Band-Aid or True Health? Shifting Our Approach for EFFECTIVE Results in (Energy) Healing

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energyhealingorgWhen I first left corporate America in 2006, I did it to start an organically certified herb nursery.

I needed something different after 17 years of climbing the ladder; I’d already started using herbs and alternative therapies, and truly enjoyed growing and drying them for my own use at home. So, when a nice-sized piece of property on the other side of my back fence went up for sale, we purchased it, and I began my expansive yet somewhat brief (five-year) entrepreneurial journey into organic growing.

Though I’d grown my backyard garden organically, it turned out I had a LOT to learn about commercial-sized organic growing!

The true essence of organic growing is completely different from what is called conventional growing; however, I’d been brought up using conventional methods, and really learned the organic practice on the fly. It’s all I knew.

For the first year, I tried to grow and manage my herbs via organic methods, but with the habit of conventional methodology: If bugs showed up that started eating my plants, I found an organic spray with which I could obliterate them. Often that would set off another issue or imbalance of some type… and I would address it the same way: find an “organic version” of the conventional one. I found I was always fighting fires; there was always something off kilter, and I was always chasing after it.

There wasn’t any balance or flow… and I was always treating symptoms, but typically not solving the cause.

At some point, I stepped back, and realized I was using a frame of mind that didn’t work in this environment long term. I found that in circumstances when I couldn’t “react” right away… if I waited – if I allowed – something would come up that would start to balance out the imbalance. And, I also found if I looked at overall health, overall nourishment, overall conditions, and managed them to be optimal all the time, preempting conditions that would breed disease, bugs, etc… then the issues would be smaller, and it seemed that nature would mostly take care of it. The plants would be healthier, there would be less pests eating them… and the natural predators of the plant-eating bugs would move in and be at the ready to assist with natural control. AND… I slept much better at night!

Funny that looking back now on that little side trip of mine was a great metaphor that played out to show me how my future practice in energy healing would work!

Many begin with an approach to energy healing in the same way that I originally approached my nursery: Wanting to employ this kind of therapy in a “conventional” sense, with the mindset of reactivity and/or “putting on the Band-Aid.” Many start pursuing energy healing as a way to quell pain, stress, tension, and very physical issues; one wants to be alleviated, and alleviated NOW! “Put the Band-Aid on, and help the symptom go away!”

Can that work? Absolutely. But why stop there?

When we step back and increase our consciousness and realize how energy works, how our consciousness works, and how we create our reality in this Universe, we recognize that everything in the physical first and foremost comes from the NON-physical! Whether physical, emotional, environmental, spiritual… we energetically create and manifest things into our bodies and surroundings that we hold energetically as blockages (or separation) on our journey. First, it’s important for us to explore that, in a place of transcendent acceptance, considering questions such as, When did this start? What do you feel? What have the limiting patterns that have repeated themselves in your life looked like? Everything that we hold as belief manifests itself into our reality to “tell” or remind us. Most often, it manifests in multiple ways that we see as disparate and different, which is the reason we have a detailed conversation including the questions above.

Everyone’s manifestations are different, based in their individual journey/story. Yes, there are some similarities – but don’t get bogged down in trying to make a rule when we make and change rules all the time!

Sometimes symptoms get worse before they get better, because something deep is coming to the surface to look at and accept (what many would call healing), and the ego, happy to repress something it judges, causes physical symptoms of distraction that cause the person to stop in their tracks and pay attention to the physicality vs. the underlying issue that’s coming up!

I have many examples of how the non-physical has played out in the physical; here are only a few of many, MANY examples I’ve experienced, with myself and with clients:

  • I had a man coming to see me for a package of sessions, and we were working on his inconsistency and lack of commitment in his life. We looked at and he accepted and shifted many things, but the behavior came up again and again. He started having some scary physical symptoms: A heart issue came up (this is someone in his 40s), and he started having a LOT of back pain! His heart was holding onto something of deep judgment, and his back held the “burden” of it. Yet, he followed the “home play” I gave him via guidance.Finally, he came to see me, and he limped into my office, bent over, obviously in a lot of pain. We started talking, and he said something that had come up in his life caused him to believe he was pretty sure he knew what all of this was about: When he was a child, he was raped by a male cousin, several times. He’d held on to and repressed that all of his life, and because of how he judged himself and held on to the judgment of the other, he emanated the energy of unworthiness to have a good life, a good marriage, a good job, and a good place to live. Once he started telling me, the tears came right away, in a huge wave… and it all came out in the open, once and for all! We did an energy session, and at the end, he jumped up to hug and thank me… and started walking out of my office before he stopped, turned around, wide eyed, realizing that his back pain was COMPLETELY gone! That remained, and his heart symptoms alleviated shortly after, as well.
  • A woman came to see me because, due to some physical manifestations in her life (cancer, operations, and a subsequent paralyzed vocal cord), she had almost no voice whatsoever. The doctors told her she’d never regain her voice to what it had been, and yet she felt otherwise. In our first session, I had to lean forward to hear her – and she was sitting two feet away from me! Right away, my guidance was that it had to do with the lack of her standing in her Truth and letting others “take her voice away.”In her life, she’d been through a 25+-year marriage of some pretty dark abuse, and other circumstances. She had a quite a number of situations through her life (and others, but that’s a conversation for another day) where she allowed her voice to be stifled… until it physically manifested that way. We did a number of sessions focusing on worthiness, acceptance, and standing in her own power; within six months, her voice was tremendously improved! A year-and-a-half later (as I’ve now taught her how to do energy healing herself), her voice projects easily and normally, and she can easily speak to a room full of people and be heard!

