Steps to Remembering the Spiritual/Intuitive Black Belt in ALL of Us…

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I remember, years ago, when I first started in Tae Kwon Do, I was a “no belt”… not even a white belt. I would look at the black belts and think, “Wow… what a long, long way to go. Can I do that? Really? Will I be able to break a cinder block with my bare hands… and all of those other things required?” And actually, I had moments of thinking, “Can I do really do that… ME?”

Once I stopped (or rather, my ego stopped) obsessing about that “long-off” goal – even though there were black belts present through the process to be a physical reminder of that goal – when I focused on what was at hand, one belt at a time – there were 10 belts in between no belt and black belt – I did eventually BECOME a black belt; actually, I went beyond that and later attained a 2nd degree black belt! And, because I had worked tirelessly through the basics, one step at a time, by the time I got there – to that first black belt test – it was second nature to me, because I had a strong command of the basics. Not only that… but I had a lot of FUN doing it!

Often, it’s no less overwhelming when starting out on the path to actively developing our spirituality and remembering how to tap in to our Divinity – or, in common terms, learning to regularly and accurately access our Higher Self, intuition, psychic ability – whatever you want to call it.

Now, I will say that I was sort of “thrown in” to doing this work… initially, it wasn’t something I consciously (knew that I) chose at the time. I fell open like a book when I had what I call my Grand Awakening… and had NO IDEA what was going on… besides wondering if I was going schizophrenic LOL! Though I had accumulated the uncovering of one natural Divine ability after another over my life before that time, I’d always looked at them as the equivalent of “parlor tricks”… fun and cool… but just something I could do, nothing more, nothing less. (For a more detailed account, see In the Rabbit Hole We Go.)

Since I’m a problem solver – I love puzzles – when the Grand Awakening occurred, of course I was voracious in finding out what was going on… and once I did, then concentrated on how to focus and funnel the menagerie of abilities I had naturally uncovered! However, I never stopped to think about it… never really thought about whether I could really “do it,” how long it would take… what it would take, and what that would mean. Essentially, I had set it up for myself to be so distracted that I circumvented having those same feelings I’d had when looking at the black belts at the onset of practicing Tae Kwon Do.

However, don’t get me wrong… I DEFINITELY know that feeling!

Often, when I work with clients and students on developing their innate intuitive abilities in one form or another (or many), I get the “deer in the headlights” look when we first start talking about developing their skills… especially when I get a specific message about a particular innate strength of the person, communicate it to them…and that person has no idea about the strength that lies within them. It’s largely because the ego starts projecting immediately – “I can’t do that!” “What if I can’t do that?” “Who… ME? Who am I to be able to do that?”

So, I tell them… STOP.

It goes back to changing our perception from the glass is half empty to the fact that the glass is ALWAYS full (see Seeing the Glass COMPLETELY Full, and Taking From It What You Will); we just have to remember that it is!

How different do you think it would be for those starting martial arts if they were told at the onset, “You already ARE a black belt… coming here and doing this is simply going to help you get back in to practice to remember that…and each belt level is another level of remembrance that you’ve uncovered…” Sounds a lot easier than trying to reach for something outside of you, doesn’t it?

It’s the same thing in terms of our intuitive, “magical,” Divine abilities… we’re ALL Divine, we ALL have ALL of those abilities (I promise), regardless of where you are right now… it’s simply a matter of getting back in to practice to remember how to access them. So, we break it down, and generally work on fluency in one ability or set of abilities at a time… and all we need to do is start with gaining command of the MOST basic, yet MOST important ones – such as simply quieting the chatter of the ego and remembering that fluid connection with the Higher Self to know whether what presents itself to you is for your Highest/Best, and whether it’s Truth for you.
Back in Tae Kwon Do, there were others who started around the time I did that became black belts more quickly than I did… and some did it more slowly. But you know what? We all got there in the end; how long it took and what we did to get there individually didn’t really matter. Again, it’s the same in terms of our spiritual/intuitive development: Some of us just take a blind flying leap off the cliff (sort of like I did)… some stop to look and test the air and then parachute down… and many decide to take the train down to the bottom (or simply walk) instead of leaping. That’s OK; everyone’s at their own pace… this is one thing that is definitely NOT a competition, and there is no one RIGHT or WRONG way or time frame in which to do it! It’s individual to each and every one of us. We’ll ALL get there, eventually… every single one of us.

So, yes, though we should have an idea where we’re going and what our goals are in doing this work on ourselves, the key is to stop looking at (and comparing ourselves to) everyone else, note who’s present and who can assist us, and just simply BEGIN the journey…. do the work (or play, as I call it), at our own pace. Practicing – or, remembering – mastery of the very basics, one step at a time, also helps to remind us how to experience the joy and excitement of being present completely in the now, where we are as individuals today, as we allow every single beautiful petal of ourselves to open up, into the magnificent, brilliant, menagerie of the Divine that we all are!

Reminiscent of Close Encounters… (NM Road Trip Revelations I)

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From the movie "Close Encounters of the Third Kind"

There’s just SO MUCH to cover about my road trip to New Mexico, that I COULDN’T WAIT to get started! This topic is VERY important for many, soooo, here I go; but first, a couple of things that are relevant to this posting, so bear with me…

Throughout my life, I have had cumulative but gradual experiences of opening up spiritually and intuitively… while I was working in the very left-brained corporate world, and then developing my own business. It was much like the exponential curve on a graph… a new type of “ability” here, a new one there…wait for it… wait for it…and then BAM! In 2009, I fell open like a book. Seriously! I tried to keep it separate from my professional life, but the more I went on and explored it… the further I opened up… and the more keeping those two parts of my life separate clashed and caused conflict. Consequently, I’ve finally accepted the inevitability… and this is now the focus and calling to which I’ve submitted, and enjoy it very much!

When I say opened up, it’s really an understatement. I started “hearing” thoughts, knowing the complex line of events to be in a moment’s contemplation, found it very easy to learn and practice energy healing, and also connected very easily to ascended masters, angels, archangels, and others of the Light (and then directly with Creator, especially once I learned ThetaHealing). About 6 months ago, I also started “connecting in” with other Beings – those who many might call “aliens”… but I simply call them Star Beings or Beings.  Those with whom I’ve connected are truly of some of purest love I have ever experienced. Regardless, here’s the thing: No matter how fantastic or out there something seemed when I was “told” it was highest Truth, it has always come to pass, in one way or the other.

Then, though I honestly never asked, last year I started receiving images and snip its of things to come, not only regarding the role I “signed up” to play, but also regarding Earth-level humanity.

Contrary to what many of the fatalists seem to want everyone to believe, it’s not about Doomsday at all…it’s absolutely phenomenal and beautiful! Is there drastic change involved? Absolutely… but change is how you want to perceive it; it can be your personal hardship or it can be your liberation! Much is very foreign as to how we’re living today… so I’ve been very reticent to share much of the insight I’ve received, except with those closest to me (though I admit, I’ve even held back some of the information from my husband – one of the most open-minded people I know – and I’m just finally feeling comfortable to share it with him NOW) . It was because of this that regardless of the amount of self clearing and healing I did, the fear of being considered a freak or judged obviously remained.

