Happy New Age and Rebirthing to Our World!


These past nine days have been phenomenal beyond phenomenal… there aren’t words to describe what I have seen, felt, and experienced in myself and others around me.

So, so, so much of the gunk of the “old world” has come to the surface for so many… because it doesn’t serve us anymore. It is the energy of the past, of the lessons of duality that we have completed with flying colors! In the physical, so many have been experiencing this with cold/flu-like symptoms, odd rashes, headaches, flare-ups of “old” illnesses/injuries that might not have shown themselves for a long time… and/or many have simply felt the need to sleep, sleep, sleep… All are simply physical symptoms of detoxing these leftovers. Also, from the “non-physical” standpoint, many, MANY are having challenging, resistant situations come up (sometimes it’s a circling back around of something previously THOUGHT to have been resolved within), and are working through a lot of muck in their personal lives. SO… it might seem ugly and painful to the ego… but it’s there at the surface to RELEASE to the wind and CLEAR it from our consciousness, once and for all! (In a spiritual discussion group last night, we coined the term describing this as “a spiritual/psychic loogie”… LOL…)

This morning, at 6:15am ET, I joined with many, many others out in the ethers with the intention of melding with the “new world” while helping to bring in and anchor it into this one. What an extraordinary experience; the eternity of the void, the serenity, the peace, love, and connectedness of SO MANY with the same intention is AMAZING! (You can come and “join us,” simply by setting the intention that you join the effort with all others, outside of space and time, at the moments of focus of the “transitioning of the ages, from the old world to the new.”)

IN bringing in the new age and a new world… we remember to live in love, 100% in our Divinity and wholeness… and we can release the density, the heaviness, the separation of the old. We ARE the new world… we are ALL the catalysts to “bring it in,” in a magnificent symphony of many beautifully different, individual and yet fully integrated ways.

In moving forward, we do so with full consciousness and remembrance that WE ARE whatever we make it to be.

Yet, the continuance of this journey is very, very individual! Many will continue to “detox” and release what doesn’t serve us, once and for all… with the opportunity to remember that WE EACH have the full power to release ALL of it, physical and non-physical, and all that we need… is ourselves and the power we hold within.

Our lives will change; we may make what may seem to others to be drastic changes. Many will feel the pull to move to a new location entirely; many will leave well-established jobs, relationships, lives… simply with knowledge and acceptance that whatever the situation is doesn’t serve the individual in the Highest and Best way. The voice of the heart and Higher Self will be LOUD; if ignored, the situation will correct itself much more rapidly than has happened in the past! So the choice is to step forward with love, trust, fluidity, and acceptance of this guidance, allowing a relatively graceful and easy transition… or not, and instead have external situations pull us to the eventuality (which can manifest itself in forms of natural catastrophes and a number of what the ego considers negative and painful situations, at the individual and mass levels).

It’s ALL OK… it’s all AMAZING. It’s simply time for the heart and the Higher Self to speak up in ALL ways, and for us to remember how to LIVE that way. To live in love, fluidity, and with consciousness of the WHOLENESS and COMPLETENESS of our Oneness and the individual simultaneously.

And so a new day begins; a new dawn lights the path ahead… we are love; we are light; we are ALL.

“Ascension”? Really? With All of This Mess Around Us (and Within)? Some Thoughts to Consider…


Have you looked around lately – within your own life and/or in those around you and the world in general and asked, “What IS this mess, anyway? How is THIS evolution and progression?!” Have you had hours, days, and/or weeks where you’ve started feeling extremely angry, fearful,  listless, like you want to crawl out of your skin… and yet have no specific cause for it? And what about being weighted down… have you had moments when you’ve felt as if you’re completely filled with lead, like you’re wearing a suit that makes you feel like you’re carrying an extra hundred pounds or so, and all you want to do is sleep, alternating with spurts of energy that you can’t seem to alleviate?

Yep… I gotcha. Been there, done that… and I do this EVERY DAY; I meditate, I clear, I heal… and I help others do the same, so I’m in the “heightened awareness” place most of the time. I do know how to observe the collective consciousness without becoming lost in it – I’ve become quite adept at it – and yet, a few weeks ago, POW! I didn’t know what hit me!