When we focus on helping to energetically create a reality that is flowing, and steeped in worthiness, self-love, and true self-expression, we will naturally be in the flow… and things will be graceful, easy, healthy… and a lot more fun! So many are amazed at how many areas in their lives are positively affected by energy healing (typically far more than they ever anticipated)! When the focus is shifted to what’s core and underlying, looking at the wholistic picture vs. focusing on a symptom, ONE focus area in an energy healing session can free the recipient/participant in many, many ways for an optimal, much healthier and well-balanced experience in their life!

Energy healing, when engaged in its full value – regardless of what type there is (and there are many, many types of energy healing, accessing different purity of frequency, including Trinity Energy Progression, Reiki, Arcing Light, Healing Touch, ThetaHealing, and a variety others), is tapping into the Universal Energy of which we’re a part, and honoring the power we have to change everything within ourselves; it’s the first step to recognizing (remembering) that we alone are responsible for creating our reality. The “energy healer” (as is the same for ALL forms of healing, including doctors and Western medicine) simply facilitates assistance to the client in accessing “frequencies of healing” that the individual doesn’t yet remember how to access themselves, via tools that are optimal for that individual. When such infinitely powerful and effective tools are accessed, and the core situations are addressed and changed, everything is changeable! This is true for everything, from situations such as headaches, a pain in the hip, depression, and injury healing (both physical and emotional/mental) to what many consider chronic (and sometimes terminal) situations including allergies, addiction, fibromyalgia, bipolarity, and cancer. The list is endless! Want a better life? A better job? Are you ready to take the reins and REALLY find your place of well-being, of existing in a flowing, balanced and harmonized manner that’s as truly and wholly effective as what we would consider magical? Try it out!

 

Angela Coulter
Healing Facilitation and Instruction
Originator, Trinity Energy Progression
Spiritual Alchemy, Ascension Guidance

Opening to Abundance

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AbundancePossibleMany have constant complaints about lack of ________ – whether it’s money, love, happiness, peace, you name it – and yet, hold beliefs, agreements, and patterns that cause them to continuously live in lack.

Often I’m guided to ask, “Do you allow yourself to receive?” How many times does it happen that one complains that they don’t have this, they don’t have that… and yet, they won’t ask for it, and if someone else offers assistance to gain whatever it is, they won’t accept?

Here’s an easy affirmation for you to help start your day and remind you about ALLOWING; clear your mind and say to yourself (or out loud): “I invite, allow, accept, and embrace continuous, limitless and infinitely expansive benevolent abundance in my existence, in all ways, shapes, and forms with grace, ease, balance, harmony, and joy.” Then, close your eyes and envision yourself in a scene like this… I often see and feel golden, light/love waterfalls just streaming in toward me, flowing through me, being one with me… and sit with that for a few minutes. Lovely!

What Do YOU Consider “Healing”?

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When we are based in the mind/ego, we limit ourselves to expectations that we can only conjure in the mind/ego. When we hear the word “healing,” we often have a set of certain expectations in our mind that can ultimately limit us.

Important to ask yourself, does your mind consider healing – physical, mental, emotional, environmental, spiritual – “the alleviation of uncomfortable symptoms” (aka, “put on a Band-Aid”), or actually getting to the core underlying issues and removing them so the “symptoms” will disappear?

Ultimately, from an an energetic point of view, it is my understanding that “healing” is allowing full flow, full connection to the Higher Self/Divine, without limitations that are impeded by resistance – such as fear, anxiety, anger, resentment, regret, guilt, doubt, sorrow, and pain – and thus, allows experience of the higher vibrations of happiness, joy… and bliss.

When we put expectations around what that will look like, based on what the mind pictures… we often limit the result. Do you believe you can only heal so much, so far, because of ___________________ (your age, your weight, your genetics, etc.)? Do you just feel like “healing” would simply encompass removal of chronic pain? If you hold such beliefs, you will limit your ultimate result to that.

It’s the ego that puts a picture around the word… and such a powerful word it is!

Also, because of the physical element of healing, we often have our mind set certain expectations as to what that looks like… particularly with energy healing work. I remember once I had a client with whom I had one session; during the session, she told me she was in a serious funk because she’d lost her job, lost her home, she was living in one room of a friend’s house, and she wanted to just curl up into the fetal position and fade away. We worked on a lot that day energetically! After about a month passed from the session, I was nudged to send her an email to check in and see how she was doing, if she’d noticed any differences, etc. Her response was that she didn’t think our session had done much for her… but since we’d spoken, she’d gotten a new job, a new place to live, and had met some new people she really liked… and she was much, much happier. As it all did happen immediately after our session, I understood that what we’d worked on together had released a lot of what she’s held on to so she could open herself up energetically to what she desired… it was so graceful and easy that she hadn’t even realized it until I explained how it was connected!

I have worked with some who have what we consider “terminal dis-eases”… and though some may have ultimately chosen to transition, it was well worth all of the work to release all of the weights that had caused them to come into that physical state in the first place… because they were actually able to transition in peace, and now they don’t have to carry it forward into their next life, their next experience, as a lesson still to be learned. Is that a failure to the effort? Absolutely not… as long as we don’t attach our mind’s expectations to it. If we think that death itself is considered “failure”… then we limit ourselves.