It also seems that often when I’m speaking with someone about this, and tell them that EVERYONE can do this, EVERYONE has the same ability, it just needs to be remembered… that I feel the person’s retraction, that the smile they give me is empty (“Yeah, sure…”).

So, it’s been only very, very recently that I’ve started becoming more comfortable openly discussing and utilizing my uncovered “abilities”… though there has still been some reticence unless it’s in discussion with those I know are already comfortable with the topic. However, in regards to some of the “bigger ticket” items – the humanity stuff, how I’ve “seen” the world in 1 year, 2 years, 5 years… I’m still very hesitant to share some of the details.

I was introduced to the messages of Kiesha Crowther (aka “Little Grandmother) in early 2010; hers was one set of many different visionaries and metaphysical presentations to which I had become exposed. Though I absolutely agreed with much of what she said, I never felt much of a “pull” to meet her in person or anything… until I kept on getting guidance in meditation (and then my friend got the same message to give to me) that I was to meet her. Without more of the story, all ended up pointing  right now to this workshop/retreat last week that ultimately decided my road trip to New Mexico.

Besides it feeling right, I had no idea why I was going. I was assured in meditation that it was important for me to go to this; I had to trust and accept it. I was also guided into deciding to drive the trip… because I was assured that it was all as much in the journey as the destination.

I figured, “OK, then. I guess I’m going.”

Though all of this processing happened three weeks before the event, and seemed impossible to pull off, it was amazing how easily and relatively perfectly everything fell into place, how the pavement in the road just became laid out before me. I was assured that if I just jumped off the cliff and TRUSTED, I would fly.

And so I did.

There were just so many things that worked out perfectly: when the 2-day retreat fit in, how long it would take me to go and get back… and how that fit in to the only week that I could possibly have done this in the entire month, how the weather was PERFECT the entire trip (sandwiched into difficult weather patterns and issues around the country right up until the week right before I left), how all the plans that I almost made blindly worked out perfectly in synchronicity. Too much to explain here, but you get the idea…

I had NO idea what to expect when I got to that 2-day retreat in Santa Fe… but I was definitely in for the ride!

So. To the point: It was fabulous. Beyond belief. First of all, for all of my neutrality about her beforehand, I will say this: Kiesha Crowther is the most heart-centered person I have met. She is completely, 100% dedicated and authentic to what she’s doing… and she FEELS it completely. As soon as I was in the same room as her, my heart chakra just naturally spread wide open, beyond measure!

Also, what was absolutely amazing: She covered topics that connected the dots to much of the “further out” information I have received and didn’t quite understand previously. The funny thing: I didn’t even realize that was happening until the end of the 2 days; then it was like a barely audible “click, click, click, click…” going on, and I was amazed… because this was information I had barely shared with more than one or two people. Yet it seemed to come out of her mouth so naturally, and confidently. And suddenly, so much I had seen and had previously been puzzling over made sense…. just from her filling in some of the gaps.

In discussing all of this, she felt it important to impress upon us that it’s time to be brave; to overcome your fears about what other people think about you. Let that go; be your authentic self, proudly, 100%… because it is time to spread the news of good tidings and love in contrast to so much of the doom and gloom that’s out there. If your calling is to help others on their spiritual path, then embrace it boldly, fulfill your heart’s purpose… and don’t worry about others; because (as her tribal grandfather would tell her), “It’s none of your business what other people think about you.”

In attendance was somewhere between 80-100 people – it was definitely a full room! What was absolutely amazing, and the ultimate purpose of this post: In talking to those around me, during breaks and during lunch, I found that my co-attendees had traveled from Canada, Europe, Hawaii, Japan and the four corners of the country to attend! Many had the same “pull” as I had – and had allowed the journey to flow, as I had, as well. I met one man who had left his job in Quebec and had been traveling around the country, visiting and exploring, for about a month, figuring out where he was going to settle. I met another woman who packed a tent – like me – and had camped her way from southern California. Yet another had just gotten to the United States from Sweden – by herself – and after the retreat, was going on to spend 2 weeks exploring… and playing it all by ear.

I felt like almost everyone I met was in one form or another a reflection of me.

Another woman I met had been in the same career as me – corporate marketing – for 20 years, and had just quit “that world,” because she’d felt this one pulling at her. Right now, she was looking to move, to start a new life, and move over into the spiritual realm because it had been a growing part of her life. It was funny I had just randomly decided to sit down next to her, in a small circle of people, during lunch one day! Yet another was still coming to grips with her “Awakening,” because she had been a Math teacher, and a very black-and-white person… until she started “knowing things” that just came to her, along with a huge slew of abilities at once. She still had a challenging time talking about it without tears coming to her eyes… she’d tried to ignore it until a car accident put her out of commission for a short period of time, during which she started seeing a psychotherapist… who, after several months of therapy, told her that she was simply going through a spiritual Awakening.

Another woman, from Long Island, NY, was going through a transition period and deciding her direction. Several men I met were still trying to figure all of this out in their lives, too.

Many, many had been getting guidance to move to another location, including specific areas on where to move… coincidentally (though there are no coincidences), Kiesha had mentioned several times during the 2 days that if you learn to put the ego aside and truly listen to your I AM self, that it will always steer you in the highest and best direction… because it’s there for YOU. So, the point she made specifically: All of your answers are within YOU. If you’re guided to move elsewhere, then do it. If you’re guided to change your vocation, do it. Even if it might seem surreal and out there, if you’re sure it’s from your higher self, then TRUST in yourself. You will understand the rest as it plays out. Now is the time… follow your guidance!

See the pattern?

When we talked to each other, we just started blurting out things that many of us had largely kept to ourselves… because we were getting the same messages, seeing the same things. I found by the second day that I was speaking comfortably and openly about topics that I hadn’t been able to even approach with most closest to me.

It reminded me of the movie Close Encounters of the Third Kind… with so many people getting the same message, heading in the same direction (though no one I met – to my knowledge – had been sculpting landmarks in their mashed potatoes or sculpting mountains out of mud in their living room… but then, I never did ask! LOL).

I felt more comforted and supported – and felt the most camaraderie – with this group of people I met in 2 days, halfway across the country, than I have with many of those I’ve known and who have been in my life since what I call my “Grand Awakening,” in 2009.

I finally found my footing.

Upon the closure of the retreat, many of us chatted and hugged… and surprisingly few of us shared contact information. You might think it’s strange, with us all having so much in common, but it didn’t feel that way in the least… because it truly felt like we would find each other again, at the right time… and we knew we filled the purpose we were supposed to with each other, for the moment.