First a Moment About the Earth
The mind says, OK… we’re “supposed to be” evolving… progressing… getting ready for “Earth 2.0,” ascending… whatever you want to call it. Yet, on the surface, it seems we’re more of a mess than ever: extreme polarities in belief systems, politics, and many other areas; shootings in movie theaters, temples, and consulates; and drugs that produce zombie-like behavior, at the top of the list. Individually, many have the lives they worked so hard to create  just crumbling away no matter how hard they fight to preserve it… losing jobs, severing long-standing ties and relationships, succumbing to debt, and releasing much of the “picture” of the life many had thought was their dream. Earth herself has been tumultuous: global extremes in weather, earthquakes rumbling around the world, volcanoes that haven’t been active for decades or more coming back to life, tsunamis, polar ice caps melting away.

So, you might ask, “What’s THAT about?”

Several months back, I was shown the bigger picture related to the evolution of Earth – of Gaia herself – and what that entails, as we stand on the ground, here, right now. As within our bodies, our skin, liver, heart, lungs, and all other organs and cells are a part of us (with their own consciousness as well), we are a part of the whole organism of the Earth. I was shown how throughout this existence, part of the exploration and experience of the lessons of duality and the ego have caused us to bleed, at one time or another, into every land of this world. We’ve had wars, we’ve hurt ourselves, we’ve hurt each other, we’ve hurt the other beings here, as well as played with creating imbalance in the organism as a whole. The result: This “blood” – both literal and metaphorical – has seeped into Earth, as so much seeps into our bodies through the skin and then incorporates into our systems.

Through all of this, she has adjusted as well as she could, realigned herself, so she could continue on. So WE could continue on, in some way, shape, or form…. to do the same thing again and again, over and over. To REALLY learn those lessons!

When our bodies do this – forget the unity, forget that all the cells, all the organs have to work together to function optimally – what happens? Disease; malfunctions and sometimes failure of entire organic systems within us. Cancer. Auto-immune disease. Allergies (“irritations”). Many other chronic conditions. And, as a collective part of the Earth organism, “as above, so below”… why do you think we have an overabundance of these types of diseases within our own bodies today?

When we get an overabundance of toxins within the body, what does our body naturally do to rebalance itself? Detoxify; it tries to push all of the dangerous toxins that have become embedded in the system to the surface… to release them and regain balance.

Guess what Earth’s doing? Except this is the BIGGIE… she’s detoxifying because it’s time to get to the next level of evolution, to complete this existence at this level of density, with these lessons of duality. And as a part of this organism, we’re along for the ride!

So what does that entail? Well… all of that blood, all of that disservice and ego-based separation that has seeped into her “system” is coming to the surface… while all of what we’ve done to disservice our own bodies is doing the same, which can exacerbate the situation. So, yes… a lot of rage, resentment, fear, anxiety, regret, guilt, doubt, sorrow, and pain coming to the surface now… to be healed, dissolved, and released, once and for all.

Needless to say, how that affects us is up to the individual. Can we release all of this productively, or will we allow ourselves to get lost in it?

From another, non-judgmental vantage point, there are many, many souls who have chosen NOT to be here during the peak of this and/or to see it through to completion from “ground zero”; they’ve come, finished the lessons they want to have here, and choose to do the rest elsewhere, outside of this 3D world. So, they are transitioning out; it is a choice they have made, and it doesn’t matter whether they’re home in the shower and fall and hit their head or in public where they get run over by a car or shot. And what this “gunk” coming to the surface does is also provide ample opportunity for groups of souls to go ahead and transition out en masse. Recently, a pretty awakened friend of mine was in a place where she was considering the choice of “walking out”… and she created herself a door where a truck came barreling down the road as she was crossing a busy street and could have easily provided the doorway for her to transition. She told me that she knew in that moment that no matter how it looked… she knew it would be quick and painless; in fact, she knew that her soul would leave her body before the truck ever hit. At that moment… she realized how easy it really can be, and she decided to stay.

I have been guided over the past several months to focus on healing at the collective and mass level… and I am shown, time and time again, how individual challenges and limitations are personal experiences that are directly related to the collective experience. The more we can sit in love and just douse Earth and the collectives and mass consciousness, the easier the transition and adjustments will be.