We have many, many layers of experience… and thus, in the journey to remember our Divinity, the “healing” is to release resistance that we still hold, assimilate the lessons… and remember our light in unconditional love. What that “looks like” in 3D existence is different for everyone and continuously shifts as we do, but ultimately results in happiness, joy, love, and bliss! The key goes back to flow, flow, flow… as the energetic torus as pictured here, if we are in full flow, without resistance, we exist without pain, without difficulties… and can soar into our “next level.”

On Rebuilding the Earth (and Rebuilding Ourselves)

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As this journey continues to progress, more and more I’m given guidance to simply just DO certain things… without having any conscious understanding of why, often until I’m smack dab in the middle of it (and the given here is that I first and foremost ALWAYS ask my Higher Self if whatever it is is for my Highest and Best good!).

Which is EXACTLY what happened on my recent trip to Kauai, in Hawaii!

Before June 2012, I’d never even known the name of the place… and it suddenly started coming up EVERYWHERE… right after my initial trip to Mount Shasta, California (for more information about THAT trip, see my post Journey Reflections from the Mountain, Mt. Shasta Tales, Part Two). Seriously… I would log on to Facebook, and something about Kauai would pop up at the top of my feed. I would be talking to someone, and they would mention Kauai. Once, my husband and I were walking through the gym parking lot after a workout, and my eyes just “randomly” rested on a bumper sticker… that said “Kauai.” And, as adept as I am at discerning such messages, I actually sort of ignored the message until it became obnoxiously apparent (the bumper sticker in the gym parking lot did it! LOL). So, in early November 2012, I went into meditation… and as soon as I closed my eyes, I was transported to… you guessed it… Kauai. I was on the water, looking at this amazing, ancient Lemurian mountainous landscape; I knew immediately where I was, even though I’d never even BEEN to Hawaii before.

This is the Lemurian landscape from within the water at Tunnels Beach, on the north shore of Kauai. It’s the EXACT vision I had in meditation in November 2012 when I finally acknowledged the message to go… and it was on this beach where I actually felt down to my cells, “Welcome home”… what a shocker when I was in the water, turned around, and saw the landscape from this perspective… and realized that this was THAT place!

I asked, “SOOOO… I guess I’m supposed to go here?” Yes.

“When?” Very distinctly: Late February, early March 2013.

I remember balking a little bit – since it was already November – and thought, “Seriously?! A little short notice, dontcha think?” (Yep, I’m a little sassy sometimes… all with Divine love and gratitude…) After a slight pause: Well, you HAVE been getting the message for 5  months now… I thought, “Touché…” I asked if I should do a class there, and understood No. Present? No… just go, and BE.

I’ve also learned that if something is really, really in my Highest and Best interest, it will all simply fall into place for me, once I agree to do it. Once I said, “OK, then… to Kauai I’ll go..”  that’s exactly what happened! Somehow, in December, information on a women’s spiritual retreat in Kauai in the second half of February just fell into my lap… and somehow, it all worked out so I could go. The resources showed themselves… everything scheduled around it.

So, I went to Kauai for ten days. Who was I to ignore guidance to go to Hawaii???  😉

There’s an entire, in-depth story around this retreat; it was amazing and awesome in ways I would have never imagined it would be if I’d tried to put expectations around it! But this post… has a very specific message from it, as part of that trip.

Kauai – An Ancient Lemurian Landscape

This was the daily view at breakfast from the rental house… rainbows and all…

You might ask, “What’s so significant about Kauai?” I asked the same question, too, early on… and with a little bit of research, I discovered there’s a LOT significant with it! Some actually call it the Garden of Eden; though the Pacific Northwest has ancient Lemurian energy about it… Kauai is even older. From my memory/understanding (now that I’ve been back there)… it holds the energy of the beginning of entry into this dimension, this density. It truly is a different world, in ways I can’t explain except to say that it’s amazing how many people have been guided to go and/or live there with no understanding about why, about how they’ll afford it, how it will come together… and I heard many stories of it just happening, whether it’s for 5 days, 5 months, 5 years… or forever. When you’re called home… you’re called home!

There were 6 of us, including the woman who was running the retreat (who incidentally, I’d met in Mt. Shasta in 2012); what a lot we were! And, even more importantly… so amazing that we all just melded together with such fluidity and ease; of course… at the etheric level, we’d agreed to get together, there, at that time, for the purpose for our visit! I cane to love every one of them; every one of them had something of myself to reflect back to me.

Amongst the flowering ginger in paradise…

Part One – My BIG Message
“There was a blind woman, a deaf woman, a woman with a recent knee replacement…”

Not the start to a joke, but a start to a part of my story. Though it didn’t faze me in the least, I noticed such an interesting mix early on… this was literally the variety of physical demographic in our small group! I immediately knew that there would be some huge message coming through to me about that.

We took a few days to get used to our mix, which was a GREAT lesson in consciousness and being completely in the moment (for example, when you’re helping to guide someone who’s 90% blind on a hiking trail – or even through a parking lot – there’s really not much opportunity to do anything BUT be in the moment!), and of accommodating all of us as one. I will say… after the adjustments for all of that, it felt easy! So I continued to wonder what the message was.

