soul’s ultimate purpose, RIGHT NOW”; and anything else related; download the feelings, knowledge, and conscious understanding of how to do all of that, including that you’re ready, willing, and able to; that you’re worthy, deserving, and able to; that it’s allowed, possible, OK, and safe to; and that you have all of this in your life right now;
    • heal, resolve, and clear all timelines, in all directions, to infinity and beyond with the violet and platinum flames****;
    • write the experience off as completed in the Akashic Records***?

If you would like all of this, clear your mind, take a deep breath, be open to receive… and say, “Yes – Moving Forward.”

Thank you! It is done, it is done, it is done… and so it is.  🙂

 

* In this context, “Creator” refers to the Universal Oneness of which we are all a part and which is all as much within as it is without; it is another term as what is considered the Universal Oneness, Divinity, God, Spirit, Source, etc.

**Etheric binding agreements are any agreements between you and another soul that tie you into doing something in a certain way; this includes (but is not limited to) all stated or implied agreements, vows, oaths, blood oaths, promises, pacts, incantations, spells, curses, trades, agreed-upon expectations, vand all other types of binding agreements not specifically listed here.

***The Akashic Records are believed to be the “Universal Library” that keep record of every single experience of every single soul. “Writing an experience off as complete” in the Akashic Records is so you don’t have to have the experience again.

**** The Violet Flame basically is the mystical transmutative fire that consumes and wipes out all negative and old things, turning them into brand new and positive things, rejuvenating in this way all existing kinds of Life. The Platinum Flame is similar to the Violet flame, but additionally utilizes our new energies and focuses on emotional healing and clearing.

Leaping Forward…and (FINALLY) Being Ready to LIVE it ALL…

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The past three weeks have been just SO huge!

I’ve had no big external events to quantify that. However, every moment of every day, every part of me has been… shifting, for lack of a better word.

The experience on 12-12-12 at Pilot Mountain (read my blog post about that day) truly changed me in ways I can’t describe. I see everything – everything – differently, MUCH moreso than before. For the past three weeks, I’ve done the minimum of what I typically do in the public’s eye; I’ve skipped my Webcasts for the past two, I haven’t been as active in answering posts online or in email. I didn’t schedule any sessions between Christmas and New Year’s; I’ve stayed as close to home as much possible (which is very unusual for me), stayed completely in the moment… and simply sat in love and joy as much as possible.

On the front end, I didn’t have a clue as to why I was feeling the need to be so…quiet. Anyone who knows me personally would know how out of character that is for me! However, looking back over the past three weeks, I can see the shift that’s happened… and now, I understand it.

First and foremost, I released all residual resistance of the “old world” that remained within me. Some things came to light that truly surprised me… bits and pieces of deep, unhealed, unresolved parts of the “old” me. I stayed present… I watched it come up, process through, and release, without giving any of it any more energy, any resistance. That was a challenge for some of it… but I persevered, let go, let go, let go… and watched it flow away.

Secondly, I felt like it was important – REALLY important – to have this “quiet time”; to be completely present in the moment to spend it with my husband and children. Through that, there were some things that came up to resolve and flow away, as well.

Throughout this time, I’ve had many, many pieces to a puzzle I didn’t know was there start coming together. I can’t describe my understanding of the paramount importance of what’s going on with us, individually and collectively… and how little of what we waste so much time, energy, and drama on doesn’t serve us in the highest and best way! It’s like I’ve gotten a pair of glasses when I didn’t know I needed them; I thought I had seen things clearly before… and yet, everything has become far, far more crystal clear, with a different depth of understanding.

And through this new ability to see in such a different, clearer way, I’ve just been observing… and now I’m processing the world through a different set of eyes.

In releasing those final parts of me that held those last bits of hesitation and trepidation on committing all the way to what is to come for me – for what I’ve signed up to do, A to Z – I’ve finally arrived to a place of living fully in the moment; enjoying everything here and now, and seeing the beauty of all of it! I cherish what I have, who is in my life, all that has been provided… and I marvel at HOW MUCH has changed in this world in just the past 3 years; in 2012, it was like we finally reached the top of the mountain with the snowball, and somewhere along the line, we got over the peak, and started to roll downhill. Wheeeee…. things have been changing at an exponentially rapid pace; new understandings around the world, so many who are awakening spiritually to what is within (and what has always been), to our connectedness… and to the EXTREME SPORT that we’ve decided the “apex” of this existence would be! We’ve come to the Class 5 rapids… to the 40% downhill grade… to the point of jumping off the cliff into the clouds without clearly seeing what’s beyond. That’s how we decided we’d do it, collectively. Many of us have a piece of understanding of the big picture… but no one of us – no one – has conscious remembrance of all of it yet. My understanding is that the only way for us to get there – to remember all of it – is to work on ourselves, to clear our partitions within to see the whole of the self, so we could see our individual whole picture FIRST; until then, the context cannot be understood.