Now, On to That Leaden, Listless Feeling You Might Be Experiencing…
Since I’ve been guided to do collective clearing/healing after collective clearing/healing, there was a point, about a week-and-a-half ago, when I started thinking, “Were we CRAZY to plan all of this, to do all of this all at once… with so many here right now who haven’t even opened their eyes even a slit toward Awakening? This is nuts… how can we do this?” I could FEEL how many have no idea right now; I could FEEL the work yet to do. All I could think was, “I’m SO DONE with all of this!” (Note: I also actually, for the first time ever, asked for a “door to transition,” and was provided one by my ever-present guide, Archangel Ezekiel, THAT NIGHT… why I chose not to take it is a story for another day… 😉 )

I’ve been staying ever-present, calm, clear, and watching the growing freneticism of many… who are fighting harder and harder to hold on to that which doesn’t serve them, because they believe that’s what they’re supposed to do. I’ve been watching and helping others with their pain, anger, resentment, fear… and as much as I LOVE what I do, there were some days I was starting to get tired.

And then, last weekend… wow, the heaviness set in. I became distracted… I didn’t want to meditate, didn’t want to connect… and as much as I love to work out, I felt like I had lead running through my body! There were a few days when all I wanted to do was sleep (luckily over an uneventful weekend); and yet, I simultaneously felt like I was about to crawl out of my skin, uncomfortable, edgy… I started thinking, “What the heck is all of this about? I KNOW this feeling… but I can’t quite place it, either…”

I’ve had the blessing of having a steady stream of client sessions, so I set that up for myself well (from the Higher Self, along with my guide family, obviously)… because regardless of how I feel, I make sure I do everything I can to ensure that I’m open and clear for the work I do with others. So, I at least continued doing SOME self-work, which was helpful. One day, I didn’t have sessions until later in the afternoon; I had planned to go to the gym in the morning, didn’t make it. Then I thought I would hop on the elliptical at home; never made it. And I was feeling edgier and more impatient than ever. Finally, about midday, I heard, loudly, “GET OUTSIDE.” So I went out into my yard and sat in the grass. I actually started feeling EVEN EDGIER… and felt like I needed to get to a waterfront. So I took my dog, and we went to a nearby lake, to trot the 3 miles around the trail along the perimeter. As we progressed, I just practiced an exercise I suggest to quite a few clients – simply BREATHING into my heart, and expanding my light. Losing all thought… simply focusing on the heart. Expanding the light, connecting with the nature around me. Through this, there was an extraordinary number of dragonflies that were swarming around us the entire time – green, blue, white, brown, you name it, zipping right up to my face and then away, zipping around us, hovering nearby (for those who don’t know the “message of the dragonfly”… dragonflies help to bring in LIGHT).

And all of that time, I thought, “This feels SO FAMILIAR…”

Shortly after that, the discomfort ebbed away, and I felt a LOT better… and able to attend to my sessions throughout the evening.

That night, I went to sleep with the intention of connecting to understand WHAT THE HECK was going on. In the dream, I was at my acupuncturist’s office, and she was talking to me about someone else who was being “pinned” on the table. She was telling me about how the person’s symptoms would flow and ebb… just like she was in labor to deliver a child.

In the middle of the dream, a HUGE light bulb went off for me… THAT’S IT! I remember thinking in the dream. It’s the Earth… she’s in LABOR!

When I woke up, fresh from that dream, I realized immediately that the stages of what I had been going through myself were JUST LIKE being in labor to deliver a child, without the pain (of course, I had forgotten… it HAS been more than 14 years since my last go of it! LOL)!

So… when you look back to the section I wrote before this, about Earth and her detoxification… let’s also add that she’s now at the equivalent stage of being in labor to “birth” a whole new version of herself. The part to be aware of is that since we are a part of this organism of Earth, guess what? We will all have our individual ways of playing that out. We’re all detoxing that which doesn’t serve us, and now we’re TOTALLY “ripping off the Band-Aid” to get to this next level of existence… but HERE’S THE AWESOME NEWS: That means we’re ALMOST THERE!

After considering all of this, you might ask, “Yikes! What does this mean for me? Does that mean that my life is going to implode? Is it all going to fall apart?” That’s a good question… are you willing to let go of that which doesn’t serve you and SEE it as what is Highest and Best… or are you going to try to cling to the familiar (regardless of how miserable it is) and make it a painful transition? Can you take some time out for yourself every day – yes, every single day – to simply get in 15 minutes of clearing the mind and breathing into you heart? Can you take some time every day to send love and healing to the Earth of which we’re a part? Can you go through one day – just ONE DAY to start – without judgment of any kind toward yourself and others? Can you stay completely fluid to what’s going on around you, without giving any energy to resistance? The more we do for ourselves, the more we practice acceptance and fluidity, the more we release that which doesn’t serve us with grace, ease, balance, harmony, and joy… and the more space we create for ourselves to let in what DOES serve us in the Highest and Best way, from the individual to the collective.