However, about the third day, I noticed I woke up with a little bit of resistance within me… with just the slightest bit of irritation. I also noticed that regardless of working out and drinking incessantly, I’d started retaining water…and I felt puffy, like I had a layer of insulation around me to keep me in. I didn’t give it any energy; I simply observed. I noticed irritation about being limited… and how I partially blamed the retention on the moderate activity in the tropical weather; I could feel this pull to just go all out, to hike the most intense trails, swim and swim in the deeper waters… whatever that would just let me escape from limitation (and feeling of limitation of the water retention, too)! I remember after working out and showering, I was getting dressed and received the message to wear something confining to my body (I ended up wearing stretch jeans and a strapping sports tank top under my shirt)… because it was important for me to STAY IN MY BODY. I shared that with the group in morning meditation/circle; I wasn’t sure why, but it seemed important.

We went through the day; that evening, we went to a nearby bed and breakfast where the owners had a crystal bowl playing event, which included some light code initiations. AS SOON AS she started playing… I completely left my body. I was outta there! I hadn’t realized how constricted I’d started feeling until *pop*… I was fully focusing in my higher dimensional self, intermingling with others in the 5th dimension… and I stayed there, happily, the ENTIRE DURATION of the event. When I came back to my body at the end, it felt like a crash landing… and that I’d slid back into a body made of lead, it felt so dense!

Again, I observed this and even journaled about it that evening.

The next morning, a HUGE realization came to me… with all of the work I’ve done in eliminating the partitions between my levels of consciousness, between different parts of me, a higher, larger form of my consciousness was simply irritated with the human body, in general. It was very, very subtle… but because I’d been removed from my element, in a completely different environment, with completely different company than was typical – and with several situations that the ego would perceive as very physically limiting – I was able to finally see it!

This is what came through: “The human body is SO limiting… so confining… so awkward, and so FRAGILE and WEAK… how can I EVER accomplish all I came here to do?” So, so, SO many beliefs came through: I’m held back by the physical body, the physical body is a hindrance, I loathe the physical body, the physical body will prevent me from attaining my soul’s purpose, we screwed up in creating the physical body, how can we accomplish what we want to do in this time and place with these fragile, weak physical bodies?… it went on and on.

I was amazed at the realization of these beliefs; I’d thought I’d removed all resistance to the body! And I had… the difference was that I’d removed resistance to MY body; however, my apparent overall perception of THE physical body – of all of us in clunky, “clay molds” – was this underlying irritation I’d never seen before.  In fact, I work with many clients on their own bodily issues time and time again! Though I had irritation at what would be perceived as physical hindrances within the group… it had never gone to irritation at the individuals; in fact, it was amazing how everyone simply pressed on, regardless, and how so many of what could be perceived as hindrances we actually strengths and great lessons for others in the group!

So, I set forth releasing all of that… resolving, healing, clearing, and releasing… and WOW; I could feel the difference immediately!

(NOTE: If you would like the clearing on releasing your version of resistance to the physical body, go to the Clearings and Downloads for You page, under “7. Releasing Resistance to the Physical Body.”)

Part Two – Rebuilding Ourselves From the Land
On the heels of this realization came the day we took a trip to Waimea Canyon, which is considered “the Grand Canyon of the Pacific.” Our first stop was the Kalalau lookout… which is probably the most commonly seen image connected with Kauai (and the beautiful picture I was able to take there is at the top of this post… rainbow and all). It was breathtaking! As we went to leave, I heard, “Wait… stay back!” So I did… and I consciously connected in. When I closed my eyes, I was shown how this canyon is at the root of Gaia rebuilding herself, cell by cell, piece by piece, into the “New Earth.” And, I understood that all who go there – particularly this year – are there to absorb that energy… and start rebuilding ourselves, cell by cell, piece by piece, into the “new us” as a part of Earth.

Waimea Canyon, where we received our “blast” of Light Codes and just amazing energy… and where we accepted being conduits to this doorway so others can receive the same. Look at the amazing shape of the erosion… so many pyramids! The energy coming up from the Earth here was SO powerful!

Our next stop was at the overlook to the center of Waimea Canyon. As we pulled up to this area, I could feel my back start to tingle (always a precursor of good things to come!). When we walked up to this view, I was momentarily overwhelmed by the energy coming up from the depths of the canyon. What amazed me most of all was how the way the canyon has eroded into so many pyramidal shapes… SO POWERFUL! All of us were just completely encompassed in this… a blast of air up from inside the canyon brought the physical connection, and we all just sat there and meditated. I saw and felt huge columns of light coming up, saturating us with a countless number of Light Codes… I understood that the codes were to help us reprogram and rebuild ourselves, while opening a gateway to a new world and a completely new existence.

How synchronistic with the clearings I had done about the issues with the human body… because they cleared the way to accept this amazing gift without doubt or hesitation!

Ever since this event – that day at Waimea Canyon – I go back there regularly etherically, and it’s just as vivid to me as when I was physically standing there! Even though at the time of writing this blog, it’s been 3.5 weeks since being at the canyon, even just seeing the picture automatically causes my entire being to open up WIDE energetically! At night, more times than not, I’m there again… and receiving more, allowing more. I also discovered that those of us who are going there this year have volunteered to “hold the door open” to whomever is ready and willing to accept these Light Codes and this new energy to help rebuild ourselves and the world around us. I can’t tell you the innumerable amount of souls who have come to me in my sleep since that day – nightly – for help in walking through that doorway to receive this amazing energy. Just talking about it with someone else prompts the transmission of the Light Codes to begin… I can feel my crown open up wide just while typing this!