Times are changing… more and more quickly. This world is morphing into something even more phenomenal than it is… and now I’m FINALLY in full acceptance of me and how I can help.

If you’re reading this, and have felt uncomfortable with remembrance of your natural abilities, of your Divinity, and your calling during this awesome time in the history of our world, then here’s my message to you: You’re not alone; far from it! In fact, you’re in great company…there are many of us, in rapidly increasing numbers, stepping out, remembering who we are, accepting a “new” reality, a “new” way of doing things, around the world. I promise! I’ve seen it; I now see it happening, all around us.

So, let’s go! Geronimo! 🙂

Catching Up: Guides, Practice, and Encounters (Oh, My!)

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OK, I know I’m still going to have to go back and fill in some blanks, but here’s a primer on the overview of the past 6 months…

Angel/Spirit Guides
Energy, Healing, and Spiritual Work (thus far)
A Note About People, Animals, and Beings I’ve Encountered – and Who You Will, Too (I PROMISE)!

Angel/Spirit Guides
My Guides, with whom I have become acquainted:

My Unnamed Elohim
Ezekiel
Maia
Ascended Master Mary Magdalene
Ascended Master St. Germain

My Unnamed Elohim
My Elohim (which is what I call it – I want to say “him,” but I don’t think the elohim are either) is the first “voice” that came through to me, and is probably who I would say has always been my primary guide, because now that I’m aware and have reflected back, it’s the “outside voice” I’ve heard for a long time.

It’s the voice that came through in my first autotyping sessions (see the post about my first autotyping experiences), and was the first “constant presence” I felt over my shoulder. There are no facial features I can distinguish; mostly because I just see a figure with wings and a golden glow around it that is simply there. Sort of floating, very soothing. Just very there.

I’d never even HEARD of the term Elohim before I was told, when I’d already gotten Ezekiel and Maia’s names. I asked, and was told, “I have no name.” Before I could focus in on that, in that particular meditation (which was part of a worldwide teleconference meditation on January 15th, 2010 with a channeler named Selacia – she channels what she calls “The Council of 12”; I’ve found that the guided meditations she holds through those teleconferences are particularly powerful; here’s her Website: http://www.selacia.com/), my Elohim took me through the memory of 5 different past lives; when I said I didn’t understand at first, I was shown that it was lives in which I’d been with my husband, in one form or another (sometimes I was the woman, sometimes he – in fact, I joked with him about what a beautiful woman he was! LOL). In asking about it, I was told we were together this time because we had one more thing to work out with each other – and I got the feeling it was a biggie.

And when I was told about it, Elohim took me to Lemuria/Mu, and told me it had to do with that life.

Anyway, the next morning, I woke up and had a strange word repeating itself over the over in my head. Elohim, elohim, elohim, elohim…and I knew it was from that Guide. I remember asking my husband if he knew the word, and he didn’t.

So again, I did some research, and found out several meanings of Elohim… the one that most resonated with this Guide being was one of the higher level angels who don’t have a name that we would understand.

The day after this meditation I mention, I asked as part of the next day’s meditation:

Is Elohim your name?
It is what I am called. I have no no formal name, but I am your Guide, of that be sure.

You are getting better at focusing your energy and meditation. That is good.

Were those past lives you were showing me last night?
Yes. You have many more. You have have much experience on this plane. You will begin to remember more soon. Be patient…

You will continue to get a lot very quickly. You will have to sort a lot out. The …[animals?] are starting to get sick. There is a  lot more wrong with your food than you realize. It will be harder and harder to find the REAL truth. But you must! The people will start to get sick next. Really sick; not like now. This is just a precursor. It needs to be cleansed. Pyramids cleanse. You must remember how to use their energy to do so.

How many dimensions are there?
There are many; many more than you’d think. But they’re just layers that make up the holistic picture. When you remember, you will understand naturally.You have been around for a long time; we know you can be trusted to carry out the help that needs to be given. Learn, remember, and teach. There will soon be many others who are [Awakening]…you will all awaken the fastest because we need you to.

Won’t many followers of some churches think this is of the Devil?
Love and light could never be a devil; the devil is in their hearts, and it is called fear. There is none otherwise. One at a time, if you must. They are more ready than you think, just not aware.

I have a “secret signal” set up with my Elohim, as with the others… this way, if I get “a message” along with the signal, I know where it’s coming from.

My 41st birthday present  to myself was a tattoo with complex meaning that I designed myself; watching over the rest of the tattoo is the upper half of my Elohim, because I know my Guides are always with me.


Ezekiel

Yep, that’s right. He was the first one to pop up and introduce himself face-to-face in one of my meditations, when I specifically asked for my guide to introduce themselves. Then *POP* – there he was.I believe I explained in an earlier post that though I’m really good at recalling stories, I really stink at recalling names. SO, when he said his name, I knew the name, but not what he was attached to.So, before I even knew any relational history/mythology specific to him (meaning, connect his name with the stories I knew), our initial direct discussion went like this (via autotyping; see my earlier post):

[I saw him sitting in a European courtyard, on a stone bench around a water fountain. Very laid back in attitude – kind, wise, happy to “see” me face-to-face – but yet a little sad. Longish black hair, VERY ANCIENT WORLD kind of clothing, and yes, wings.]

It’s Ezekiel; we have been friends for a long time. [Note: Though there was no “memory” of this, I knew it to be true when he said it… we have known each other]….

..There will be much unrest. The world has been through this before; everyone must know how to take care of themselves, because nothing bought [meaning food and medicine] will be trusted soon. There’s less than 100 years until this all goes to rubble again. Many earthquakes and floods, and much else. There is a good chance this time, part of the world will evolve; the others, well… yes, it is true…but not the same as literally depicted [meaning in the Bible]…I say 100 years, but for many, it’s less.

Some will deny until the very last moment; those Awakening will understand all the beings. Those who fight it won’t; they will be too scared, and will follow anyone who can help them believe it’s not real, or that of a “false devil.” HA! It [the “false devil”] is within themselves… Help them open up to what is really real; this is just the beginning. There is much yet to learn [meaning “remember”] in very little time.

[In the interim, while he was talking, this is where he showed me what I equate to snapshots in my head: towns in rubble, floods, cities in a mess.]. It will be very ugly in their eyes; they won’t see the real beauty of the Universe and all of us in all our forms. A great many, though, will be ready. If we could only get everyone there  and lock down this dimension, there will be only higher ones from there that are much, much better…

I am with you always. Go friend; we will talk again later. Much love and light.

Follow-up research. So, in doing Google research afterwards, had to chuckle to find that Ezekiel is the Archangel of Death and Transformation – how fitting, I thought, considering the conversation and the imagery! There are many, many stories about Ezekiel throughout many of the world’s major religions.

Something else that I found fascinating doing this research – and it gave me THE BUZZ when I found out – was the story of Ezekiel and the Merkabah in the Bible. This was a story I actually hadn’t known (or had missed somewhere along the line)!