And the easier and quicker our “delivery” in to a new, fresh, higher vibration Earth will be.  🙂



On the Bright Side of Death and Disaster… (REALLY, There IS One!)


What a beautiful thing death can be… I don’t even call it “death” myself anymore… I simply call it “transitioning.”

“OK,” you’re saying, “Now she’s REALLY gone off the deep end…” But follow me here… be patient and read on… there’s a lot coming together on this topic right now, for all of us. And it’s important for us to look at it… and change our perspective from the traditional point of view.

Funny enough, one of my closest and most prominent guides is Archangel Ezekiel, whose primary “roles” are Death and Transformation… which I’ve learned are both simply one and the same.

In the tarot deck, the Death card is so often feared… and yet, for a vast majority of the time, its true meaning when it “comes up” is that the person is about to undergo an immediate and intense transformation in their life.

What is death, but simply transformation from the physical to the non-physical?

Have you noticed how many seem to be transitioning out of their physical body these days – both people and pets/animals? I started noticing some sort of exodus about ten years ago… when it started in my circle of family and friends. It was around then that I started “seeing dead people”… and you know what? When they came to talk to me, most of the time, they were SO peaceful, SO MUCH better and happier than they’d been in their bodies – especially typically toward the end – and part of the validation that it was actually them was that they were able to tell me clearly about certain things that I wouldn’t have otherwise known. For example, I remember going to my grandmother’s apartment a few days after she died to help my mother go through all of her things, and it was the first time I actually could SEE the person who had transitioned with my eyes open… she stayed in my peripheral vision the entire time. My mother thought I was joking about the fact that my grandmother was standing there, right over my shoulder… her presence was so strong that I could SMELL her perfume… but when we couldn’t find a very important set of keys, I simply asked her where and which ones they were, and she told me… and they were exactly where she told me they’d be.

Later on, over the past several years, those who have come to me after they passed and weren’t completely happy and at peace asked me to help them release what it was that was preventing them from getting there, so they COULD be.

If I’d ever had any doubt about life beyond the physical body, it was completely quelled when all of that started happening. After I had my “Grand Awakening,” and I started learning how to focus this openness, consciously call to whomever I needed to… my sadness about death completely dissipated. After all… it’s not like the person or pet goes away!

In general, most of us become greatly saddened when those we know and love pass on. Why is that? Often, it’s simply because the ego tells us that we’ve severed the connection, and it’s typically a pretty selfish reason, in the way that it feels like the person or pet’s death leaves a hole in our own lives. However, if we remember that how and when each one of us transitions out of our 3D physical body is really only part of our own, individual journeys – and no one else’s – that there’s ALWAYS a higher purpose for it, whether or not we understand it at the time… the perspective on death starts to change.

So, let’s zoom out into a broader perspective for a moment. We’re in a time of great change; taking the “next step” in evolution, whether you pay attention to the Mayan, Hopi, Cayce, Nostradamus, or any of a number of prophecies (funny how they all converge, in one way or the other, on this period of time); paying attention to the astronomy and physics/quantum physics (yes, scientific) community, and where we are physically in terms of the positioning within our galaxy, and how that “changes” us in itself; the Christian Bible, and many other belief systems and pieces of information. Quite “the shift”; probably the most major shift that we’ve had in many millenia… and from my personal understanding, the only time we’ve agreed to go through such an “undertaking” in physical form across the span of this entire existence. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US is a part of this grand symphony that is so amazingly, magnificently orchestrated… and it’s a unified, concerted effort. Many are needed here to help others along the way to Awakening; many have very specific parts to play… and many are helping and planning to help from the non-physical. It’s my understanding that ALL parts are crucial. This has been going on, building up in a gradual crescendo for a number of years; we’re building up to the apex – the climax – of the symphony. And so, with everything speeding up, those who have agreed to help from beyond the physical during this transitory time are finishing up what they came here to experience this time around and then just GOING. So, yes… many transitioning out, more and more as we go.

As the Earth prepares, in the equivalent of being in labor to rebirth herself, naturally we have many of what we consider oddities and natural disasters going on around the world. Many claim that we’re about to have our poles shift, which would potentially further intensify the experience. Yes, we’ve been a part of this, and in many ways have sped up the process with our contribution to “global warming” and overpopulation; the evidence we see of that is widespread, whether it’s a hole in the ozone layer… long-slumbering volcanos waking up… huge and very destructive storms of all types changing the landscape… earthquakes shifting the physicality of our planet… extreme drought beyond what’s been measured before… icecaps that have existed for thousands of years melting down to nothing and creating the need for natural readjustments via an excess of water, mudslides, and avalanches… brush fires that are typical and expected in parts of the world that have grown even more out of control than historically… and a number of other events.