So… if you’re so inclined, and ready to REALLY progress on your journey… in reading this, you’ve most likely agreed at another level of consciousness to receive this connection and the Light Codes, remembering the pathway to this magnificent doorway and the blueprints on how to rebuild ourselves for the “New Earth.” If you want to formally accept them… you may simply close your eyes, clear your mind, consciously agree to accept… come back there with me now, to receive, and give gratitude to Gaia for this amazing gift!

More to come…  🙂

The “Storm’s” Just Beginning… How to Smooth Out the Edges As We Go…

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WOW. This week has been a H-E-A-V-Y week energetically in all ways, shapes, and forms… and this goes WAY beyond those who have lost so much in terms of the storm called Sandy that ran up from the Caribbean, along the East Coast, and into the Northeastern United States… along with some other wild events around the world. There are quite a few I know who have contacted me – who had no real personal distress from anything of the sort – who asked, “What the HECK is going ON?!…” Followed by a number of issues that have come up personally. What’s happened physically has brought up MUCH to heal for us, collectively and individually, about what happens when the “old” falls away to make way for the new… and along with that, much resistance, fear, and even anger about change, and what that means for each of us.

When I had my Grand Awakening in 2009, it wasn’t too long before I was having conversations with Archangel Ezekiel (my bud LOL)… and he told me at that time that we’re coming upon a time of great change, in ALL ways… and he specifically told me that beyond the spiritual changes, there would be many physical ones, including many earthquakes, fires, and floods (I was actually “shown” this about a month before the Haiti earthquake in early 2010). Early last year or late the year before, he came to me and told me to remember to “be the calm in the storm”… and to share that with all of the others who have volunteered to be on the front end of “doing this work” during these times. At the time I understood what he meant, but I didn’t UNDERSTAND it as I do today.

We’re IN “the storm,” full throttle now. The shifting is happening faster and faster – we’re in full gear now – and it’s being reflected in our physical world in many, many ways (one BIG one was evidenced in this week’s big PHYSICAL storm).

For many it’s starting to feel out of control, like there is no ground under our feet… and it is because all that doesn’t serve us in some way, shape, or form is falling away, whether we want it to or not. The reality that is coming through is that there IS no ground under our feet; we’re in the process of creating a new, better one! This is completely without judgment; in releasing duality, there is no right and wrong… it is that the I AM self knows the plan; it knows what it is that doesn’t serve us and can look at it without the judgment and resistance of the ego… and the Higher Self is VERY tied into the various groups of collective consciousness, including that of being part of the organism Gaia… who is rebirthing herself into a new existence.

The key to remember is this: It’s OK to have moments when we’re sad, angry, upset, anxious, resistant… however, remember that part of the purpose of being on this active spiritual path is to LEARN how to DO IT DIFFERENTLY… which means not allowing ourselves to get lost in the mire, no matter HOW bad it looks; keeping the higher perspective, remembering to rise above the muck; and most importantly, keeping our center, to know that this is simply illusion. ALL of it.

I was also told several years ago to “STEP IN FAITH.” Three simple words I’ve learned have layers and layers and layers of meaning, with bigger steps – that become jumps and then huge, mondo leaps… the more I trust, the more I’m asked to trust. And I do. Does the ego have moments? Absolutely! But the more I’m shown that the more I trust the more I’m tended to… the more I trust. The more faith I have that my Higher Self has it all planned out, and that I can lose the resistance and simply be in the moment. Regardless of how much “work” we’ve done on ourselves, regardless of how far we’ve come, there will be days when something comes up and you think, “Where is THIS coming from? I thought I got rid of that a long time ago!” Or, something will come up that you had NO IDEA was resistant within you! The key is… CLEAR YOUR MIND, RELEASE JUDGMENT ON YOURSELF about it, and ask what the core underlying issue is, and ask what the specific lesson is there to learn. Then, if you don’t know how to release it… go to someone who can help you to (and then, learn how to do it yourself… because you CAN).

Also, any of us who know how to do healings to the various groups of collective consciousness, to mass consciousness, to Gaia… please do so, continuously! The more of us who can do that regularly, the more it actually helps us – and our version of it – individually. What I’m being told is that all of this has to do BIG TIME with the collective agreement to “rip off the Band-Aid”…and guess what? It’s time… and the ego is just as afraid of doing so as our Higher Selves anticipates it. So, the focus of the healings… to get the Highest Level of Divine Truth on the shifting and change, what that means for us, on how to release EVERYTHING except what serves us in the Highest and Best way… with the most grace, ease, balance, harmony, and joy. And how to be completely FLUID to change, accept and EMBRACE it…

Individually, the key is this: If we remain the calm in the storm (and, in the physical sense, the calm “after the storm”), we can be more productive in changing our perspective, which will, in turn, allow it all to flow through more quickly to a better place. There is a purpose for everything; even if we don’t see it in the moment. The key, again, is to rise above the resistance of the ego (which most often makes us blind to the bigger picture in the moment)… and know that the more fluid and positive and in love we remain, the quicker the situation and/or emotions will move on out… and we can get on to the much bigger and better things awaiting us!