Anyway, previous to this first meeting, and previous to my research – in fact, for several months beforehand – I had suddenly become purely entranced by sacred geometry; even more specifically, the star tetrahedron, or Merkabah. In fact, as I did the research, I had been absent-mindedly playing with the clear quartz crystal merkabah I had bought and wore around my neck.

Also, what was really interesting: This introduction was on January 10th; the Haiti earthquake: January 13th. And how many have there been ever since? Food for thought…

Maia
It wasn’t more than a week or so after Ezekiel introduced himself to me when I was meditating one morning and I met Maia.I was actually working on astral projection – something I know I’d done “by accident” a few times over the years – and I was having problems lifting myself out of my body. My base chakra wouldn’t detach, and in my meditative state, I was trying to pull myself out, when I looked up and there was this hole in the ceiling……. and a woman was reaching down to offer me an arm up.That particular effort was unsuccessful. However, this woman was offering me encouragement, telling me it was alright –  that it would probably take a little work – but still offering me help during my effort.When I’d put that effort to rest for that day, and she realized that I had stopped, she soon appeared in front of me.

She was an average build, had wavy, shoulder length, strawberry blonde hair – and she was dressed in a thin armor metal of sorts (yet she looked comfortable wearing it).

At that point, I had my laptop at the ready. Here’s part of the first autotype session I had with her:

I am Maya. I am of the light; some of the highest light in the center of us One.

You will remember; we will get better at this.  What’s most important right now is that you remember to call for me when you meditate, and I will be the one to show you how to use your awakening abilities. You have much to learn, and not much time! There are many who will need you to teach them; you and the others awakening now will lead. You will show them the ways I show you, along with their guides! However, they will trust a human in the flesh more… The early Awakened listen to us, but many others will ignore our voices as a thought or fleeting idea …

You still have some to learn to fulfill your final contract in this dimension, but you will achieve your goals much more easily now. They will seem petty to you in comparison to what we’re doing…

We will talk much shortly! My love and light.

Maia had me stumped. When she’d told me she was from  “some of the highest light in the center of us one,” in my mind, she’d showed me an infinitely bright glowing ball in layers of sorts – like the petals of a flower. And when apparently showing me where she was, it was definitely close to protecting the core.

Yet I’d never heard the name in Biblical discussion, nor did I specifically recall the name in other mythologies I’d encountered. Yet I knew about the Mayan civilization, and I knew the month of May had to do with a Maia/Maya, so I figured there was something Roman, Greek, or Pagan associated with it. And, since the Maia/Maya I saw was fair-skinned and fair-haired, I figured Roman, Greek, of Pagan would be the closest relation.

And so, I set to Google yet again, and I had to dig a bit.

In the meantime, while I had been puzzling over this, I had shot off an email to an acquaintance I had made via the Internet, and who had proven to be knowledgeable in these matters. She was the first site I came across when I was having my odd Awakening symptoms, and was looking for people to talk to about it; she’s a clairvoyant in Australia (see Willow Bodo) who had early on posted a section to her Website offering “Lightworker Discussion” – for people who needed some place to talk about new abilities that were arising. I went to her board and posted about the Guides I had been meeting, including my puzzle about Maia, hoping that Willow would have some insight to steer me the right way.

Somehow, I’d missed that Maya or Maia was the name for a goddess or central figure of sorts in many ancient societies; my efforts brought up a variety of different histories, obviously the ancient civilization of Maya, but also Maya, the Virgin mother of Buddha; Hindu, as the Goddess of the mystical; Pagan, as the Goddess of Fertility and Spring (thus, May); and also Greek, as the Goddess Maia, mother of Hermes and eldest daughter of Pleiades.

The last one seemed close (even some pictures I saw weren’t far off from who I’d seen in the meditation); plus, the tie-in to Pleiades gave me THE BUZZ, even though I wasn’t sure why.

About a day later, I received a response from Willow, which was VERY confirming, and came through to me just as I was really spending my time looking into Maia/Maya. This isn’t verbatim (Willow has since taken down her posting board), but this is close to the response she posted:

I was given specific information to share with you; I’ve been told to guide you to a book called The Pleiadian Agenda, the author is Barbara Crow. Funny, I’ve had the book on a stack for years, so when I got this message, I picked it up, dusted it off, and now I’m plowing right through it, and don’t want to put it down!

I remember when I read that message; it was late at night on a Saturday, and everyone else in my house had gone to bed. First of all, the Pleiadian connection confirmed my earlier thoughts. But EVEN FUNNIER was a FLASHBACK that occurred right after I read it…

… to about a year before, prior to these experiences (back to when I guess life just seemed “normal,” whatever that was). I had gone with my husband and children to Barnes & Noble bookstore – a huge toy store for me! I was randomly browsing through different section of books by myself, and had come across the New Age section. After browsing a little more individually through that section, I completely randomly picked up two books on topics in which I’d never even really had more than a passing interest – a book on the Mayan prophecies regarding 2012, and a book on what was being claimed to be a “sister” race with whom those of us on Earth had some supposedly ancient connections – the Pleiadians. The funny thing: I brought those books home, sifted through them a little, then put them on the bookshelf and forgot about them…

As I thought about it, I couldn’t remember what the specific name of the book about the Pleiadians had been. As I looked up to think about it, I glanced straight across the livingroom from where I was sitting – to a bookshelf. As I was wondering if I should even get up to look on the bookshelf (and whether that was the bookshelf where I would have had that book), my eyes rested on the book I was wondering about…

The Pleiadian Agenda, by Barbara Crow.

I laughed!

The more I “connect in” to our collective Universe, the more I realize that having someone clear on the other side of the planet get a message relayed back to me (since I apparently wasn’t open enough to receive it without question at the time) that the information I was looking for was sitting right in my living room – about 15 feet away from me – is far from bizarre. Because to the Universe in it’s vastness, it was like Willow was just sitting in my livingroom, got up, walked over to the bookshelf, and handed me the book… “Here you go, Dummy! Right here!”

Anyway, though I’ve really never figured her out in entirety (good grief, look up Maya/Maia online sometime, the name really has been revered through different societies through the ages); in fact, the picture I used above is a painting of Joan of Arc (associated with Ascended Lady Master Lotus… though there’s never a mention of connection to her), because she really looks a lot like the way Joan is depicted in this picture! I guess I’ll just have to piece that one together (also that the lotus symbolizes Ascended Lady Master Lotus, and before I ever knew that, I’d in a spur of the moment thing incorporated a blue lotus into a tattoo I recently got). Regardless, she is a constant, supportive, Guide who is always there when I call on her, and she has opened my consciousness to quite mind-expanding information when I’ve needed it.

See my page on Maia/Maya to read more about our interactions, as well as some of the other autotyped conversations we’ve had.

Ascended Master Mary Magdalene
One day, I was actually in on another of those world teleconference guided meditations. I was going one way with it, when *POP*! There stood a woman, stately, and in ancient garb. Though for awhile she said nothing, I could “feel” her right away – kind, but emanating power. She kept her distance, and just… observed me. It was a little distracting, but at the same time comforting.