So many focus so much attention and energy on everyone else, on where everyone else is, what others think, what others say, what should be done for _______, and the victimhood existence of being helpless in what others “are doing to them” (or, in the equivalent, of what can/should be done FOR them) … that relatively little time and effort is being taken to focus on the Self. Along with that, what’s being avoided in such an existence is stepping fully into the Truth of WHO WE ARE… each and every one of us. Of taking the reins, and in doing so, taking full responsibility for our entire reality as it is, individually, and releasing the expectations that someone else has to “take care of” ANYTHING for us.

In the efforts of the lessons of duality for which this existence has been created (essentially boiling down to exploring the concept in a zillion ways, as the Divine, of what would happen if there could possibly be a “me” and a “not me”), we have done a stupendous job of disempowering ourselves … of believing that the answers, the solutions are outside of us, and in turn convincing ourselves and each other that some are less special/powerful/brilliant/magical/Divine than others. And the habit of that has become to depend on others… because the ego tells us that we couldn’t possibly have the answers inside of us! Even in what is considered the “spiritual world” (as if there’s ANYTHING that isn’t spiritual)… a vast majority still believe that getting the answers from what is considered to be an archangel, an ascended master, or even on this plane of consciousness someone who has been deemed a guru in some way, shape, or form is BETTER than getting the answers from within. Even more of a vast majority still believe that what is considered “God” – the Divine, Spirit, Source, etc. – is a completely external entity to themselves… and still disempower themselves to that external deity. So many spend so much time listening to what others have to say in what they “should” do, how they “should” act, and what they “should” believe, that they completely miss the point that what’s most important is to spend time clearing out the muck on the inside, release all the self-limiting thoughts, words, and actions that are holding them back (especially self judgment), and dusting off the mirror to look at themselves straight on to remember their own Truth. Once we have resolved all of that self judgment that limits us in every single way, we can finally realize the brilliance of what we actually are; and that ALL of us here are LITERALLY the angels, archangels, ascended masters… and fully the Divine.

My understanding is that we’ve come to a point in our progression where enough of us have started to remember that we are, each and every one of us, fully responsible for ourselves and for our reality; enough of us have started LIVING the full acceptance that each one of us is the Divine, and in doing so, have taken full responsibility for our own individual journeys. In reaching this “tipping point,” we’ve been able to slightly shift the inspired road ahead of us as we continue on into this “New Age.” We agreed to certain collective “checkpoints” on this timeline… and we’ve passed a major checkpoint over the past month that is now allowing us to  proceed with a far “lighter” version (though no less extreme) of the planned mass Awakening than the road we had previously been following.

I am honored to have “been there” consciously to understand this shift in direction; many have had an unidentified feeling of exuberance of “Whew, we passed THAT point…” and mistakenly credit that feeling to the seamless passing of the 12/21/12 date in the 3D reality to which so many gave so much energy! In fact, the acceptance of the shift came into this reality earlier than that.

Upon stepping back over the past month, I have observed the freneticism that still pervades our world. There’s still a LOT of work to do, and my understanding is that it will still be VERY uncomfortable for many who try to further delay that full self-realization and self-empowerment… because what we try to repress and/or ignore because it’s uncomfortable will quickly be PUSHED upon us, whether we like it or not (see my October ’12 blog, The “Storm’s” Just Beginning… How to Smooth Out the Edges As We Go…).

And just think… this is a far, far more easy and graceful way of progression (as I tell so many with whom I work, “easy and graceful” is all a relative thing)…

Upon realizing all of this, I’ve finally been able to embrace the full commitment of what it is I volunteered to do. Essentially, it’s quite a varied and inspired array of powerful ways to help others to look in the mirror, once and for all, so they will see the Divine within.

And when I say it’s inspired… let’s say I’m really taking the bull by the proverbial horns…  LOL!