Looking at What Weighs Us Down… So We Can Continue On WITHOUT the Weight!

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Most recently, I’ve been working on releasing “all that’s still weighing me down… and preventing me from attaining/maintaining the path of my ultimate soul’s purpose.” Funny, consistently, I’ve been getting clearings on my throat chakra (and I was thinking, “Um, yeah… because I don’t COMMUNICATE enough?!” LOL).

Yesterday, during meditation, while in the Trinity Energy, I had set the same intention, and was taken to an older looking ship, wearing this beautiful velvet cloak (and funny I’ve been seeing myself wearing such a cloak in meditation for the past few weeks… literal translation, “cloaking” myself with this beautiful adornment…as a distraction); I was walking along on the ship and saying to the crew, “Where is she… it’s time to let her out!” and I noticed that it changed to, “It’s time to let ME out!” I found this hatch, opened it, and there was a young woman, in her late teens/early 20s looking out at me, scared. I told her it was time, and she jumped into me… and then eleven others – other “parts of me” – came out and jumped into me, also ( (I’m pretty sure it was a total of a dozen, that 12 magical number). My light body EXPLODED…and I just sat and expanded, expanded, expanded.

Then, part two of my meditation, I went to a remote healing/energy work circle that I’ve joined where we go to an etheric place that’s been created for us to “meet” to do work together every Wednesday. One of the women there looked at me, and I knew her as a sister… in the beginning of the session while I was there, she sighed, reached out, and said, “Here, let me remove that for you…” I was like, “Hunh?” And realized she was removing thread that had my mouth stitched shut.

Yesterday afternoon, I had an energy share with someone (when two practitioners get together and do a session on each other), and when I received, I set the same intention. THAT was where we got to the core of the matter! Both of us saw pretty close to the same thing: a part of me that I’ve yet to step into fully, because of fear, resistance, discomfort… and I basically had an argument with my Higher Self about it (“Isn’t this ENOUGH? What does it matter?” etc. etc. etc. – it sounded a lot like some of the arguments I’ve had with my teenagers! LOL). I was reminded of my soul’s purpose… of which this part is – I GUESS – pretty important. There was enough resistance that tears began to flow.

So, after that, a client came in for a session; I always talk about how AWESOME it is to do energetic healing facilitation work for a living, because EVERYTHING we do and have presented to us in our lives is a reflection in some way, shape, or form of something inside of us… and thus, I always set the intention that for whatever I work with clients to clear, to simultaneously give me the same, for whatever my version of that would be! Anyway, we went from some fairly topical clearings to diving off of a completely unexpected cliff into a HUGE core issue that hadn’t been uncovered for her before: All of her trust issues were based on a deeply covered belief that she had at some point been “abandoned by God,” as if God were separate from her, and as if there was a possibly of that… And this person had never consciously recognized that, but everything literally stopped short in the session until we uncovered, worked on, and cleared that.

It was huge for her – cleared a lot in her energetic field instantaneously, and subsequently, I was hit with a etheric 2×4 as I suddenly realized, OF COURSE. There’s been SO MUCH I’ve cleared over the past several years in relation to an understanding of part of my soul’s purpose that I haven’t shared (and it was much of what I was arguing with my Higher Self about)… I thought (always key: “thinking” vs. “feeling”) I had cleared everything around it. Nope; I skirted it! After the session, when I reflected on the resolution I had received myself, I could see the fingers of hesitation I’d had weaving through much of the history, the knowledge, what I’ve been told and what I’ve remembered about the story I’ve agreed to tell (which includes the book I’ve been getting pressed to write, since of COURSE it all ties together!)… and why and how that residual hesitation was based on a deeply embedded level of unhealed distrust. In that moment, I understood the need to be at the level of complete surrender – to my Divine self, to the Divine beyond that, and how I needed to be COMPLETELY resolved of this resistance to move on. I can now see all of the spots of distrust that existed, how cleverly I’ve masked it from myself until now, how I’ve gone about 90% of the way, but have held back on that other 10% – the MOST IMPORTANT 10% – and why. It was SUCH an incredibly powerful clearing for my client… and it turned out, for me, too! BEST part of the job! LOL!

Last night, I held an online Trinity Energy Progression share with some remote practitioners. Shared updates, questions, etc… and then broke off and did individual remote sessions together, one-on-one. When I received, I didn’t even set the intention I’d been using; I simply set it to receive what is highest/best for me at the moment. I didn’t share any of what had been going on with me with the person giving to me prior to the session. And yet… the practitioner saw me in this beautiful landscape, at the top of these humongously tall trees, at the edge of a bird’s nest… getting ready to “leave the nest”… and to fly. On my end, as I received, I saw a whole bunch of people in Halloween costumes, with masks and cloaks on (funny, about the cloak thing)… I was in the middle… and took my mask off, shed the cloak, and stepped away from the rest, forward, into myself fully… and expanded, expanded, expanded into this incredibly huge Light Being.

When I went to bed last night, I couldn’t remember the last time I had felt so completely nurtured and comforted as I fell asleep. I had some wonderful experiences in my dream state, and feel AMAZING today… and ready to take it ALL on, as I’m allowing it to all come together now… I’m pretty sure… I thought so before, but again, had masked it from myself.