I had no idea who she was, so I asked her. She moved forward a took over the meditation (but in a good way)!

I am Mary Magdalene. I am your Guide.

It is important to spread the word about the truth. Most people really need to learn what it is to live in a higher frequency and do not. They blindly shut it out. But this must be taught. You can teach; you are a good teacher. You must be patient, innovative. The world is going to crash; no one looks in the mirror and sees themselves anymore. No one – almost no one – takes care of themselves, their sacred vessel. How can you ascend if you don’t know how to care for yourself, your body, the vessel you’ve chosen to have in this plane? Many are going through life unaware of themselves. When you do that, you learn nothing. Learning is why we embody ourselves in this form experiencing.

I know you worry about the connection – about helping them make the connection – but little pieces will help with the big puzzle. You can help wake them up a little at a time; it’s much less of a fight than throwing water on them. You must also be true. There is much healing to go on. Much to learn about, to remember. Ascension is not a right; it’s a graduation. The time for this experience is over. Time for the next, but many have become lazy; bound themselves into a box, into a duty. Bathing in their pain and sorrows, how sad!

Bathe in the light; in love, and in our One. That is true existence. We can be One yet still be our one; that is the lesson here. It’s not either/or – not just collective or just me. It’s both. Ego has become too important. So much so that instead of being able to experience, many are without and cannot even get past their focus on basic physical survival. What a waste! There’s so much to do, yet little time. There’s been a lot of time on this wasted.

Humans must kill the ego and experience the One. It is so much more fulfilling, you’re just starting to understand that. You will understand a lot more in a short time. You’re learning, remembering  very quickly. The interdependence is being ignored around the planet, on this level. Such potential for extreme beauty, yet so much time spent on ego and greed without regards to the big picture. Misuse of natural laws. Think of what better things we could do; civilization has toppled more than once before because of this idiocy. There’s so much more potential because you lose so much time worrying about what is unimportant.

Create the world. Don’t let it dictate you or who you are and what you do. Create, I mean remember your abilities to better it, and you will better yourself and not have to worry about the things you think are so important right now but are not in the big picture. The earth provides you with what you need; yet the earth is being killed. People cannot wait until it’s too late, or it will happen yet again. Enough is enough; the ascended levels are much, much more  and better than the dimension n which you live. Focus. Ascend above limitations. They are not limitations, you will soon discover, they help you be creative, and they help you remember how to do the real things. Listen; we will help you. And then you must help others…Balance is something the humans have forgotten in this form. It must be reattained. So, think on that, we will show you much, so you must listen, and you must do. We are always here with you, you can always ask. We are all but one, and we are all love.

More on my Mary Magdalene page.

St. Germain

I discovered Saint Germain awhile back, and have been interested in him for various reasons. However, I never had any “direct contact” with him until several weeks back, and now I’ve seen/spoken with him several times.

There are three lives that I have been told (by my Guides) I need to remember to fulfill my purpose (and what I signed up to do). Two were easily remembered via directed meditation by myself. However, the 3rd – the one that I felt was MOST important (from the Guides pressing me to remember it over the past several months) – was one I had intentionally blocked from myself; I could tell it was a painful one to recover… the first time I attempted to get there on my own, I had a big red encasement around it (like a womb) – I tried to break a hole in several places, but the hole would just close back up quickly. So I edged around it piece by piece, until I felt I had somewhat of a grip on it that I could possibly handle the rest. I know now I also had a lot of other things I needed to learn first, too.

SOOO… with everything else going on, I’d dropped the effort for a couple of months, until a few weeks ago, when St. Germain interrupted a perfectly good meditation to take me back there and show me more. Funny, too – he still allowed what I called “purple outs” (like whiteout) still hiding some things from me. Very important was his message. Very important to remember this life. (FYI, I finally did go through a past life regression with a trusted colleague, Rev. Phran Gacher, who did a phenominal job; I’ll be covering that story soon enough!)

Also, there have been things that have started popping up with my husband’s path that has to do with St. Germain. Though it’s my husband’s story to tell, right now I’m the one who is much more comfortable simply appealing to an Ascended Master to get an answer to a question. So I did; and he answered. Like I said, that’s my husband’s story to tell, but it does involve me, so I’m sure I’ll share it later on – especially when I talk about that past life regression to Lemuria!!!

For more information about my involvement with St. Germain, see the St. Germain page.

Energy, Healing, and Other Spiritual Work
I could try to explain my point of view as to why learning energy and healing work is so important; however, Ascended Master Mary Magdalene did a perfect job of it when she stood over my left shoulder and spoke to me during my Reiki II attunement!

To open to our Oneness, we must all become healers to begin to tap into our existence. The more you heal yourself and others, the more you will be able to access it.

This is how we learned; every study is another step of the way.

After I realized how to follow the “pull” of my higher self, guides, or whatever (aka “The Buzz”), it became quite easy for me to distinguish what bouncing ball I was supposed to follow. Therefore, I embarked on a series of different types of healing, energy, and spiritual work, following my natural abilities to enhance my awareness and hone my capabilities.

A little note I’d like to make: A relation listens about some of the work I’ve been doing; I’m of the opinion that everyone has to decide their path and development, and if they want to know about it, they’ll talk about it! So, this particular person wants to hear what I’ve been doing every now and then, but then has said to me – unprompted – on multiple occasions, “You know, a psychic told me once that I was a natural shaman, and I was supposed to be one this time around, but I chose not to.” Yet, every time I’ve asked her to come with me to something related, I either get a no, or – worse yet – she comes with me, and then has something negative to comment about it the entire time! For example, once she came with me at a gem and crystal show, and the whole time we were there, she kept on saying – in a condescending manner – “You know, I just never ‘felt’ anything with most crystals. I guess they’re  just not for me.” My response: “I guess not.” My unspoken response: “So, then why did you come with me – just to remind me a hundred times that the crystals do nothing for you?”

I love this person, and understand how she is and her motivations. However, I do want to make one thing clear: By nature, we’re all shamans. We’re all magicians. We’re all healers. However, because we’ve put in so many veils over ourselves to dampen our knowledge and to limit our power via Separateness, right now, we’re just all at different levels of Awakening. Some of us have volunteered to do it on the early side, so we can go through “our stuff” and be prepared to help everyone else as their veils are torn away, because (take it from me – and I’ve always been on the liberal spiritual side, that’s for sure) it’s a lot of stuff. A lot of awesome, powerful, positive stuff… but to get to that, first we all must clear out the closets, air out the house, and get rid of the muck that’s built up inside of us!