If you tie all of this together from the larger perspective, you can start to see where the windows are opening up. Yes, many more people and animals will transition out of the physical… and in actuality, many of these “disasters” open up the windows for masses to depart at the same time.

Is it really all that bad?

If we are truly eternal beings, then what’s a moment… an hour… a day… a week… or even a month in terms of the entire existence? Something I find truly funny is that personally, because of some events I considered “failures” on my shoulders  in terms of “letting down humanity,” I’ve apparently orchestrated QUITE the number of painful and bizarre deaths of my own over many lifetimes. I can clearly remember a number of them; there are some where I momentarily absorbed/remembered the pain in those moments before death when recalling them. But you know what? Today, I actually find it quite humorous (as do my guides) recalling the drama I’ve played out via these deaths! Does it traumatize me when another one comes up? Nope; in fact, I’m always sort of fascinated by my own creativity! And the pain… it was simply a temporary illusion I felt I needed to transition out of the body at those times.

Today, I was guided to offer to help someone who needed to put her beloved dog to sleep. Typically, I would offer to “hold space” from home while the event was going on… but I was actually pushed to offer to go with her to the vet for the event, which I typically wouldn’t do, because of it being such a personal experience. However, I followed the guidance… and she accepted. Another friend attended, as well… based on guidance of her own. The dog was 17, almost completely blind… and really tired, yet staying on by sheer force of will. When we met at the vet’s office, I could feel the dog’s discomfort and fatigue… and confusion. Of course, he sensed what was approaching, and what I felt was the back and forth between, “What’s going on?” “I’m scared,” “I’m uncomfortable,” “I love ___,” and “I’m ready to go.” I understood that my place there was simply “hold space” and healing for the dog and his owner… and I started those efforts right away (actually, before we even got there). It didn’t take long after we went into the exam room for the dog to calm down; the tranquilizer worked a LOT faster than anticipated. We all simply sat on the floor with the dog (the vet included), and  while they “did the deed,” I just sat there in the corner and continued on.

Before the vet even pronounced that the dog’s heart had stopped beating, I suddenly “saw” the beautiful creature simply POP up out of the body, almost effortlessly, and immediately, he started bounding around the room. The feeling was of overwhelming happiness and joy… “I’m free! I feel SO good! I want to play!” Almost immediately, I could feel the dog being pulled elsewhere, but he wouldn’t leave until his master told him it was OK to go… the only confusion was why she was crying, because he FELT SO GOOD!

I waited until the vet left the room to tell her she needed to tell him it was OK to leave – which she did – and then, the other friend started saying how the dog was SO HAPPY… and described EXACTLY the same “vision” as I was having! What a beautiful experience; how much happiness and excitement the dog’s spirit was exuding!

Though I’ve been present during transition before, the biggest realization I had from this amazing, intimate experience that I was so, so fortunate to be a part of was this: If it’s time to go, it’s time to go. The BIGGEST difference we can make, what we can help with – all of us who remain here with a consciousness in the 3D physicality – is to “hold space” at the time/moments of transition to assist the soul’s/souls’ transitioning. How, you might ask? Regardless of whether or not you’re an energetic healing practitioner of any type, anyone can assist with love, light, healing intention… whatever you’re guided to do in purity, from the heart. THAT really does make a difference… regarding the grace and ease with which the soul transitions out of the body. Today, the experience was instantaneous, and the immediate JOY I felt was so tremendous!

So, as we progress, as change has become the only norm, it’s key to shift our perspectives as we shift ourselves. The biggest difference we can make – whether catastrophic events around the globe, or the death of a loved one or pet – is to allow the sadness to flow through when the situation arises, but not be consumed by it. Instead, we can focus on exuding love, gratitude, and tenderness, to the Earth as a whole during this transitory time for her, as well as holding that positive energy in the space of those who have chosen in this part of the symphony to pass into the non-physical. Once we can accept with fluidity that transitioning is part of our plan, and that it’s simply a change in form for a specific purpose – it’s easier to see that it’s simply another part of our transformation… preparing on stage and taking our places – wherever and in whatever form we’ve chosen to be!