The reason I’m writing this here is because it’s a perfect example of sometimes when we THINK (always the key, thinking instead of feeling) that we’ve reached an endpoint, a goal, etc… how there’s always more. If we’re still here in the physical, there’s ALWAYS more!  The further we go in releasing and clearing ourselves, the more skillful we can actually get at repressing and not looking at something that makes us uncomfortable, because it really, truly gets to the core stuff. However, regardless of how skilled you’ve gotten at NOT looking at something… you ALWAYS give yourself messages about that which you’re repressing/not looking at! With me, one of the keys has been additional physical weight on me that didn’t make sense as to why I’ve retained it, since I’ve been working out regularly, eating healthy, being healthy, etc. I kept on hearing the term, “weighed down” (yes, we do that, too… lots of “funny” puns in our physical stuff that comes up), and I’ve been utterly perplexed at to why… because I love what I’m doing, I love every day of the week, I LOVE my “work” (which is more like play to me)… but that weight has been my physical reminder that I was hiding something from myself, that there WAS something that was still “weighing me down” and preventing me from getting to the “next level”… thus, why I finally said, “ENOUGH of this… time to LOOK AT IT STRAIGHT ON, ALREADY!”

And I guess I’m ready now… forward movement again, out of the bird’s nest… deep breaths… one, two… soar!!!!

Reminiscent of Close Encounters… (NM Road Trip Revelations I)

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From the movie "Close Encounters of the Third Kind"

There’s just SO MUCH to cover about my road trip to New Mexico, that I COULDN’T WAIT to get started! This topic is VERY important for many, soooo, here I go; but first, a couple of things that are relevant to this posting, so bear with me…

Throughout my life, I have had cumulative but gradual experiences of opening up spiritually and intuitively… while I was working in the very left-brained corporate world, and then developing my own business. It was much like the exponential curve on a graph… a new type of “ability” here, a new one there…wait for it… wait for it…and then BAM! In 2009, I fell open like a book. Seriously! I tried to keep it separate from my professional life, but the more I went on and explored it… the further I opened up… and the more keeping those two parts of my life separate clashed and caused conflict. Consequently, I’ve finally accepted the inevitability… and this is now the focus and calling to which I’ve submitted, and enjoy it very much!

When I say opened up, it’s really an understatement. I started “hearing” thoughts, knowing the complex line of events to be in a moment’s contemplation, found it very easy to learn and practice energy healing, and also connected very easily to ascended masters, angels, archangels, and others of the Light (and then directly with Creator, especially once I learned ThetaHealing). About 6 months ago, I also started “connecting in” with other Beings – those who many might call “aliens”… but I simply call them Star Beings or Beings.  Those with whom I’ve connected are truly of some of purest love I have ever experienced. Regardless, here’s the thing: No matter how fantastic or out there something seemed when I was “told” it was highest Truth, it has always come to pass, in one way or the other.

Then, though I honestly never asked, last year I started receiving images and snip its of things to come, not only regarding the role I “signed up” to play, but also regarding Earth-level humanity.

Contrary to what many of the fatalists seem to want everyone to believe, it’s not about Doomsday at all…it’s absolutely phenomenal and beautiful! Is there drastic change involved? Absolutely… but change is how you want to perceive it; it can be your personal hardship or it can be your liberation! Much is very foreign as to how we’re living today… so I’ve been very reticent to share much of the insight I’ve received, except with those closest to me (though I admit, I’ve even held back some of the information from my husband – one of the most open-minded people I know – and I’m just finally feeling comfortable to share it with him NOW) . It was because of this that regardless of the amount of self clearing and healing I did, the fear of being considered a freak or judged obviously remained.

It also seems that often when I’m speaking with someone about this, and tell them that EVERYONE can do this, EVERYONE has the same ability, it just needs to be remembered… that I feel the person’s retraction, that the smile they give me is empty (“Yeah, sure…”).

So, it’s been only very, very recently that I’ve started becoming more comfortable openly discussing and utilizing my uncovered “abilities”… though there has still been some reticence unless it’s in discussion with those I know are already comfortable with the topic. However, in regards to some of the “bigger ticket” items – the humanity stuff, how I’ve “seen” the world in 1 year, 2 years, 5 years… I’m still very hesitant to share some of the details.

I was introduced to the messages of Kiesha Crowther (aka “Little Grandmother) in early 2010; hers was one set of many different visionaries and metaphysical presentations to which I had become exposed. Though I absolutely agreed with much of what she said, I never felt much of a “pull” to meet her in person or anything… until I kept on getting guidance in meditation (and then my friend got the same message to give to me) that I was to meet her. Without more of the story, all ended up pointing  right now to this workshop/retreat last week that ultimately decided my road trip to New Mexico.

Besides it feeling right, I had no idea why I was going. I was assured in meditation that it was important for me to go to this; I had to trust and accept it. I was also guided into deciding to drive the trip… because I was assured that it was all as much in the journey as the destination.

I figured, “OK, then. I guess I’m going.”

Though all of this processing happened three weeks before the event, and seemed impossible to pull off, it was amazing how easily and relatively perfectly everything fell into place, how the pavement in the road just became laid out before me. I was assured that if I just jumped off the cliff and TRUSTED, I would fly.

And so I did.