Because we’re all a part of God/Spirit/whatever you want to call the Supreme Being of All, and we have the full power of that Supreme Being in every one of us. It’s really who we are! We’ve just decided to perceive that we’ve separated ourselves from that Being; we’ve done so again and again and again, layer after layer after layer – down the pyramid – so we THINK we’ve forgotten it. We THINK we’re somehow separate, and that God/Spirit/Grand Puba of Grand Pubas is outside of us, instead of within.

I assure you, the Supreme Being? It’s Me. It’s Us. Because we all are One. THE One.

But we – the ego – thinks way too much. We most often use thinking as a mask, instead of a possibility. We don’t feel enough… and that’s what’s gotten us into our predicament again and again throughout our Feeling of Separation… what we call our existence. But we’ve always existed, and we always will.

Once you realize that (and believe me, my Spirit Guides remind me again and again about these very same things), you begin to remember and Awaken… realizing how fun, exciting, and magical we all are while also realizing that much of what we call “supernatural” is actually “natural” – we’ve just been denying it for a very long time!

Anyway, this is what types of spiritual, healing, and energy work I’ve done thus far – whether in classes, naturally/on my own, or any combination of both. Oh, and then there are about a THOUSAND books (which I’ll list later on)! I feel like a sponge, and can’t absorb enough!!! There’s much, much more to come – I’m sure of it!  🙂

  • Reiki (I and II)
    (from Rev. Phran Gacher, an AWESOME Reiki Master/Teacher!)
  • Crystal Work
    (experiential, from books, plus I’ve also taken classes from Shaman Vicki Penninger, multi-modality instructor extraordinaire, as well as attend an occasional local Crystal Meetup Group – run by Vicki P. and William Young – when I can!)
  • Intuitive Development
    (experiential, TONS of books, plus lectures and classes such as this Spiritual Awakenings Meetup, run by the awesome Clairvoyant/Spiritual Coach Jeannie Whyte)
  • Martial Arts – Tae Kwon Do, Kung Fu, and Tai Chi
    (multiple Masters)
  • Munay-Ki Rites
    (via Shaman Vicki Penninger)
  • Arcing Radial Light Healing
    (OK, I’m cheating on this one… I’m taking the weekend class in 1 week from posting from Shaman Vickie Penninger!)
  • Collective/Group Guided Meditations
    (experiential; various)
  • Past Life Regressions
    (experiential, both self and via Rev. Phran Gacher)
  • Spiritual Journeys/Trips
    (upcoming)

To start, I’m skipping extended explanation of what I’ve gotten from these – I’ve actually had draft pages sitting in here for quite awhile on Reiki and Munay-Ki themselves (they might make to get published here… we’ll see)! I really just wanted to start sharing my day-to-day experiences, and without some of this as a background, instead being a bit baffling, a reader would be completely lost.

Same goes for serendipitous events that happen more and more. I’d never get to today if I spent all the time trying to recount everything over the past six months that I’ve even gotten so used to that I usually just shrug and laugh at how easy it can be for us to take control of our own realities!

A Note About People, Animals, and Beings I’ve Encountered – and Who You Will, Too (I PROMISE)!

OK, I keep on saying “I’M DONE with this post, already!” …and then I think of something else that’s really important to point out!!! But I promise, this is it… because it’s midday on a Saturday, I’ve spent the past FIVE HOURS trying to get this site to where I can at least start here and continue on this journey with you, and I DO still have plenty of work and wordly things I have to do… 🙂

I remember, years ago, feeling so separated from people who had heightened abilities. They were somebody different – and special (and maybe a little weird, spooky, or crazy?). Yet, really, deep down, I wanted to know how to BE like them. Little did I know that I already was (see my About Me section for more details)! Back then, there WAS quite the separatist – almost elitist – attitude about it all, from both ends of the spectrum.

Not anymore… or at least, those who are pure are completely open and accepting of everyone else. I think as we go along, this will become even more mainstream and accepted.  Because the time is now for us to start waking up, being who we are, and remembering that we all are One. This transcends race, gender, culture, religion, class, and anything material in our world. We created our barriers; it’s up to us to eliminate them, because it’s only when we’ve eliminated them that we will ALL be the most powerful.

The more you practice your development with courage, a pure heart, an open mind, and positive intentions, the sooner everyone will transcend all of that junk. It’s contagious! Also, I’ve found that the more you ask questions and the more you seek out the answers to those questions with the above, the more you will find the right people, the right animals, and the right beings in your path for you at the right time – no, scratch that – at the PERFECT time.

When we find that the source for All is within us and not separate from us, it’s easy to understand that it’s not even a matter of faith; it’s expectation. Like when my knee has an itch, it can depend on my hand to scratch it (or if either hand cannot, the body will find a way to get rid of the itch, whether it’s by rubbing up against something or simply the brain/heart willing the itch to go away). If you have a need, and you expect it, with no self limitations – truly expect it in your heart  and NOT your egoit will happen. Simple as that.

It’s all a matter of remembering our connectedness.

OK, enough blahdy blahdy blah! My point here is this: The more you become comfortable exploring all of this within you, the more you will reach out, and the more there will be someone or something there to take your hand to boost you up. I PROMISE!! Today, our innate Universal abilities are no longer what’s considered the dark, mysterious powers of a gypsy storyteller in a dark room in a back alley! “Supernatural” is really “natural,” and no matter how much you might doubt yourself right this second, my goal with this Website is to plant this seed for you, and even help you germinate it and let this reality grow – you are far from alone! We’re all here together, with you.

Stay aware; every single thing you encounter along the way will have some tidbit of information or another that you need to help on your journey. Are some of them wacky? Crazy? Plain out bizarre? Absolutely! But you’ll be surprised at how quickly you’ll start to perceive things differently – and the more you press ahead, how someone or something’s appearance becomes more and more irrelevant, and what’s in their heart becomes so much more apparent (and how much more easily you’ll be able to identify the differences between ego-based and heart-based communications)!

We’re all going to teach each other something, regardless of the amount of training, schooling, or practice we have. I have intentionally gathered (and continue to gather) quite a growing network of others at various levels of Awareness – throughout the world (thanks in part to the Internet and social media)! Was I a little intimidated when I actively started exploring this level of reality? Definitely! However, the more I interacted with the right people who had the right intentions, too, the more I realized that as much as I learn from them, in one way or another, they usually learn from me, too.

This might just seem like a kum-ba-yah, rah, rah, type of thing, but it’s just something I wanted to share, because I’ve been really active in this arena for 8-9 months… and I’ve advanced in ability on a breathtaking rollercoaster journey! So, look at that: 8-9 months! Even if you’re just starting on this path today, you’ll be amazed that soon you too will be telling others right behind you about how crazy and wonderful it is, and how everyone will discover their own THING.

Just food for thought…

More to come, but :::phew::: at least I’ve started here… NOW I can start writing about the REALLY fun thoughts, feelings, and experiences that have been going on… buckle your seatbelt, because we’re ALL going for the ride!  🙂

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In the Rabbit Hole We Go!

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Hmmm… Where should I start?