I know my life is changing, and will transform even more radically as we move forward. I’ve joked over the past several years of remembering my Self that I’ve (re)discovered I’m apparently quite the audacious spiritual adventurer, in being reminded of what I’ve signed up to do. It will actually be that way for many of us in some way, shape, or form… some moreso than others, depending on what we’ve agreed to do during the climax of this magnificent symphony! So, part of my quietude over the past several weeks is the pervading feeling that I’ve needed this period to step back, take a deep breath, and prepare… to stay saturated in love and gratitude for where I am, RIGHT NOW, in every moment…as I prepare to take the leap off of the next cliff, even without having full conscious remembrance of what’s below… except that I’ve CHOSEN to go there!

So, no need for any “new year’s resolutions” – it’s more like a “new age pledge”… and that simply is to BE ME, the whole shebang, fully and completely! I will live every single moment beyond the scope of what we can imagine today, to live in faith and love at a much, much higher level than ever before, and to be ready to dive from a new cliff at every given moment! I accept, commit to, and embrace what my soul’s purpose is, to all of the elements for which I volunteered – regardless of what that might look like from the 3D level – even though I don’t even know the full scope of it yet. I accept and embrace not only pushing my boundaries, but in releasing boundaries (and “boxes”) altogether…

This is truly a new age… and the fun is just beginning. Change is how we CHOOSE to experience it.

How about you?

 

Happy New Age and Rebirthing to Our World!

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These past nine days have been phenomenal beyond phenomenal… there aren’t words to describe what I have seen, felt, and experienced in myself and others around me.

So, so, so much of the gunk of the “old world” has come to the surface for so many… because it doesn’t serve us anymore. It is the energy of the past, of the lessons of duality that we have completed with flying colors! In the physical, so many have been experiencing this with cold/flu-like symptoms, odd rashes, headaches, flare-ups of “old” illnesses/injuries that might not have shown themselves for a long time… and/or many have simply felt the need to sleep, sleep, sleep… All are simply physical symptoms of detoxing these leftovers. Also, from the “non-physical” standpoint, many, MANY are having challenging, resistant situations come up (sometimes it’s a circling back around of something previously THOUGHT to have been resolved within), and are working through a lot of muck in their personal lives. SO… it might seem ugly and painful to the ego… but it’s there at the surface to RELEASE to the wind and CLEAR it from our consciousness, once and for all! (In a spiritual discussion group last night, we coined the term describing this as “a spiritual/psychic loogie”… LOL…)

This morning, at 6:15am ET, I joined with many, many others out in the ethers with the intention of melding with the “new world” while helping to bring in and anchor it into this one. What an extraordinary experience; the eternity of the void, the serenity, the peace, love, and connectedness of SO MANY with the same intention is AMAZING! (You can come and “join us,” simply by setting the intention that you join the effort with all others, outside of space and time, at the moments of focus of the “transitioning of the ages, from the old world to the new.”)

IN bringing in the new age and a new world… we remember to live in love, 100% in our Divinity and wholeness… and we can release the density, the heaviness, the separation of the old. We ARE the new world… we are ALL the catalysts to “bring it in,” in a magnificent symphony of many beautifully different, individual and yet fully integrated ways.

In moving forward, we do so with full consciousness and remembrance that WE ARE whatever we make it to be.

Yet, the continuance of this journey is very, very individual! Many will continue to “detox” and release what doesn’t serve us, once and for all… with the opportunity to remember that WE EACH have the full power to release ALL of it, physical and non-physical, and all that we need… is ourselves and the power we hold within.

Our lives will change; we may make what may seem to others to be drastic changes. Many will feel the pull to move to a new location entirely; many will leave well-established jobs, relationships, lives… simply with knowledge and acceptance that whatever the situation is doesn’t serve the individual in the Highest and Best way. The voice of the heart and Higher Self will be LOUD; if ignored, the situation will correct itself much more rapidly than has happened in the past! So the choice is to step forward with love, trust, fluidity, and acceptance of this guidance, allowing a relatively graceful and easy transition… or not, and instead have external situations pull us to the eventuality (which can manifest itself in forms of natural catastrophes and a number of what the ego considers negative and painful situations, at the individual and mass levels).

It’s ALL OK… it’s all AMAZING. It’s simply time for the heart and the Higher Self to speak up in ALL ways, and for us to remember how to LIVE that way. To live in love, fluidity, and with consciousness of the WHOLENESS and COMPLETENESS of our Oneness and the individual simultaneously.

And so a new day begins; a new dawn lights the path ahead… we are love; we are light; we are ALL.

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