There were just so many things that worked out perfectly: when the 2-day retreat fit in, how long it would take me to go and get back… and how that fit in to the only week that I could possibly have done this in the entire month, how the weather was PERFECT the entire trip (sandwiched into difficult weather patterns and issues around the country right up until the week right before I left), how all the plans that I almost made blindly worked out perfectly in synchronicity. Too much to explain here, but you get the idea…

I had NO idea what to expect when I got to that 2-day retreat in Santa Fe… but I was definitely in for the ride!

So. To the point: It was fabulous. Beyond belief. First of all, for all of my neutrality about her beforehand, I will say this: Kiesha Crowther is the most heart-centered person I have met. She is completely, 100% dedicated and authentic to what she’s doing… and she FEELS it completely. As soon as I was in the same room as her, my heart chakra just naturally spread wide open, beyond measure!

Also, what was absolutely amazing: She covered topics that connected the dots to much of the “further out” information I have received and didn’t quite understand previously. The funny thing: I didn’t even realize that was happening until the end of the 2 days; then it was like a barely audible “click, click, click, click…” going on, and I was amazed… because this was information I had barely shared with more than one or two people. Yet it seemed to come out of her mouth so naturally, and confidently. And suddenly, so much I had seen and had previously been puzzling over made sense…. just from her filling in some of the gaps.

In discussing all of this, she felt it important to impress upon us that it’s time to be brave; to overcome your fears about what other people think about you. Let that go; be your authentic self, proudly, 100%… because it is time to spread the news of good tidings and love in contrast to so much of the doom and gloom that’s out there. If your calling is to help others on their spiritual path, then embrace it boldly, fulfill your heart’s purpose… and don’t worry about others; because (as her tribal grandfather would tell her), “It’s none of your business what other people think about you.”

In attendance was somewhere between 80-100 people – it was definitely a full room! What was absolutely amazing, and the ultimate purpose of this post: In talking to those around me, during breaks and during lunch, I found that my co-attendees had traveled from Canada, Europe, Hawaii, Japan and the four corners of the country to attend! Many had the same “pull” as I had – and had allowed the journey to flow, as I had, as well. I met one man who had left his job in Quebec and had been traveling around the country, visiting and exploring, for about a month, figuring out where he was going to settle. I met another woman who packed a tent – like me – and had camped her way from southern California. Yet another had just gotten to the United States from Sweden – by herself – and after the retreat, was going on to spend 2 weeks exploring… and playing it all by ear.

I felt like almost everyone I met was in one form or another a reflection of me.

Another woman I met had been in the same career as me – corporate marketing – for 20 years, and had just quit “that world,” because she’d felt this one pulling at her. Right now, she was looking to move, to start a new life, and move over into the spiritual realm because it had been a growing part of her life. It was funny I had just randomly decided to sit down next to her, in a small circle of people, during lunch one day! Yet another was still coming to grips with her “Awakening,” because she had been a Math teacher, and a very black-and-white person… until she started “knowing things” that just came to her, along with a huge slew of abilities at once. She still had a challenging time talking about it without tears coming to her eyes… she’d tried to ignore it until a car accident put her out of commission for a short period of time, during which she started seeing a psychotherapist… who, after several months of therapy, told her that she was simply going through a spiritual Awakening.

Another woman, from Long Island, NY, was going through a transition period and deciding her direction. Several men I met were still trying to figure all of this out in their lives, too.

Many, many had been getting guidance to move to another location, including specific areas on where to move… coincidentally (though there are no coincidences), Kiesha had mentioned several times during the 2 days that if you learn to put the ego aside and truly listen to your I AM self, that it will always steer you in the highest and best direction… because it’s there for YOU. So, the point she made specifically: All of your answers are within YOU. If you’re guided to move elsewhere, then do it. If you’re guided to change your vocation, do it. Even if it might seem surreal and out there, if you’re sure it’s from your higher self, then TRUST in yourself. You will understand the rest as it plays out. Now is the time… follow your guidance!

See the pattern?

When we talked to each other, we just started blurting out things that many of us had largely kept to ourselves… because we were getting the same messages, seeing the same things. I found by the second day that I was speaking comfortably and openly about topics that I hadn’t been able to even approach with most closest to me.

It reminded me of the movie Close Encounters of the Third Kind… with so many people getting the same message, heading in the same direction (though no one I met – to my knowledge – had been sculpting landmarks in their mashed potatoes or sculpting mountains out of mud in their living room… but then, I never did ask! LOL).

I felt more comforted and supported – and felt the most camaraderie – with this group of people I met in 2 days, halfway across the country, than I have with many of those I’ve known and who have been in my life since what I call my “Grand Awakening,” in 2009.

I finally found my footing.

Upon the closure of the retreat, many of us chatted and hugged… and surprisingly few of us shared contact information. You might think it’s strange, with us all having so much in common, but it didn’t feel that way in the least… because it truly felt like we would find each other again, at the right time… and we knew we filled the purpose we were supposed to with each other, for the moment.

Times are changing… more and more quickly. This world is morphing into something even more phenomenal than it is… and now I’m FINALLY in full acceptance of me and how I can help.

If you’re reading this, and have felt uncomfortable with remembrance of your natural abilities, of your Divinity, and your calling during this awesome time in the history of our world, then here’s my message to you: You’re not alone; far from it! In fact, you’re in great company…there are many of us, in rapidly increasing numbers, stepping out, remembering who we are, accepting a “new” reality, a “new” way of doing things, around the world. I promise! I’ve seen it; I now see it happening, all around us.

So, let’s go! Geronimo! 🙂

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