How about that I should have started writing all of this months (maybe even years) ago, but I never did?  At least I’m doing this now, upon the continual nudging of several others… who I will explain in a moment. I know that ultimately, it’s good for everyone here on 3D Earth, because we’re all getting here – and I say ‘here’ as where I am right now – in our own time, whether we want to acknowledge it or not. That’s something I’m just stating as fact, because I know it as so.

Over the past _______ (week, month, 6 months, year, you name it), have you suddenly had experiences you couldn’t explain via the structured boxes dictated by our “normal” society and structured religions? Have things happened to you that were simply extraordinary and belong on a new episode of Unexplained Mysteries, or have you wondered if someone slipped you a psychotropic drug in one of your drinks – even though you haven’t had a drink for months?

If so, STOP right now and take a breather.You’re NOT alone!

Let me start at (sort of) the beginning – at least as close to it as I can.

Hi. I’m Angela. I was born and raised in New York – LAWNG ISLAND, New York, in fact -and this part of my story starts in the middle of the Blizzard of ’69, when I was born. I know this because I’ve been reminded on every single one of my birthdays for as long back as I can remember by my parents. Have you seen that movie City Slickers, with Billy Crystal? I think it was the second one that had this, but how Billy Crystal’s character’s mom would call every year on his birthday to tell him the story of his birth. Let’s just say I completely cringed at that – because I totally relate!

Anyway, besides my mother being a single mom in the ’70s, from the time I was 2.5, I grew up in a pretty “average” household. No weird seances, ceremonies, or anything of the sort – just a lot of females! My mother, my great-grandmother, my grandmother, my grandfather (Bless his Heart, as they say!), my sister, and I all lived in the same middle class house in a middle class town on central Long Island. Typical ails, I’d say, for most families – nothing too great, nothing to terrible. Cranky, absent mom; rebellious teen years; yadda, yadda, yadda.

As for me, I was tagged “extremely intelligent” from an early age; I did well in school, had a gift for music and the performing arts, and had a wide range of different types of friends.

I went out on my own at 18, and moved away from Long Island a year after that. I worked my way through college at the same time I worked my way up the corporate ladder. Worked hard, played hard… met my husband, moved South, had children, settled down and grew a life in North Carolina. How was that in covering almost 23 years?

I really just needed to let you know that my life was fairly normal, with some spiciness thrown in. I’ve always embraced creativity, uniquity, and independent thinking; when it came to religion, I’ve always known people with a wide variety of different beliefs. Though I was brought up very Episcopalian (which I always call “step-down Catholic” LOL), I learned way too much from all different religions and belief systems from early on to think that one “church” or religion had all the answers. I picked up early on that structured religion was mostly about power and politics, and very little about faith and true belief. I’ve processed a lot over the years about the history of different religions, and have always felt that in reality, most have common themes, with the differences really being in the details. I know that, contrary to what many churches preach, science is not completely separate from religion and spirituality, but actually indistinguishable from it. I’ve also felt – especially in the past decade or so – that a lot of what “fantasy” comes out in our movies and books is not so far from reality in the Universe – maybe not in our 3D reality, but beyond that.

I’ve really always loved debating facts, and though I love creativity, I’ve never been “artsy fartsy,” or anything like that. I love facts and figures in conjunction with creativity.  But I’ve ALWAYS REALLY LOVED DEBATING! I did learn at an early age that most people are completely incapable of debating religion and politics in a sane manner, mostly because they couldn’t emotionally separate themselves from the situation. As for me? Not a problem! I have a “gift” of being able to cut myself off emotionally, especially when I need it most.

I also want to let you know that I’m very healthy – no tumors, diseases, etc. to alter my sense of reality (and no drug use – “inhaling” 21  years ago doesn’t count)! In fact, my family and I – as our pediatrician puts it – are “disgustingly healthy” – good variety, organics/naturals, no fast food junk, lots of exercise, lots of intelligent and physical pursuits.

Now, I will say that I’ve had some “extra” little gifts bestowed upon me along the way, but nothing (until today) that was pervasive in every moment of my life.

Luckily, I’ve always had a very open mind. And even luckier that I embrace new experiences… because since November 2009, I’ve suddenly been on the upward tick of the exponential curve in regards to increased spiritual insight and abilities.

It’s easier to show you a timeline of these abilities through my life:

  • Early/mid-1970s – as a child, I was pretty empathic; as I’ve now meditated on all of this for awhile since I’ve looked back over all of it, I realize it’s why I intuitively put up a wall against a lot of emotion from an early age – because if I don’t block out what comes in, it’s TOO much. It’s really funny, since as I said above, most of my friends and I joke about the fact that I hardly ever get upset or cry about anything (‘the rock,’ as I’ve been called).
  • Late 1980s/Early 1990s (early 20s) – I started getting premonitory dreams; also, being empathic made me very intuitive, because I could feel the strong emotions of others very easily – even if I never acknowledged it consciously. I would know when someone was lying to me, I could pick up the vibes in a crowded room if one person was really upset – even if they were hiding it – etc. I’m sure it has helped how well I’ve naturally done in marketing and psychology over the years.
  • Late 1990s through today (late 20s through 40) – I was having random episodes where I’d continuously “dream” (though it wasn’t a dream) a different reality; I would visit people and have a life with them for sometimes up to 3 or 4 days… and it would be like I fell asleep in this world to wake up in the other world, because it was continuous from day to day. It started getting stressful and confusing… especially since I’d always hear from the people within a week after these episodes, no matter how long it had been since we’d spoken. After discussion and research, I’ve come to understand that it was most likely inter-dimensional movement/visits.
  • Early 2000s to now (early 30s through 40) – I could suddenly communicate with some who had passed over. First it was only when I was dreaming, but they were yet another “different” kind of dream where I knew it was real (and often they would give me information I would otherwise not have had). However, when my grandmother passed away last year, she was with me – and I could see her peripherally in my line of vision and actually “hear” her talking to me, even correctly telling me where things were when I was helping my mother clear out her belongings – for a few days afterwards (of course, that was after a few nights of me waking up gasping for breath because in my dreams I was “experiencing” her last days in the hospital, in the hospital bed, when due to other complications, her lungs filled with liquid and she basically suffocated slowly – even though I hadn’t seen her for several weeks before this happened). Before, my communication was limited to those who I’d known when they were alive; however, in the past several months, I’ve had a few “dreams” where someone I didn’t know wanted me to pass on a message to someone else I knew (even if I didn’t really know that person all that well).
  • Over the past year, I’ve suddenly had clear (though brief) glimpses into past lives. Up until 3 months ago, I only remembered 1; however, in the past 3 months, I’ve been able to remember 7 more (and 5 were purposefully  “shown” to me by my guides in the past few weeks).
  • Over the past several months, I’ve had experiences in a deep meditative state where I’ve “lived” through a scene, only for it to actually happen hours to days later. These are different than the premonitory dreams (which tend to be clear but more symbolic, and I’ve learned to read them over the years); they’re actually “living” scenes. I suspect that they’re the early ability of experiencing time off the linear continuum.
  • In November, when I had the last string of inter-dimensional “dreams,” I woke up and my body was vibrating, which emanated from my 4th (heart) and 5th (neck) chakras. It didn’t stop at all for 4 or 5 days; ever since then, it comes and goes, especially moreso after some meditations… but when it’s strong, it almost tickles and makes me crazy, because it’s my whole body! Also, I get what my friend calls “The Buzz” – typically emanating from the 5th chakra – and whenever some information or occurrence hits me as “true” or “right,” it sends off a jolt from there (similar to hair raising on the neck or goosebumps, but to the 100th power).
  • One of my dogs was diagnosed with lymphoma over the holidays; my husband and I took and finished Reiki I so we can administer Reiki to him. The attunement was a spectacular and very psychic experience.
  • Over the past few weeks, upon counsel from an enlightened friend, I began communicating with my spirit/Angel guides via auto-typing (which I found works much better for me than auto-writing). Once I was able to quiet my mind (i.e. not freak out!), the communications started becoming very clear – at first, I doubted whether it was really not just me, but then I started getting “snapshots” in my head of things I didn’t or wouldn’t have words for. Then I was given a message to give to my husband – which I did – and even though I didn’t even understand it, he did. I would also remember the “conversation” differently than it was typed – especially the use of words, because I’d remember seeing a snapshot in my head and would describe it one way but when I went back over the typing later, it would be much differently worded. Also, a few times I set intentions to speak with my Angels/guides to find out their names; I have now met all three! Now, THAT’S where fascinating stuff starts coming in, but I think I’m going to save those explanations for tomorrow.
  • Since all of this, I’ve had continual epiphanies of “understanding” of the way things are and how they tie together in our Universe… and a lot has just started “falling” together in a multitude of ways, as if to reinforce them.

Needless to say, this is A LOT to assimilate, and it’s still very surreal to me right now!

As you can see by the timelines above, up until 3 months ago, additional “abilities” would present themselves to me pretty well spaced apart, with time for processing and getting used to them. However, since November, it’s like the dam broke, and though I’m thankful and glad to receive the information presented to me, at times it’s very overwhelming – especially because I’m busy running my own business and having a busy life to begin with, and I’ve had to push things around to give myself SOME (though not enough) time to reflect and assimilate the information!

So, I’ve accepted the conclusion that I’m going through an accelerated Spiritual Awakening period. It’s exciting, because I just know it’s not imagination, and it’s positively changing the person I am… very quickly.

If I trust what my Guides have been telling me (and I do – there goes The Buzz), many here will start the process soon, also, or have already started, and those of us on the front end of the bell curve are not only supposed to quickly assimilate and master these abilities for the Greater Good, but we will soon need to teach many others, because all of “this” is nothing that is typically taught to us in day-to-day life or most religions – and that many who will start to experience these different things will not know who to talk to, and as a result internalize it and not talk about it because they’ll think a) they’re crazy, b) everyone else will think they’re crazy, and/or c) it’s the work of “The Devil” or some “unGodly,” malicious identity. I’ve been lucky – at least my husband, who’s known me and my “other” abilities since I’ve known him for the past 17 years – well before this past November – has been very accepting and understanding about it all – once I told him about it.

I’m also grateful that the Universe has provided me with people I could talk to when I needed it most since November – in fact, the first was someone who was first a client of mine; when I was freaking out when I woke up at 4am, vibrating, a voice in my head told me to talk to her about it. Coincidentally, we had a business meeting set up for 2 days afterward already… and we’ve now become fast friends because of how much she understands about all of this!

I’ve also found some of the right people on the Internet with whom to compare notes and get additional guidance… and THAT makes me feel much better, too.

For the past several weeks, I’ve also noticed that people I know – from different backgrounds, different beliefs, and completely different parts of my life –  randomly bring up different “things” that have been going on in their lives that are “unexplainable” by average means. It’s weird – in the middle of a business meeting, this will come up! Then I end up sharing a little of what’s gone on with me, and then they open up and want to talk about it… so a lot of my meetings are going way longer than usual (and they’re highly unusual, as far as business meetings go)! But I realize that if this really is the case and will soon become more the rule than the exception, I’d better get a move on figuring all of this out – at least well on my way – so I can have my wits about me when these things come up!

OK, so this really isn’t the most interesting part, but I needed to get it started. Before moving forward with all I want to share with you, I also needed to explain to you where – and who – all I write about comes from. I’ve not shown outrageous “supernatural” gifts since I was a child. True, I’ve been empathic, but that was never really noticed by anyone but me, because I was a small child with a single mom in the 70s, with one sibling who is almost 7 years older than me. With all those people in the house we lived in, I was easily forgotten many times, so I just learned to take care of myself early on. But, I remember the overwhelming feelings I would get from people who had a lot of pain, anger, or even joy, and I hated having feelings that I knew weren’t my own! How can you understand that as a young child, with no one to talk to about such things?

I’ve had several people tell me that I need to WRITE about everything that’s happening, because I need to share all of this information. They’re right – both the 3D individuals and my Guides, who have been adamant to let me know that it’s one of my “jobs” in this! I’m not a writer per se, but most of my career – more than 20 years – has been marketing and communications, and writing/ communicating has always been my forte and a hobby. So I keep on being told to WRITE ABOUT THIS, and I haven’t had the time… but since yesterday afternoon, it seems they’ve finally decided to throw roadblocks in my way to everything I was supposed to do until I sat down and got this started. So here I am, barely keeping my eyes open to get this first post done. My kids and then my husband went to bed awhile ago; twice I’ve closed my eyes and started dozing while I was typing, and both times, I suddenly had loud noise go off in my head to startle me awake – once singing and once a shout. How about THAT subtlety?

So I guess they mean for me to WRITE ABOUT THIS, huh?  🙂

In closing to this start, many, many global challenges are coming – they’ve shown me. They keep telling me again and again the urgency to awaken, learn, and master these abilities (which, by the way, we all have, but simply haven’t yet remembered) so that I can be one to help others; also, to educate others about the problems with our food.

As my 11-year-old says, “easy-peasy,” right? We’ll see.

One more note before I sign off for now: In the right column of this blog, I’ve set up a number of links for you, and will continue to add to the list as I go along. Besides my other interests and contact information, I’ve also included people who have so far been great to have found in my path during this initial learning period…. and coincidentally, they are really good at what they do! I’ve also included a resource links section, to direct you to information I have uncovered while exploring and feeling the ravenous desire to know/remember MORE, even when I’m at the same time overwhelmed. I highly recommend them to anyone (which is obviously why I’m listing them here); there are a few I’m actually still reading, but have been getting nothing but The Buzz since I opened them, which I learned is a kind of validation.

That’s all for today, folks. More tomorrow… maybe I’ll be “allowed” to go to sleep now?